Unwanted Desires [R]

by midnightmoon

Forewords

Jaejoong

His mother married Yunho's father.

Cute,nice,smart,helpful

Yunho

His father married JaeJoong's mother.

Doesnt like having a step brother.

Nice,Caring,Sometimes mean, Handesome

Changmin

Friends with Yunho

Cute,adorable,smart,Nice

Loves to eat.

Yoochun:

Friends with Yunho.

Kinda like a playboy

He loves to flirt

Junsu:

Friends with Yunho

Cute,smart,nice,helpful

This is my first yunjae fanfic so please be nice!!Chapter 1

Moving To A New House

Jaejoong's Pov

"Jae! Hurry up and come down stairs your dad is here!" My Mother shouted.

"Okay Mom, Im comming!" I yelled grabbing all my stuff.

It took us 1 hour to reach my new house, mom said that I will be having an older brother I've always been a only child, I was pretty excited.

"Finally!" I groaned my butt was hurting from sitting down for so long.

"WOAHHH!" I said while looking at my new house, It was Huge!

"Like your new home hunnie?" My mom said smiling at me.

"Yeah, Its nice." I said still looking at the house.

This house was WAYYY bigger then my other House.

"Yunho! Your new brother and mom have arrived."

"Comming!" Yunho said walking down the stairs.

The moment I saw him, I felt like my whole world was spinning how can someone be so handesome.

Wait! what am I saying, Hes my new brother!!

"Hi mom and ...." Yunho said looking at me.

"Oh.. uhh Jaejoong." I said.

"Nice to meet you Jaejoong." Yunho said smiling at me.

Oh my god his smile is breath taking. Wahhh! Snap out of it Jaejoong!

"Yunho is it fine if Jae share the room with you" Dad asked.

"Sure I dont mind." He said casually.

"Yeah of course its perfectly fine." I said smiling.

I followed Yunho to his room and to my surprise his room was neat and tidy.

"There is the closet and this is your bed, there is the bathroom and this is your school uniform" Yunho said dully.

"Okay.. Thanks." I said and started unpacking all of my stuff.

"Uhh Jae... Can I call you that?" Yunho asked.

"Sure, What is it? I asked.

"Well just to tell you something, don't tell people in school that Your my new Step Brother." Yunho said.

"Why?!?" I aked in disbelief.

"Cause I hate having a younger brother" Yunho whispered into my ears and walk out of the room.

Great! Now my step brother hates me and I was starting to like it here. I pouted.

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Yunho's Pov

After saying what I was planning to say I walked out of the door. Its not that I really hated having a younger brother its just that I have been A only child for all these years and now all of the sudden I have a younger brother. How do you want me to react. I hope he's alright, he looked sad when I said that. I kinda felt bad but i'll get over it.

I walked back into the room because I forgot my cell phone and saw Jaejoong already sleeping.

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Chapter 2

Weird Feelings

Jaejoongs Pov

I woke up the next morning and looked at my clock it was sunday which Meant I had to go to a new school tommorrow.

I got up and looked to see Yunho still sleeping it was only 6:00 Am

I toke a shower got dressed and went down stairs.

"Hey hunnie." My mom said while cooking breakfast.

"Need any help?" I said rubbing my eyes and yawning.

"No thank you dear why dont you go look around Your dad went to the store."

"Okay mom." I began walking up stairs when and found my way to te basement.

I opened the door and there stood this beautiful white piano and nothing else with this big window and the light shining down on it.

"Woah! This is soo amazing." I sat down and started playing the piano.

This was the Most beautiful room in the house I wonder who plays the piano.

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Yunho's Pov

I woke up and saw jaejoong already out of bed so I took a shower and got dressed.

I heard music and made my way to the basement where my mom's piano was she used to love to go up there and play it when I was little.

I opened the door trying not to make noise when I saw Jaejoong.

He was smiling playing the piano beautifuly without knowing I was there.

The light from the big window was on jaejoong he looked like a angel his perfect pale skin shinned.

I felt my heart beat faster looking at him and I didn't know the feeling...

I cant be falling for him.. Can I?

Just then the music stopped playing and I heard a Gasp.

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Jaejoongs Pov

I stopped playing the song and turned around to see Yunho staring at me.

"Oh im sorry I didn't mean to disturb you." Yunho said suddenly shocked.

"Its.. okay.." There was a bit of silents.

"Oh this room used to be my moms... She came up here and played the Piano nobodys ever been in here since she died."

"Oh do you know how to play?" I asked.

"No." He sighed I saw a bit of sadness in his eyes.

"Jaejoong! Yunho! Breakfast is ready!" My mom yelled.

"Okay! Comming!" We both yelled at the same time and made are way down stairs.

We sat down and started eating.

"Jaejoong hunnie were you the one playing the Piano?"

"Yeah" I smiled.

"Doesn't he play beautifuly Yunho dear?"

I looked at yunho and he just smiled.

"Yeah, Just like my mom." He seemed sad.

"So jaejoong how are you liking the new house? And your new step brother." My mom asked.

"Is pretty good.. Yunho is nice." I didn't want to tell her what Yunho said to me.

I looked at Yunho who seemed shocked and I just smiled.

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Yunho's Pov

Seeing jaejoong smile makes my heart want to burst.

I cant be gay or can I?

Plus I cant like him! Hes my brother! Snap out of it Yunho you like women..

I looked up to see jaejoong still smiling and i felt nervous.

But when I was watching him play the piano I felt happy..

Maybe I was to harsh on him yesterday.

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Jaejoongs Pov

I kept noticing That Yunho was deep in thought.

