One Shot

"Chim~ I miss you so much, you stupid Mochi! When are you coming hooooome?"

He plays the voicemail once more, cursing to himself for missing your call yet again as he sat down in his chair with a small frown.

He quickly dialed your number and waited, smiling expectantly in hopes that this time, you'd pick up.

He hears the dial tone.

Brrring.

Brrring.

Brr-

"Hey!" you say and Chim sighs in relief, opening his mouth to speak.

"...if this is you Chim and you're hearing this message, it means that I couldn't answer your call. Guess that's payback for every single time you missed mine, asshole!" You say through the message as it ended with your laughter and Chim groans in frustration.

Once again he missed the right timing and now his message would just have to go to voicemail. These days it usually does, but that didn't deter him in the slightest.

He's done his fair share of not answering your calls and knew how upset you would get when he did, so he could suck it up once in awhile. Besides, once the tour was over, he would properly make it up to you.

He takes a deep breath and grins brightly. "Y/N 아/야~ I know I'm just too desireable and you can't handle a day without all my awesomeness but it'll only be a couple more months! I'll be home before you even know it! Anyways, we all landed safely in Jakarta and now we're getting some rest before the concert tomorrow" he explains and even with the soft smile on his face he sighs tiredly while rubbing his eyes.

"I love being on tour but I also miss you so much too so don't worry it's not just you..." he whispers sadly and continues.

"It sucks being away for pretty much 6 months and I know that July seems so far away, but I promise that whenever I'm back in Seoul, I'll come see you everyday okay?..." he mumbles promisingly.

"Anyways, after Jakarta we'll be heading to Manila, Hongkong and Australia before finishing up in Japan, and then after that I'll have all the free time to spend with you, deal?" He says with a mischievous tone and laughs.

"I'm gonna get some rest now but I'll call you in a bit, so try to pick up next time!" He says with a grin and hangs up, just as Yoongi walks into his room.

"Are you calling Y/N again?..." He asks with a frown and Chim scowls at his disapproving tone.

"Why do you say that like I t's a bad thing?" Chim asks with a hurt expression on his face and Yoongi softens.

"Chim, you know why..." he starts off but Chim cuts him off with a scoff.

"Yeah I do. You all say that the only thing I do is obsess over her and that it's unhealthy for me. But you guys would do the same thing if you were too busy to keep in touch with your girlfriend. She means everything to me so it's just hard okay?..." Chim says defensively and Yoongi tenses slightly before sighing.

"Fine...you already know how we all feel about this so I'm not going to push you about again...but just...give it a break okay?..." Yoongi responds back in a measured tone and Chim frowns but nods reluctantly.

With one last worried look, Yoongi leaves his room.
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"You suck Chim...I can't believe you missed my call again. But whatever...I saw some cuts from the Brazil concert and I've gotta say, hot daaaaaamn" you say with a loud cat call.

"Oops! I've gotta head out now so message me whenever you're free...which is probably never so I'm not holding my breath. But yeah. Call me. Text me. Wave to me from one of the concert cameras or something alright? Love you lots Mochi and don't get sick"

Chim smiles softly when he replays one of the many voicemails in his inbox. That one was around the end of March and he sometimes listened to some of them when he wanted to hear your voice.

Jungkook and Namjoon secretly glance at the wistful Chim.

"Is he still listening to another one of her messag-" Kook whispers and Namjoon cuts him off with a shake of his head.

"Shh. Just let him be for now..." he answers back and the two turn away.
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"Oh! I forgot. Did you watch the concert in Bangkok? You probably couldn't but the fans did something amazing for us." Chim speaks into his phone excitedly with an enthusiastic wave of his arms.

"They used the Army Bombs and spelled out '방탄이란 걸 믿어' I wish you were there to see it. It was amazing. Tae even cried a little but if he finds out that I told you that he'll choke me, so keep it between us okay babe?" Chim says with a chuckle.

"A-anyways. I need to go now okay? Gotta get ready for the concert tonight so I'll try to call you later mmkay? Be safe. Love you" he ends the call and takes a shaky breath.

It really wasn't easy and he didn't know how much more of this he could take...but he took a deep breath and pulled on a fake smile before leaving to meet up with the rest of the members.
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All 6 knew that Chim was struggling especially more today, and that he put extra effort in hiding it by telling more jokes along with taking a ton of selfies.

They all knew better though and could see straight through his facade.

Despite that, they decided to wait until after the concert to bring it up to Chim again.
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"Woo, we did it again guys!" A sweaty Chim exclaims as he collapses into a chair while fanning himself.

