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"I'll give you one through a natural way."

With that being said, a dead silence filled Jimin's car. It was so shocking, for both of them.

What did she just say?

He never expected that. Never.

What did I just say?

You were so confused as well. This never was your behavior. You never even said your thoughts or ideas right away, not before thinking about it twice. Is this because of him? Because you have feelings for him?

Yes. It was because of him. You did everything you've never done in your life before. Because of him, you were out of your mind.

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Stepping into your house like any other day, but with different feelings.

Surprised, happy, and comfortable, were what you were feeling. Surprised by the words you blurt out not too long ago in Jimin's car. Happy because Jimin agreed. It was in his mind as well, after all, so there was no reason for him to disagree. Comfortable because you can do what he asked you.

"Welcome back, sweetie." Lily's voice brought you back to reality.

You smiled. "Thanks, is Tae here?" You asked.

"Yes, he's in his office room," Lily answered. You nodded your head and made your way to the second floor and Taehyung's office which was located right beside his room, facing your room.

You entered the room with its walls full of books on the shelves. Two brown leather couches facing each other with a brown oak coffee table between them. In the center of the room was Taehyung's desk with business papers all over it.

He was sitting on the chair of his desk, busy with writing.

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"What did you just say?! What the fuck Y/N!!!" Taehyung shouted as soon as you told him what you're gonna do.

"Taehy-"

"No! Y/N! No!" He cut you. "You just went and told that guy that you're ready to be fucked by him with my goddamn permission!"

Your eyes widened, his words stabbed your heart. You couldn't believe what he just said. But you again tried to calm him down. The fight wasn't your thing. "Tae-"

"Stop calling my damn name! I'll never fucking ever let you do that!" He panted heavily, looking at you with eyes having flames of fire.

"Will you let me speak?!" This time you were the one who shouted. And when he didn't mutter out a word, you continued. "First of all, watch your mouth when you speak with me! Just because you're my older brother doesn't mean that I accept you speak with me like that!" You inhaled a sharp breath, the organs inside you giving electricity off as your anger rose.

"Second of all, this is my goddamn life! No one has the right to choose what I have to do or not!.... why are you even shouting at me when you were the one who agreed on me being pregnant by that man's baby in the first place?!" Your tears started sliding down your cheeks. But you desperately wiped them away.

This isn't the right time to cry...

I can cry, but not now.

Your brother just shouted at you, something that broke your heart badly every time he did. Which he did not do so often. You don't even remember the last time he did.

It was something your Mother never accepted. Besides, Taehyung was your only family, your only blood-related friend. He was like your friend, gave you love, that no one could, expect your long gone parents.

"I'm not here to ask for your permission or not... I just wanted you to be aware... I'm doing this no matter fucking what... Kim Taehyung." And you went out of his office, your heart still aching because of his words. You just went and told that guy that you are ready to be fucked by him without my goddamn permission! His voice echoed in your head, only to give you more pain.

You shut his door behind you, making a loud thud. He flinched. He realized what he just did. He fucked everything up.

You were right. It was all his fault. If he didn't agree in the first place, on that Donor shit, this wouldn't happen. His sister wouldn't do this.

And now he's the one shouting at her...

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Next day. Afternoon. Café

You were sitting in that Café where you told Jimin that you're ready to do what he wants. But this time with Jennie, and Jungkook; your best friends.

"Will you tell us what shit has happened?!" Jennie asked impatiently, hitting the table with her fist.

You again didn't answer, still looking down at the coffee in front of you. Your two best friends sitting at the opposite side of the door, struggling to find the reason behind your silence.

Jungkook slapped Jennie's arm, not wanting to pressure you. He knew you'd speak up once you're ready, no need to use force.

But someone like Jennie...

"Y/N-aa... Take your time." His gentle voice was enough for you to look up at his face. The face that you loved.

You sighed. "I... I think I did something wrong..." Then you again looked down.

None of them muttered a word, still not ready to give comments on your hidden wrongness. Then you knew what that silence meant, they wanted you to continue.

"When me and Jimin went to the Clinic yesterday, the doctor told us that.... that we can't do that program..." You looked up to find two surprised faces.

Jungkook rubbed his face with his hands. "Why Jimin didn't tell me about this..." He said more to himself but you heard it anyway.

It seemed like Jennie wasn't there, she just silently looked at you with her mouth open.

"Why you can't do that? Is there any problem?" Jungkook asked.

"Yeah. If I get pregnant... I won't be able to have my child in the future, and it'll have bad effects on me..." Your words brought a dead silence afterward. None of them said anything.

"oH mY gOd! I wIlL kNoCk jImIn'S hEaD dOwN If hE sT-" Before Jennie could finish her sentence, Jungkook took out some tissues from its box on the table and stuffed it inside her mouth, shutting her up.

"Will you please shut the fuck up, Jen? Every fucking person in this damn café is looking at us.." His deep - low voice growled, sending weird shivers down you and Jennie's spine. He indeed was hot when he was angry.

She took the tissue papers out of her mouth and looked at Jungkook then at you, not saying a word. Then Jungkook looked at you again.

"Y/N.... I'm sorry to hear that, but I can't see anything wrong you did..."

A red layer of blush crept on your cheeks. Stupid bitch, you told yourself.

"I-i..." You stuttered, it was harder and more embarrassing than you thought.

Okay, I'll do it.

I have to say it anyway...