After breakfast I went to watch Tv Yunho came and joined me while Mom was washing dishes.

It was silent and I felt like I was being watched when i turned to see Yunho staring at me I quickly looked away to hide my blush.

He didn't bother to look away..

Why was he staring at me?

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Chapter 3

Why Are You Being Nice?

Jaejoong's Pov.

Yesterday was weird Yunho kept staring at me he didn't talk to me and everytime I looked at him he'd quickly look away.

"Yah! wake up sleepy head." Yunho said shaking me.

"Ughhh! 10 more Minutes!"

"We don't have time! we have school!" He started jumping on my bed.

"Okay! Im up!" I said half annoyed.

"Okay go take a shower and get dressed!" He smiled sweetly.

"O-okay" I stutterd, that smile was enough to make me go insane.

I took a shower got dressed in my uniform fixed my hair and went down to eat breakfast.

"You finally come out! Sit down and eat." My mom said.

I sat next to Yunho who just smiled at me.

Why is he being so weird and nice... No dirty looks or insults?

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Yunho's pov

Jaejoong was looking at me like I was crazy for being nice. I figured that I had to get used to him so why start off hating each other.

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3rd Persons Pov

After breakfast Jaejoong and Yunho walked to school together, Yunho smiled at jaejoong and talked to him about random things they looked like real brothers.

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Jaejoong's Pov

On are way to school Yunho talked to me about randoms things I first i was nervous but he made me laugh and smile. I'm really glad he's being nice but im still wondering why.

When we got to school Yunho took me to the office to get my class schedule Turns out we have all the classes together. Strange..

When we got to are class many people were looking at me with big eyes like I was the most amazing thing they ever saw.

Yunho took his seat..

"Class we have a new student his name is kim jaejoong you can sit next to Yunho."

I smiled and made my way next to Yunho.

I stared out the window the whole time watching the wind move the leaves.

*RING!!!!*

The bell rang and Yunho's friends came up to us.

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Yunho's Pov

The bell rang and my friends came up to us.

I decided to tell them that Jaejoong was my Step Brother.

"Yo guys this is my new step brother Jaejoong."

Jaejoong looked at me shocked for what I just said.

"Wahhh! He's soo pretty!" Hi im Changmin He heled out his hand and jaejoong shook it blushing.

I have to admit he looked pretty darn cute.

The rest of the guys introduced him and we made are way to lunch.

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Jaejoong's Pov

I was pretty shocked when Yunho introduced me as his Step brother when he said he didn't want anyone to know.

His friends introduced themselves and we made are way to lunch.

I sat down when a girl came up to Yunho and was flirting with him he didnt seem to deny it kinda enjoyed it..

I felt my blood boil and I got up and walked out of the lunchroom.

I cant deny the fact that I was Jealous... Was I falling for Yunho?

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Chapter 4

I Hate The Fact That....

Jaejoong's Pov

I made my way up to the roof top and sat down looking up at the sky.

I kept thinking about how yunho looked at that girl.

The ball rang and I quickly made my way to class I sat down and ignored Yunho.

I just stared out the window again and didnt pay attention to the teacher.

Finally school ended and I walked home leaving Yunho behind once I got the house I went up to my room and started doing to Homework.

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Yunho's Pov

"Hey changmin have you seen Jaejoong? He kinda ignored me and left after lunch."

"Yeah he went home already."

"He did?" I stated getting mad. Why would he leave without me?

Just then Yuri came up to me.

"Hey Oppa! can I go to your house today?"

"Sure why not." I smirked and we went to my house.

Once we got there Mom and dad came up to me too see Rika.

"Yunho dear is something wrong with jaejoong? he seemed upset when he came home?"

"How would I know?" I grabbed Rika and we went up to my room.

I saw jaejoong on his bed doing his homework. When he looked up he put his stuff away and walked out.

What the hell was his problem?

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Jaejoong's Pov

I was doing my homework when I heard yunho talk, He had that girl Rika with him.

I felt like something just stabbed my heart.

I quickly put away my stuff and walked into the basement.

I stayed in there and looked out the window..

Finally I heard Yunho telling Rika bye and I didn't really care I continued to look out the window.

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Yunho's Pov

I said bye to Yuri and went into the kitchen.

"Have you seen jaejoong?" My dad asked.

"No but I guess i'll go look."

I searched everywhere and finally made my way to the basement I saw Jaejoong staring out the window with a sad look on his face.

He quickly looked up.

"Dinners almost ready dad wanted me to get you."

"Tell them im not hungry." He said with a cold expression on his face.

"Yah! What the hell is your problem?

"Leave me the hell alone!" He yelled.

"FINE!" I slammed the door and made my way to my room.

Damn Jaejoong.. What was his problem.

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Jaejoong's Pov

I felt tears comming down my cheeks.

I cant like Yunho! Hes my step brother! I need to think of my mom... But I cant help but get sad...

I cant help liking him...

I hate the fact that hes my step brother.

I hate his smile.

I hate that everytime I see him my heart feels like its going to burst.

I hate that everytime he smiles I get nervous.

I hate that I love him....

And I cant help it what should i do...

Someone please help.

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Chapter 5

We Finally Get Along

Yunho's Pov

Jaejoong and I havent spoke the rest of that day He stayed in the basement most of the time.

"Yunho!" My dad called.

"Yeah dad?"

"Me and your mom are going to be gone for 2 days."

"Why?" I asked.

"We need to Visit your grandma Plus this will give you a chance to get close to Jaejoong."

"Okay?" Get close to Jaejoong.. he hates me!