The others look at each other meaningfully and then face him with serious looks, making Chim frown.

"What's going on?..." he asks suspiciously.

"Chim...enough is enough..." Hobi whispers, seriously for once and Chim tenses.

"Not this again..." he thinks exasperatedly.

"You need to stop hiding how you really feel about what happened with Y/N...we're only telling this to you because we're worried now...you listen to her messages every single da-" Tae mumbles delicately but Chim didn't want to hear any of it.

He narrows his eyes. "What's your problem? It's none of your business what I do in my free time so what gives you guys the right? I'm fine wi-"

Jin snaps, a change from his usual cheerful and collected self. "CHIM STOP IT! JUST STOP" he shouts angrily, making him and pretty much everyone else gape in surprise.

"We're all just so fucking worried about you. So cut the bullshit." He continues, panting heavily and turns away before he could say anything he would later regret.

Chim grits his teeth painfully, not wanting to have this conversation or argument with everyone. He was fine and they just needed to understand that.

Finally, Monnie steps forward. "...Chim...all you do when we're not practicing or on stage is listen to her messages, almost all day..." he says, trying hard not to agitate Jimin.

"...We're not going sit back and pretend like you're not hurting anymore...We've already been doing that for months to try to give you some space but you're still in denial..." he finishes and slowly approaches Jimin, who was now trembling.

"You can't keep holding onto her..." he calmly says.

"Shut up...shut up..." Chim mutters with his eyes shut now.

"It's time Hyung...you need to talk about it..." Jungkook says as he placed his hands on Jimin's shoulder.

"SHUT UP!" Jimin screams out, slapping Kooks hand away as he tried to hold back his tears.

Kook snarls, unable to stomach watching his Hyung suffer like this any longer. "She's not coming back Jimin! Wake up!"

Jimin tries to block everyone out. "Please...just...stop..." he whispers defeatedly.

And even though it was practically killing the others to do this to him, they knew they had to.

"She's gone Chim...and you need to get it through your head that she's not coming back...You pretending like nothing's wrong isn't going to bring the dead back to life..." Yoongi states regretfully and Hobi solemnly nods his head.

" Yoongi is right, you know that she wouldn't want you to obsess over her like this...you of all people know that the best..." he adds on.

And finally, Jimin breaks as he looked up to the others with a haunted look, tears flowing freely without restraint anymore.

"But I can't..." he mumbles and looks at his phone.

"If I was there she would be..."

"If only i was fucking there..."

"S-s-she wouldn't have...have..." he whispers almost unintelligibly and the others tear up at the defeated tone in his voice.

They draw him in tightly for a hug.

He sobs harder.

And even though Chim was in pain, everyone was secretly relieved that he was finally coming to terms with it.

They worried endlessly when Chim had revived the news of your death the same day you tried to call him.

He had completely brushed it aside without crying once and continued as if nothing was wrong.

But the guilt slowly ate him up inside and everyday the others waited for him to snap.

For Jimin, there were so many ifs.

If only he was home...

If only he hadn't have been so busy...

If he only answered your call and stopped you from going out 5 minutes earlier...

If only he knew...

He whimpers slightly and tries to regain his breath.

"I-I can't hear her v-voice anymore..." he admits and the others stayed quiet.

In time, he would learn how to forgive himself and move on from the voicemails but today he grieved.
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"Baby! I'm flying in to see you tonight~ I decided that I couldn't wait any longer so instead of you coming to me, I'll go to you. See you in a bit Mochi~ 사랑해 (I love you)"
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You never got to see him.
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So for those of you who didn't quite get this confusing plot:

You and Chim had been dating during the Wings Tour that started on February, but since he was always so busy, he couldn't really contact you much.

He missed your last phone call, the one that ended this imagine, which went straight to his voicemail but it also happened to be the last message you left him. The day you called him, was the same day you got into an accident and passed away.

When Chim found out, he blamed himself for always being so busy and believed that he if he hadn't been on tour, you wouldn't have tried to go to him and thus you wouldn't have died.

Because of that, he deluded himself into calling you all the time, leaving you voicemails as if you were still alive, so that he could make up for the fact that he wasn't with you that day.

He couldn't accept the fact that you were gone and everyone worried about him, but he locked his emotions away and put up a front, always performing in the concerts perfectly so as to not make anyone suspicious.

The 6 other members knew better however and could feel Chim breaking inside which led to the confrontation and from there you know how it went.

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