Is that even a question? Of course you'll be in my room... with me"

You swallowed the remaining food in your mouth. His room, means sleeping on his bed. It wasn't the answer you expected, but you knew you liked, no, you loved it. You still were stupid, you still wanted to reject it. "What are you saying?" You asked.

"Y/N, remember one of the things I said was "Taking care of you"? I left my own company, my every work, forced you to move in my house, live with me. And you'll be in my room. I have to take care of you even when you're sleeping." He said with a serious face and tone, it left no room for you to protest.

And his overprotective actions warmed your heart along with happiness to it. You again were too happy inside. "Okay.."

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It finally was bed time, and you were following Jimin from behind, going to his room. You and him entered his room wich was up stairs and he turned the lights on.

There was a king sized bed in the middle of the room with grey and dark blue pillows on it. A small study table in the corner wich it's chair was the same dark blue of the pillows. The wall behind the board of the bed was grey and the rest was white. The curtains were dark brown wich hide the big ceiling to floor windows. Between the two windows, there was a big glass door wich led you to the balcony. The wall facing the bed had a door as well, but you still didn't know where they led you to.

"This is my bedroom, and this is the balcony." He opened the glass door, guestering you to go.

There was a big bean bag, and you had a good view of the city. You leaned on the black railing, the view was mesmerizing. But the one infront of Jimin was breathe taking.

Looking at her like that wasn't good though. He had a good view of our ass wich send all the pleasure down to his poor- you know. He will his cock down before it splits from his damn sweat pants.

This woman is lethal to my body.

"I love it when bedrooms have balcony. It's my favourite to take a look at outside before sleeping." You said.

"Well the whole balcony is yours now you can come whenever you want. Now let me show you the closet." He said and went inside, followed by you.

After entering the closet, you were surprised. You didn't expect that. You expected to the a brown closet full of ties, suits, boy clothes, and manly shoes. But the whole room was the opposite.

The closet was exactly like the rooms of the pictures in pinterest. Full of colorful dresses, every type of woman clothes, high heels, handbags, etc. You looked at him.

"I moved mine into one of the spare rooms, so you can have the whole room. I hope you like it." He said before you can even open your mouth. "And I bought all of these things two days ago. I said this in case you thought of something else." He continued, a very beautiful smile on his lips.

Still speechless, you looked away and walked to the clothes and looked at them. Again surprise hit you. All of them were your size, they were all from good popular brands, and all were beautiful.

"How did you know my size?" You asked, still walking further to look at the remaining.

"I don't know, I just assumed." He shrugged while smirking.

You turned around mirroring his smirk and you raised one of your eyebrows. "So let me tell you, they're not my size." You crossed your arms.

He taped his chin with his index finger as he looked at you, pretending to be thinking. "Then I'll throw them away and buy the ones wich fit you."

You laughed before continuing your journey through the clothes.

"I asked Taehyung, he told me that you wear these sizes."

You had no time to respond when you looked at one of the drawers and saw what was inside. It was like you couldn't breathe. You felt like the airways were blocked.

That part was full of big clothes wich were for pregnant woman.

You said nothing. Not a single word. You just quitely closed the door of the drawer, and turned around to find Jimin already smiling softly at you. He knew what you just found out. But he said nothing as well.

"You... you didn't have to do all of these, Jimin. Thank you so much."

"Anything for you Lovely." He said. Your heart fluttered. Damn, his nickname for you only made your stomach take turns.

"And this one is the bathroom." He pointed at the door wich was at the corner of the closet room.

"Okay, I'm gonna do my night routines." You said, he nodded and went out to the main bedroom.

He sat down on the chair wich was provided for the study desk he sometimes was working on. He took out his phone and busied himself with it until you came out.

He looked up and saw you now wearing one of the night gowns he bought. It was the pale pink one with a v-neck, reaching right under your knees. The gown had long selves but put your lean beautiful legs on display.

He looked away, before he could loose control. Even your legs turned him on.

You just walked to the right side of the bed, removed the dark blue duvet and laid on the bed, facing the ceiling. Your heart beated so fast you could hear it your self.

He's gonna sleep on the same bed as me...

He's gonna sleep with me..

Oh God I need help.

Jimin looked back at you. Goddamn it you were so temping like that, laying on his bed, your exposed legs infront of him. Shit he could do alot of things with you just right there.

But is she ready?

Does she want this with me right now?

Thoes questions bothered him, also forcing him to put thoes thoughts aside. But one thing he could not get rid of. He stood up and started walking towards you.

You look at him when you felt some movements. Gosh the situation was so awkward.

You and him locked eyes with each other, and him in his way, without breaking the eye contact, turned the lights off, and you gulped.

Despite the darkness, you still saw his eyes. Same for him. Your twinkling eyes. Thoes beautiful eyes. He loved your eyes, with all his heart.

Once he was right infront of your side, he leaned down, your eyes never leaving each other. He leaned further down and pressed his right hand on the bed board behind you. Your and his hot - quick breathes mixed with eachother.