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Jaejoong's Pov

"Jae." My mom walked in

"Yea mom?"

"Are you okay? You have been in here all day." She asked worried.

"Yeah im great!" I just smiled.

"Oh well me and your dad are going to be gone for 2 days."

"What? Why?" And leave me here with Yunho I thought to myself.

"We need to visit your Grandma You'll be okay plus you and yunho can hang out and become close brothers."

Yeah right... I said in my mind.

"Okay Mom.. when are you leaving?"

"Right now."

"WHAT?" I yelled.

"Come on down stairs."

I went down stairs and saw my dad and Yunho.

"Bye kids! Behave!" Mom said and hugged us.

"No partying!" Dad said.

"Bye guys!" I waved and they closed the door.

I yawned and walked to the couch and turned on the Tv spongebob was on.

"AHHH! SPONGEBOB!" I jumped up and down like alittle kid and sat down on the couch.

Yunho walked over and sat down beside me.

"What are you like 4 years old? Spongebob sucks!"

"He does not!" I stuck my tounge at him and he chuckled.

Then we became silent thinking about what happend earlier.

"Im sorry." I quickly said.

"For what?" Yunho asked.

"This morning when I yelled I was just in a bad mood im sorry."

"Oh im sorry too." He smiled.

I sang the spongebob theme song and felt happy.

I didn't notice that Yunho was staring at me.

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Yunho's Pov

I watched Jaejoong singing and smiling like a little kid.

He was cute and I couldn't help but stare.

He was even more cute then any girl i've met.

Was I falling for him?

Or was this brotherly love?

I've never felt like this before.

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Chapter 6

Jealous Yunho

Yunho's Pov

"Hey jaejoong want to invite Changmin, Junsu, And Yoochun over?"

"Sure" He smiled.

"Okay!" I smiled and got my cell phone out and called them.

20 Minutes later we heard the door bell and I got up and opened the door.

Junsu, Me and Yoochun played Xbox while Changmin and Jaejoong were in the kitchen.

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Jaejoong's Pov

I was in the kitchen making a cake when changmin came in and started helping me soon we were throwing flour at eachother giggling like crazy.

"Yah! Changmin u got something on your nose!" I put chocolate icing on his nose.

"Wahh! why'd you do that?" He pouted.

"Aww you look soo cute!" I giggled and he smiled.

"Jaejoong taste this!" He held a spoon of chocolate icing and fed it too me.

"Hmmm! Taste good! Now help me put the cake in the oven."

He nodded and we finished the cake.

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Yunho's Pov

I was going to get a soda when I saw changmin and jaejoong having a food fight with flour they were giggling and smiling.

I felt a tiny bit of jealous.

Then i heard jaejoong call Changmin cute and put chocolate icing on his nose.

And i also saw Changmin feeding Jaejoong.

That got me really mad! I stormed back into the living room and sad on the couch upset.

"Yunho, Are you jealous of them being so close?" Junsu asked me.

"NO!" I yelled but I really was jealous I wish that were me instead on Changmin

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Chapter 7

Revealed Feelings

Yunho's Pov

I kept a eye on Jaejoong and Changmin and it was getting pretty late.

"I think its time for you all to go home."

"Awww! But I dont wanna leave Joongie!" Changmin pouted?

Joongie? Oh heck no!

"GET OUT NOW!" I pushed all of them out the door and locked it.

"What is his problem?" Yoochun asked.

"I dunno." Changmin and Junsu said.

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Jaejoong's Pov

"Yah! Yunho why did you do that?" I asked confused.

"Why do you care?" He asked glaring at me.

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"Are you falling for Changmin?" He asked me.

"WHAT?" I burst out laughing.

"YOU THINK IM...." I kept laughing.

He looked at me like I was crazy.

I fell on the floor still laughing.

"YOU THINK I LIKE CHANGMIN!" Tears were forming in my eyes and I was rolling around laughing.

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Yunho's Pov

I watched Jaejoong as he was laughing like a insane person rolling of the floor.

Was I being punked?

Why in the heck was he laughing like that?

He soon calmed down.

"Aish! Falling for changmin! Your a dummy!" He giggled.

"I am not!" I pouted.

"Are too!" He grinned.

"AM NOT!"

"ARE TO!"

"AM NOT!"

"Are--" I cut him off by kissing him.

He didn't kiss back at first but then he I opened my eyes to see his were closed and he was kissing me back.

I think... I love him..

I cooled down after awhile and snuck into the living room too see jaejoong Nowhere to be found.

Where could he be...

Was it what I said?

Oh no! What if hes in trouble!

IM DEAD!

Wait WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT HIM! I HATE HIM! HE CAN JUST CALL CHANGMIN!

I went back to my room and fell asleep...

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Short chapter!

Chapter 10

Raped [R]

MY FIRST RATED SCENE! PLEASE DONT KILL ME! *hides* im only 14... >_

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Jaejoong's Pov

I stopped crying and went home, Once I got there I quickly snuck into the house closing the door gently.

I was heading to my room whe Yunho blocked the door.

"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?" He yelled.

"None of your business leave me alone!"

"Were u at changmins?" He asked pissed.

"Why do you care?" I asked annoyed.

He the grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room.

He locked the door threw me on the bed and got on top of me.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"

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Yunho's Pov

"You know what happends to little sluts like you?" I asked pissed

"W-w-what are you talking about?" he asked shaking.

"Im bet your not even a virgin you whore." I growled.

"I am still a virgin! let go of me!" He screamed.

"No! your alittle bitch you know that! flirting with other people in front of me! I'll teach you a lesson!

I was too pissed to notice what I was doing.