"I told Jimin that... eh."

"That I'll give him a baby in a natural way." You quickly finished your sentence, then examined their faces to know their reaction.

A pink layer crept on Jungkook's cheeks as he looked away, and Jennie just looked at you with eyes and mouth opened wide. You didn't say anything, embarrassed to even mutter out a word.

It was obvious they were shocked. And Jungkook was shy. As they didn't say anything, you tried to change the subject. But not to a good one... "And Taehyung shouted at me today because I didn't ask for his permission..."

You looked down, tears welling in your eyes recalling the way he spoke to you. Both of your friends knew you well, they knew what hurt you. And one of them was misbehaving from Taehyung.

"Y/N..." Jungkook softly said as he grabbed your hand, caressing the back of your hand with his thumb. "Look at me." He said.

You blinked your tears away before looking up to find his calm - smiling face. The blush from before was still on his face. "No matter what your decision is, we will support you. This is your own choice, you decide this by yourself, then do it. Don't listen to others, even me, just do what your heart wants."

His words gave peace, put you at ease, and made you proud of yourself. How can someone be this good?

"Yes, he's right bestie... We're always here for you." Jennie said with a sweet smile.

These two friends of yours were a blessing from God. You couldn't ask for more. Without them, you wouldn't know what 'Friend' meant. Without them, you wouldn't know the happiness you get while you're with your friends. Without them, you wouldn't be even happy.

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It's one week after the "I'll give you one through a natural way." accident. Next week is your final fashion show. And you're gonna move into Jimin's house tomorrow.

Nothing odd happened in this last week. Jimin just sent you flirty messages, which you said annoyed you, but deep down, you knew that you were addicted to them. The good thing is, you're gonna hear them often soon, or else you'll have problems without them. You were addicted after all.

Expect those texts, you didn't meet up.

Things between the two siblings, Taehyung and you, didn't go better. Even though he tried to speak with you several times and tried to apologize, all he got from you was silence.

Your silence treatment was so hard for him, you and him used to speak all the time you were free, talk about your problems, and joke with each other.

But he knew he deserved it. Shouting was something your Mother had wrote it in the blacklist.

"Yo! Have you packed your stuff up?!" Jennie, like always shouted her question out. She came here, to your house, like she said, to spend your last night together. As if you were gonna die.

You both were currently lying on your bed. It was Jennie's behavior, always snapping, shouting, screaming her thoughts out.

Your eyes widened as you slowly sat up. "Noooo...." Jennie rolled her as she busied herself with her phone, completely done with you.

"What time is it?" You mumbled m as you brought your phone to life, looking at the time.  "12 AM...... Lily!!!!" You shouted out, ignoring the thought in your mind which said 'She already left.' But to your luck, the door opened after two minutes, showing Lily.

Maybe she had some work left, that's why she's still here.

"You want something sweetie?" She asked the smile that you grew up with on her face.

"Please can you pack my things up? I'm so tired...." You almost begged, the tiredness of the day forcing you to do so.

"Why- oh yeah... You're leaving." A sad look took over her angelic face which you adored as much as you adored your Mother's back in the old days. She sadly smiled, "Of course, I'll do it." Then she turned around to your closet, and you swore you saw tears in her eyes.

"Look I know that you like Jimin." Jennie's voice brought you back to reality, and you turned your head to look at her sitting now, but before you open your mouth, she continued. "It's so fucking visible! Don't say anything!"

It was the nth time you were completely done with the woman sitting in front of you, so you sighed and rolled your eyes. "So? What's your point?"

"Wait, and it's visible that he likes you too." She smirked. "So what I wanna say is...

Enjoy the only night you two will have together."

"Oh my god, Kim fucking Jennie!" Although Jennie was a girl as well, you still blushed. You started slapping her arms until the ding of your phone stopped you, indicating that you got a new message. "You're one lucky bitch that I got the message, but I'm not done with you." You told her, then grabbed your phone.

The message was from the one and only Park Jimin. You were familiar with this feeling, but it still didn't leave with a heart flutter.

Jimin:
Hey

Don't pack anything up,

Everything is ready here.

😌

Your heartbeat fastened even more, and your eyebrows knitted together.

Y/N:
Hi

Wdym?

Jimin:
You'll see tm

Just pack the things that u want

I mean the personal things.

You got frustrated and angry at the sudden favor he said.

Y/N:
JIMIN!

He left you in seen, which made you even more pissed off.

Why?

Why I can't bring my OWN things?

"What's up with that ugly face?" Jennie asked you and you looked at her. But you didn't answer her. You ignored her and looked at your closet door. "Lily! Can you come here please?!" You shouted.

"Hey-"

"Y/N?" Lily asked once she came in, cutting Jennie off.

"Have you packed anything yet?" You asked her.

"Not all of them."

"Okay leave the rest. Thank you." You said. "No, I'll finish it."

"Lily, I don't want them, thank you."

She shrugged. "Okay then. Have a good night both of you." Then she walked out of your room.

"Will you tell me what all these shits are about, please, Miss Kim Y/N?" Jennie asked you with her arms crossed over her chest, sarcasm oozing out from her mouth, totally annoyed by your ignorance.

You looked at her with an expressionless face. "The Great Park Jimin texted me and said do NOT pack your things up, that everything is ready here."

She blinked at you a few times before stretching a smile. "Dude! He's the sweetest guy ever!"

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End of chapter eight.

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