Just when your and Jimin's lips were about to touch each other, just when Jimin was about to taste you lips, just when he finally was about to kiss you in reality - not in his fantasy world - you turned your head to the left side with heavy breathes.

It was right, you liked him, means you wanted his kiss, God you were dying for it, but you were just not ready yet. It hurted like bitch when you rejected, but you listened to your heart.

"Sorry..." You whispered.

Jimin stood still in his position, and sighed. He wanted you like nothing else, but he couldn't force you.

If not now, later.

This will happen anyway. He reclined and grabbed the dark blue duvet and covered her with it. After that, he again bent down and placed a soft small kiss on her forehead. "Sweet dreams, Lovely." He whispered, turned around and went out of his OWN room, closing the door behind him.

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Three nights.

Three nights passed, and same thing happened. You sleeping in Jimin's room, and Jimin sleeping in one of the guest rooms.

The day after that night when Jimin tried to kiss you was completely the opposite of the one you expected.

You assumed to be so damn awkward between you and Jimin, but Jimin like always surprised you by assuming you wrong. Instead of avoiding you, he was with you through the entire day, making you forget about the boredom you felt because of being away from work.

He even took you to the garden he had behind his house. You and him together took care of some of the flowers after dismissing the Gardner for the day.

The two following day had no difference.

Thoes three nights, you were dying to have him by your side, but you couldn't leave the door of his room open.

But tonight is different, at least you hoped to be different. It was quarter to 12 when you went to Jimin's - now yours too - room. Jimin was still down stairs watching TV, AND you knew he'll come up to sleep in one of the guest rooms soon.

After chewing your nails for 5 straight minutes, you finally stood up from the bed and went to the closet.

There, you opened that drawer wich was contained with your personal thing, and you took out a black satin robe. Then went to the bathroom.

You removed your shirt, pants, and then your under wears then put your robe on. [Just imagine a random satin robe, idk how to explain it's design, sorry :(]

The robe looked so good on you, showing off half of your cleavage, half of your thighs and your long smooth legs. You let your hair loose and sprayed some perfume on the sides of your neck.

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After finishing the movie and turning off the TV, Jimin came up stairs.

He almost tripped on his own steps when his eyes caught a glance of his room door.

It's opened!

She left it open!!

His eyes were wide as he removed his hands from his pockets, walking towards the door of his room to check if his eye were tricking him or something.

He blinked his eyes several time as he stood infront of the door, but it was true. However, he stood a few minutes, expecting you to come and close the door like the other three nights.

But you never came.

Should I go inside?

Yes.

I'll go and pretend that I went to check on her.

Once he went inside, he found out an empty bed. And an empty room.

Where's she?

But then, his eyes fell on the balcony door wich was opened as well. He spotted a silhouette, it's hair flowing in the air.

That sure was you. He walked closer to the door, only to find out you're wearing something wich he never remembered buying it. He quitely entered the balcony, trying not to get caught by you.

Jimin's P.O.V

Once I saw her, shock and excitement played in a fast pace in my body. She was wearing a black like a night sky satin robe, reaching the top of her thighs, it was ridiculously short - noy that i was judging - it showed off her long smooth legs.

I swear to God her legs had some sort of power.. They always had me weak in my kness.

I gulped as I rubbed my hands up and down on my thigs.

Get your shits together Jimin..

Somehow the wind became stronger, making some type of scenes like thoes of the drama shit. I should be thankful though, because it brought her scent to me, and I swear it made me dizzy.

How bad i wished to burry my face in the crook of her neck to take a lung full breathe of her sweet - mind breaking scent. I inhaled deeply, and when I released my breathe, I, accidentally, let out a damn moan, startling the shit out of her.

She turned around and I was shocked again when I saw her un bothered expression.

Maybe she expected me to be here?

When she said nothing, I got frustrated. "I-i... Your door was opened-"

"It's okay." She cut me off before I could finish my sentence. Her voice was soft and calm. Then she turned around again.

Not knowing what to do, I walked towards her and stood besides her, resting my arms on the railing mimicking her but in a manly way.

"You never told me why you don't want relationships." She stated, her soft voice ringing in my ears.

I chuckled, not a happy one though. Again, it's the topic I hate the most. But she has the right to know, right?

"When I was in school, I only concentrated on learning. Nothing like girls and love stories. It was like that through all my school years, even though all my friends had thier girlfriend's. But everything changed when I went to college. My friends made fun of me, even your brother." I laughed.

"They thought that I'm afraid of girls and thoes things, but I wasn't like that, I just wanted to learn, I knew I'd have a plenty of times for that later. Nevertheless, I started these dating things, because I didn't want thoes rumors about me anymore.

I dated a few ladies, but all of them turned out fake. I saw one of them with another guy, another one turned out to be using my money, I heard one of them saying that she's with me only because I'm handsome. So all of them just used me..."

"That's why I don't want relationships anymore. I know it's a shame for a man to be scared, but I am. I'm scared of being cheated on, because my heart can't bare it's pain anymore. I'm scared of being hurted, left alone at the end..."

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End of chapter ten.

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