He looked at me with a terrifed expression on his face.

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3rd person's Pov

Yunho started sucking on his neck leaving purple marks everywhere.

Soon he started taking jaejoong's pants off but jaejoong kept moving and sobbing.

"Please yunho.. stop." Jaejoong pleaded.

Yunho didn't listen he grabbed Jaejoong's cock and started pumping it.

"Ahh...yunho... stop!" He bit his lips to prevent from moaning.

"You know you like it you little whore!"

"Yun....ho....ahhh! STOP!" Yunho didn't stop he just went faster.

Soon Jaejoong cummed all over his hands.

Yunho started taking off all jaejoong's clothes and his own.

He looked at the younger boy hungry for him and couldn't take it.

He pushed his huge cock in Jaejoong's hole.

"YUNHO!....IT HURTS!" He sobbed even louder.

Yunho started going up and down while Jaejoong sobbed in pain.

"Ahh....Ohgod....damn..ughh..ur...Tight!" Yunho moaned while going even faster.

"Yun...ughh...s-stop...ahhhh!" Soon the pain went into pleasure and jaejoong couldn't take it.

"Yun.....Yunho.....Faster!!!!!!"

"Damn...jae..so..tight.." Yunho felt like he was going to cum.

"Ahh....i'm...coming!!" Jae moaned.

"Yunho.....Ahhhhhhhh!!!!" Jae came all over the bed.

Soon after that Yunho came Inside jaejoong and fell into a deep slumber.

Jaejoong just sobbed while yunho was holding him. Yunho had raped him... and said hurtful words...

He then thought about his mom and cried harder he didn't no what to do..

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Chapter 11

What Have I done

Yunho's Pov

The next morning I woke up too see jaejoong sleeping.. He looked soo cute I just wanted to kiss him.

I yawned and sat up then I wonderd why he was sleeping next to me.

Then I relised what did. IM SO STUPID! I hurt him... he probably hates me.. most of all hes my step brother..

I felt a pang of sadness in my heart.. I looked at him and a tear slid down my face.

I whisperd in his ear..

"Im sorry Jaejoong... Im soo sorry." He didn't wake up so I went into the piano room and sat down close to the big window..

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Jaejoong's Pov

I was laying down looking at yunho he looked cute when he was sleeping.

He had a sad expression on his face..

He started waking up so I pretended to be asleep.

I could tell he was looking at me and then after awhile he whisperd in my ear.

"Im sorry Jaejoong... Im soo sorry." He voice sounded like he was sad and in pain... like he really ment it.

Then he got off the bed and I heard the door close.

Maybe I should pretend like this never happend.

I dont know what to do yet...

I took a shower and got dressed...

I went down stairs and went to make breakfast when I heard a noise.

"Guys! Were home!" My dad yelled.

Yunho went down staris and I heard them talking.

"Hey Yunho wheres Jaejoong?"

"Im right here!" I smiled Yunho looked at me with a sad expression and looked down.

"Was everything okay when we were gone?" My mom asked.

Yunho quickly looked at me and stayed silent.

"Yes! everything was perfect! me and yunho had a great time and im glad hes my new brother." I smiled.

"Thats great!" Dad said.

Yunho looked at me and smiled and went to are room.

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Yunho's Pov

I cant believe jaejoong lied for me.

I mean I hurt him... Hes making me feel even more guilty..

I went up to our room and got on my computer 10 minuets later jaejoong walked in.

It was silent and we just stared at eachother.

I finally spoke.

"Im.. Im sorry im soo soo sorry jaejoong I dont know what I did." My voice started cracking..

He ran up to me and hugged me.

I was shocked at first but when hugged him back..

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Chapter 14

I know something thats better then spongebob

[Flash back]

"Im.. Im sorry im soo soo sorry jaejoong I dont know what I did." My voice started cracking..

He ran up to me and hugged me.

I was shocked at first but then hugged him back..

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"I know you didn't mean to hurt me Yunho and im sorry."

"What for?" Yunho said while stroking the younger males soft black hair.

"For saying that I didn't love you... Because i really do."

Yunho grabbed jaejoong and kissed him passionly,

"B-but yunho what if Mom and dad find out.. I mean were brothers."

"Yes, But were step brothers joongie we arent blood related." Yunho smiled.

"Joongie? Is that my nickname? Hmm, then your Yunnie.. My Yunnie." Jaejoong giggled.

"Your mine Kim jaejoong, Only mine!"

"Yeah whatever!" Jaejoong chuckled.

"Im serious." Yunho smiled.

"I know Yunnie, Now lets go down stairs so are parents wont worry."

"Okay!" He kissed Jaejoong one last time.

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Once they got down stairs they headed towards the kitchen,

"Im soo glad you guys are getting closer!" Mom said.

"Haha yeah.." Jaejoong looked at Yunho who just smiled at him.

"Yunho dear can you help set the table?" Mom asked.

"Sure mom" Yunho went into the dinning room.

"Dinners ready!"

They all sat down at the table and starting eating.

Through dinner jaejoong and yunho couldn't stop staring at eachother.

After dinner There parents were really tired and decided to go to sleep early.

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"Yunnie! Spongebob's on!" Jaejoong jumped up and down.

"I know something thats better then spongebob." Yunho said turning off the TV and leaning close to jaejoong.

"W-what?" Jaejoong stutterd.

Yunho pushed jaejoong on the couch and started kissing him.

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Chapter 15

Driving him crazy [R]

Yunho started deepening the kiss and jaejoong opened his mouth too catch his breath.

Yunho took this chance to stick his tounge in jaejoong's mouth.

