I'll be honest, aku nulis ini di atas motor jadi agak berantakan WKWKWK but i like messy writing, they are more honest and express my raw feelings. Aku abis jenguk makam kakek, dan berduka sampai bener-bener kayak "Ya Tuhan, sampai kapan aku begini?"

Let's say I write this as a form of grieving, though I already accepted my grandfather death, the feeling of losing him still lingering under my skin. And it's so fucking painful. But I'll never get tired of it, because by grief I still can mourn, I still can remember him. That's just how human work I guess.

- Kai