Jaejoong moaned and grabbed yunhos arms pulling them closer.

yunho stopped the kiss so they could breathe and starting sucking on jaejoong's neck.

"ughhh.." Jaejoong moaned.

"Yun..ho ..stop mom and dad are here." He moaned and tried pushing yunho off of him.

"So" He growled and pinned his hands down.

"Yunnie!" He whinned.

Yunho got up and carried jaejoong bridal style to the room.

He locked the door and took off his shirt and got on top of jaejoong.

"Yunnie your soo naughty." Jaejoong smirked and looked at yunho's body.

Yunho licked his lips and smirked.

"You like it when im naughty dont you?" He whisperd in a sexy low voice.

Jaejoong felt himself getting hard and looked down.

Yunho followed his gaze. "Aww little joongie wants to come out and play?" Yunho smirked.

Jaejoong blushed and looked away.

Yunho zipped down jaejoong's pants and stroked his hard member.

"Ughhh...ahhh yunnie.." Jaejoong moaned and looked at yunho with a innocent expression.

*Hes too damn cute* Yunho thought and started stroking him faster.

"Yunhoo!" Jaejoong grabbed his arm and looked at him.

"Just enjoy babe." Yunho said and stroked even faster.

Soft moans escaped from jaejoong's mouth.

Yunho felt himself getting hard and jaejoong felt him almost cumming.

"Yunnie im about to cum." Jaejoong moaned and grabbed on the bedsheets.

Yunho stopped stroking and jaejoong looked at him.

"Why did you stop?" He asked.

Yunho didn't say anything he just pulled off jaejoong's clothes intil he was completely naked.

"May i?" Yunho asked.

Jaejoong bit his lip and nodded.

Yunho pulled down his pants and boxers and stuck his hard member in jaejoongs tight little hole.

He didn't stop and stuck it in all the way.

"Yunnie!" Jaejoong moaned. "It.. hurts.. ahhh." He moaned in pain tears falling down his cheek.

"Dont worry babe it will get better." Yunho said.

Once he felt jaejoong loosing up he started going up and down slowly.

"Uhhh...ahhh yunnie." He moaned.

"Jaejoong...sooo.ahhh..tight!" Yunho moaned.

"faster yunnie!" Jaejoong moaned and yunho held on his waist for support.

"My pleasure." He moaned and started going faster.

"AHHHHH! YUNNNIE!" Jaejoong moaned non stop.

Yunho couldn't take it anymore jaejoong was driving him wild.

He turned jaejoong over and spreaded his legs out and stuck his member back in doing him doggy style.

"Ohhh yess... ahh yunnie soo... good." Jaejoong moaned while yunho went deeper.

"Im about to cum!" Yunho moaned.

"Mee tooo!" Jaejoong half screamed half moaned.

Yunho went even faster and jaejoong moaned louder.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Jaejoong moaned as he came on the bed.

"Jaejoooooooooong!" Yunho moaned and came inside jaejoong.

Jaejoong collapsed on the bed while yunho collapsed on jaejoong.

"I love you." They both whisperd and cuddled up and soon fell asleep forgetting that there parents were there.

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Forewords

Hello guys ...I made this story because I was so bored.....hehehe but hope you guys like it...

Characteristics:

Jung Yunho :

23 yrs old heir to the biggest company in Korea

Sweet and Handsome.

Kim Jaejoong:

23 yrs old owns the famous coffee shops in Korea

Protective of his brothers

Pretending to be poor and working as waiter in his own coffee shops.

Park Yoochun:

22 Yrs old works as the President in Yunho Company in financial.

Yunho best friend.

Handsome and has a killer smile .

Kim Junsu:

22 yrs old Jaejoong brother helping his brother in the coffeo shop

Cute, and lovable.

Kim Changmin:

18 yrs old still in his high school.

Handsome and people called him the nerd boy

Love to eat his brothers food.

Others characters will be added as the goes on.

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"WAITER............." Said Yunho.

"I'm sorry sir ..what's is your order Sir? "asked Jaejoong politely.

Yunho was so mesmerized by his beauty that nor he realize someone was calling him.

"Oh..I'm sorry I want..........you," smirked Yunho.

"Bwohh....I beg your pardon I don't quiet catch what your orders just now;" asked Jaejoong.

"I want you," answered Yunho.

"Apparently Sir there is no me in the orders list so I may ask you TO GET OUT FROM THIS COFFEO SHOPS THIS INSTANT," shout Jaejoong.

"Yah you can't yelled at your customers like that"

"Well watch me...and you want me fine catch me if you can..."said Jaejoong .

"Oh I will....haha" smirked Yunho.

"Crap I can't believe I said that why do I always said something without thinking," mumbled Jaejoong.

Chapter 1

Coffe shop

"Siwon.....I want you to find out about the coffee shops across the street NOW and about that Jaejoong guy I want it within two hours the information," said Yunho sternly.

"Yes sir," answered Siwon his secretary.

"Why are you so interested about this Jaejoong guy huh," asked Yoochun who came in his office.

"Yah....don't you know how to knocked the door didn't your parents teach you,?" said Yunho who was signing some papers .

"Emm.......nope," laughed Yoochun.

"Well ...when you see this guy he's different you know not just his beauty but there something within him that want me ...."

"You know......,"

"No.....I don't WANT to know. I'm going now back to my office,"

Yoochun stand up and went back to his office but before he left he smiled to Yunho saying "Yunho if this is what you think is right go for it,".

After Yoochun went out, Siwon enter the office and gave Yunho the information.

Yunho went through the file and there was a smirked on his face.

"Good Job Siwon you may continue your job,"

"Oh.. this should be way interesting," whispered Yunho.

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"Welcome back young master Jaejoong," said one of the maid.

"Where is Junsu and Changmin,? "asked Jaejoong.

"Upstairs Master," answered the maid.

Jaejoong ran upstairs and went to his brothers room and just to see they were fighting again . Jaejoong 'sigh'.

"Hyung.....help me Junsu hyung is eating my cookies," Changmin said who was running up and down the bed.

"But....hyung I was hungry.." pouted Junsu with his puppy eyes

"Yah yah yah Kim Junsu don't you dare do that puppy eyes in front of my hyung," Changmin shouted.

"YAH...HIS MY HYUNG TOO....AND I'M OLDER THAN YOU SO DON'T YOU CALLED ME BY NAME SHIM CHANGMIN," shouted Junsu which is even louder.

"ENOUGH....BOTH OF YOU I will cook you both cookies ok...so clean up this room then you both can have your cookies," said Jaejoong.

Jaejoong just smiled at his brothers childish behaviors which he find it very cute and that's what makes Jaejoong happy.

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While Jaejoong was baking he heard the phone ringing.

"Helloo....."answered Jaejoong.

"Jonggie.......it's me the guy you met at coffee shop...,"said Yunho

"Bwohh......how in the world you get my phone number..?

"That's a secret. And tomorrow I will be picking you up at the coffee shop ... bye boo..,"

Jaejoong just stood there frozen think what just happen.

Chapter 2

Your the one who started.

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The next day Yunho was on his way to pick Jaejoong up. While Yunho was on his way Jaejoong was being paranoid in the house running up and down thinking and mumbling.

"Hyung can you stop walking around,?" said Junsu who has been watching Jaejoong for a few minutes.

"I' cant...I just met this weird crazy guy and he wants to take me out," answered Jaejoong.

"Hyung you're the one who said CATCH ME IF YOU CAN," smirked Junsu.

"How do you know KIM JUNSU?," yelled Jaejoong.

Before Junsu wanted to reply , Changmin came in the living room from nowhere and said "Apparently hyung the guy that you referred as weird and crazy his name is Jung Yunho the heir to the biggest company in Korea"

"So.....I don't care he's a what I just....,"

'DING DONG'

"OOOO.....I WANT TO OPENED IT HEHEHE" said Junsu with his squeaky voice.

Before Jaejoong wanted stop his brother Junsu already opened the door.

"Hello.....I'm Jung Yunho may I see Kim Jaejoong," asked politely.

"YAH...what do you want ? " said Jaejoong harshly.

"I want to bring you out on a date," answered Yunho.

"You just know me yesterday what do you like about me yes I have pretty I can't denied that BUT I'm a guy Jung," reply Jaejoong.

"Aha...so you know my name already ".smirked Yunho

"You want to know why Jaejoong....fine when I saw you yesterday there's something within you that I want to know ok not just because you're a guy or your beauty it's just I want know you,".

Jaejoong could feel his heart beat racing as fast as a cheetah is running and he could also feel the sincerely.

"So no more question let's go.." said Yunho grabbing Jaejoong wrist.

"Yah..........aish crazy bastard," mumbled Jaejoong.

Yunho heard what Jaejoong mumbled but he just smile.

After Jaejoong and Yunho left, Junsu and Changmin were running to their car which they are plan to spies on his brother first date.

"Don't you think hyung will be mad," said Junsu innocently.

"Sometimes I wondered if you are my little brother or I am the one hyung," said Changmin.

"Well people thinks I'm cute not like you Minnie so serious ,"giggled Junsu.

Changmin just rolled his eyes on his childish brother .

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"Where's is this guy he suppose to called me an hour ago," said a frustrated Yoochun who was sitting in his office.

'RING RING RING RING'

"Yah......you suppose to called me babe an hour ago I was worried," said Yoochun.

"Sorry...baby don't be mad do you want to join we can pick you up." answered the caller.

"We ?" asked Yoochun.

"Yep it's a secret hehehe just meet us down..... by the way I'm in front of your buildings ok baby,"

"Fine.....BYE," said Yoochun angrily.

"Is he cheating on me aish ? ," whispered Yoochun.

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"SERIOUSLY HYUNG WHY....?"yelled Changmin.

"HAHAHA," laughed Junsu.

Chapter 3

The Beginning

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"Where is he?.....he said in front of your building aishhhhh," said Yoochun.

"Chunnieeeeeeeeee.....................................,".

"Su..........................where have you been I'm worried ok," replied Yoochun.

"I'm sorry chunnie," said Junsu.

"So....where's the other one," asked Yoochun sternly.

"Other one? Oh...............are you jealous chun?" asked Junsu.

"NOOOOO....WHY WOULD I?" answered Yoochun.

"Hahahaha silly....it's only my brother Minnie orite...,"laughed Junsu.

Yoochun wanted to argued when suddenly Changmin came from nowhere and said "Hyung you left me at the car all alone and you said you wanted to buy me food for my tummy hyunggg please........ I'm hungry,".

"Hi.. Changmin," said Yoochun

Changmin just nodded without if even looking at his face.

"YAH CHANGMIN THAT'S IS SO RUDE," shouted Junsu.

"It's ok I think he haven't forgiven me yet about the dinner last times," said Yoochun.

"Yep I have forgiven you yet NO ONO EAT KIM CHANGMIN FOOD," said Changmin clearly.

"Oh...forgot sake Changmin its been years that incident," answered Junsu.

Changmin was shocked even Yoochun was surprise.

"BWOHHH HYUNG IT'S WAS LAST WEEK WHEN WE HAVE OUR FAMILY DINNER TIME THAT HE STOLE MY FOOD,"

"Uh-oh hehehe...omo look at the time we should go Chunnie," said Junsu who was trying to change the subject.

"Where?" Yoochun asked.

"I will explain in the car," answered Junsu.

Junsu took Yoochun wrist and ran towards the car.

"Yah...you guys are so mean how about my tummy?," whispered Changmin.

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"Jonggie wake up...we're here already at the beach house ," said Yunho who was trying to wake Jaejoong who was sleeping peacefully but Jaejoong just won't wake or maybe he is just pretending to be asleep.

"Fine...if you don't to wake up I think I will kiss right now Jonggie," said Yunho

Jaejoong open his eyes immediately and went straight up and went outside of the car.

"Hahahaha so adorable," laughed Yunho.

Yunho went out of the car and saw Jaejoong shivering.

"Here use mine," said Yunho.

"Thanks," answered Jaejoong.

"Where are we?" asked Jaejoong.

"This is my grandmother beach house she gave it to me before she died a year ago," said Yunho.

"Oh..I'm sorry I didn't' t know," said Jaejoong.

Jaejoong feel so guilty but then he is confused at the same time.

"Why would Yunho bring him here and why am I nervous when I'm around aish...so many question," thought Jaejoong.

Yunho saw the look in Jaejoong face and said "Don't feel guilty orite it's along time ago,".

"Come let's walk around,".

Yunho took Jaejoong hand and intertwined them together. At first Jaejoong was struggling after a few minutes past he gave up. Yunho smile widely.

"Yunho...,"called Jaejoong.

"Hmm...,".

"Why me? I know what I said at the coffee shop catch me if you can but I didn't mean it," said Yunho.

"I know you were mad right? Fine if you want go home I can send you," said Yunho

"No........don't I want to stay here," answered shyly.

"What...why?" asked Yunho.

I don't know I feel so comfortable with you even though I met you a few days ago my heart beats when you said that you want know me more remember at the house you said but..

Yunho stop him by kissing him in the lips gently. Jaejoong feel his beating again.

"Stop talking and just think this would be our first date," said Yunho kissing Jaejoong forehead.

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Nor that they realize there were three heads spying behind the car.

"Omo.. SO SWEET why can't you be that romantic Chuunie?," pouted Junsu.

Yoochun just sighed while Changmin ate his food without even knowing what happen.

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There goes Chapter 3. Hehehe Hope you guys like it.

Chapter 4

The Beginning

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"Where is he?.....he said in front of your building aishhhhh," said Yoochun.

"Chunnieeeeeeeeee.....................................,".

"Su..........................where have you been I'm worried ok," replied Yoochun.

"I'm sorry chunnie," said Junsu.

"So....where's the other one," asked Yoochun sternly.

"Other one? Oh...............are you jealous chun?" asked Junsu.

"NOOOOO....WHY WOULD I?" answered Yoochun.

"Hahahaha silly....it's only my brother Minnie orite...,"laughed Junsu.

Yoochun wanted to argued when suddenly Changmin came from nowhere and said "Hyung you left me at the car all alone and you said you wanted to buy me food for my tummy hyunggg please........ I'm hungry,".

"Hi.. Changmin," said Yoochun

Changmin just nodded without if even looking at his face.

"YAH CHANGMIN THAT'S IS SO RUDE," shouted Junsu.

"It's ok I think he haven't forgiven me yet about the dinner last times," said Yoochun.

"Yep I have forgiven you yet NO ONO EAT KIM CHANGMIN FOOD," said Changmin clearly.

"Oh...forgot sake Changmin its been years that incident," answered Junsu.

Changmin was shocked even Yoochun was surprise.

"BWOHHH HYUNG IT'S WAS LAST WEEK WHEN WE HAVE OUR FAMILY DINNER TIME THAT HE STOLE MY FOOD,"

"Uh-oh hehehe...omo look at the time we should go Chunnie," said Junsu who was trying to change the subject.

"Where?" Yoochun asked.

"I will explain in the car," answered Junsu.

Junsu took Yoochun wrist and ran towards the car.

"Yah...you guys are so mean how about my tummy?," whispered Changmin.

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"Jonggie wake up...we're here already at the beach house ," said Yunho who was trying to wake Jaejoong who was sleeping peacefully but Jaejoong just won't wake or maybe he is just pretending to be asleep.

"Fine...if you don't to wake up I think I will kiss right now Jonggie," said Yunho

Jaejoong open his eyes immediately and went straight up and went outside of the car.

"Hahahaha so adorable," laughed Yunho.

Yunho went out of the car and saw Jaejoong shivering.

"Here use mine," said Yunho.

"Thanks," answered Jaejoong.

"Where are we?" asked Jaejoong.

"This is my grandmother beach house she gave it to me before she died a year ago," said Yunho.

"Oh..I'm sorry I didn't' t know," said Jaejoong.

Jaejoong feel so guilty but then he is confused at the same time.

"Why would Yunho bring him here and why am I nervous when I'm around aish...so many question," thought Jaejoong.

Yunho saw the look in Jaejoong face and said "Don't feel guilty orite it's along time ago,".

"Come let's walk around,".

Yunho took Jaejoong hand and intertwined them together. At first Jaejoong was struggling after a few minutes past he gave up. Yunho smile widely.

"Yunho...,"called Jaejoong.

"Hmm...,".

"Why me? I know what I said at the coffee shop catch me if you can but I didn't mean it," said Yunho.

"I know you were mad right? Fine if you want go home I can send you," said Yunho

"No........don't I want to stay here," answered shyly.

"What...why?" asked Yunho.

I don't know I feel so comfortable with you even though I met you a few days ago my heart beats when you said that you want know me more remember at the house you said but..

Yunho stop him by kissing him in the lips gently. Jaejoong feel his beating again.

"Stop talking and just think this would be our first date," said Yunho kissing Jaejoong forehead.

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Nor that they realize there were three heads spying behind the car.

"Omo.. SO SWEET why can't you be that romantic Chuunie?," pouted Junsu.

Yoochun just sighed while Changmin ate his food without even knowing what happen.

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Chapter 6

those three...

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Yunho and Jaejoong entered the beach house. Jaejoong was so fascinate by the beauty of the house and how the thing was organized.

"It was my grandmother she like the things to be simple but elegant," said Yunho.

"Ah....it really are nice it feel like home," answered Jaejoong.

Yunho smiled and he took Jaejoong hand and pull him to sit on the couch.

":Let's just make a date simple by watching a movie ok," said Yunho.

"OK.......," answered Jaejoong nervously.

"If you don't want it's ok we can..,".

Jaejoong kiss him on the lips passionately stop him from talking more.

Jaejoong back off and look at Yunho and blushed.

"I love it...and now I think I understand you a little," smiled Jaejoong.

"HAHAH.. oh really ok alright let's start watch the movie," said Yunho who was still in daze about the kiss.

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"Hyunggg.......I'm cold can we go home please......,"whine Changmin who was at time freezing.

Junsu didn't answer Changmin because he was so busy watching Yunho and Jaejoong .

"You.....you better asked Junsu RIGHT NOW to go home or if you don't I will never forgive or let you see my brother understand PARK," said Changmin who was giving Yoochun a death glare.

Yoochun gulped his saliva he went near Junsu and said "Su...we should go now please look at your brother he's freezing I'm also freezing su ah,".

"Su.... there are just watching movie Yunho hyung won't do anything to him trust me I know Yunho hyung,".

"BWOHHHHH YOU KNOW HIM AND DIDN'T YOU TELL ME AISHHHH," yelled Junsu.

"KIM JUNSU WHAT IN THEW WORLD ARE YOU DOING HERE,".

"Uh-oh I'm so doomed hyung saranghae," Junsu said with his puppy eyes.

"BOTH of you inside and you also KIM CHANGMIN," said Jaejoong sternly whose anger was boiling up.

The three of them entered the house with Jaejoong following at the back.

"Hyungggg........help me....plzz I'm scared with him........"said Yoochun pointing at Jaejoong.

"Jae ah...let me handle Yoochun ok,?" said Yunho.

"But this three disturb us I was enjoying it," answered Jaejoong.

"Moon....you were enjoying it oh boo...hehehe," smirked Yunho.

Jaejoong blushed and said "you two follow me in the kitchen,".

"You seem happy hyung," said Yoochun.

"You damn right," answered Yunho.

"When are you going to tell him that you "knew"," asked Yoochun.

Yunho didn't answered and he only smiled

Chapter 7

The Beginning

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While Yunho and Yoochun were talking in the living room Jaejoong and two of his brothers were in the kitchen arguing.

"Yah what are you doing here?" said Jaejoong politely because he never yelled or shout but then when it comes to a situation like this he will always be tough towards them.

"Well........we were emmmm yah you hyung it's your fault you talk," said Changmin who was backing backwards because he was afraid that Jaejoong wont make him cookies again.

"Hyung HWAITING," whispered Changmin to Junsu.

"Hyung ah...we were only checking on you. What if that Yunho guy is a pervert huh? Changmin and I LOVE YOU that's why...,"said Junsu with his puppy eyes and sad tone

"Whoa hyung you're good...,"whispered Changmin.

Jaejoong knew that if he wanted to argued his brothers will make up a thousand of reason the only he thinks he has to do "GIVE UP".

"I'm sorry also for dragging you both here and I know you both love me but I'm a big boy know okay...Now let's go apparently someone misses his chunnie outside," teased Jaejoong.

"Hyung ah.....,"answered Junsu who was blushing.

"And remember Yunho don't know about us yet," said Jaejoong.

"But Hyung Yoochun and Yunho are best friends," said Junsu innocently,

"Yah dolphin boy you were the one told your lover boy that the mansion and the coffee shop are our cousins," said Changmin.

"Oh..................... YAH WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME DOLPHIN? HYUUUNHHHHHGGGG MINNIW CALLED ME DOLPHIUN BOY," whined Junsu loudly.

"Aish you both shut ok...we will tell them when the right time is ready..," said Jajeoong sternly.

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"Don't look at me like that Chun...how about you when are you going to tell your love boy the you knew already? ," asked Yunho.

"Well Jung Yunho I will tell my su when you tell your boo...,"smirked Yoochun.

"Tell me what chunnie..,?" said Junsu who came out from the kitchen.

"Now looks who talking hehehe," whispered Yunho to Yoochun who were trying to said something but his words just won't came out.

"Emmmm...Yunho hyung said that he has a nickname for Jaejoong Hyung which is Jonggie ," answered Yoochun.

"Bwohh......Yah Park," shouted Yunho.

"Is that true Yunho?," said Jaejoong who was holding a plate full of cookies.

"Yes from now onwards you are my only Jonggie and starting right now you are officially become Jung Yunho boyfriend. ...," said Yunho.

Jaejoong accidentally drop the cookies because he was shock.

"NOO.....MY COOKIES.....HYUUUNGGGGG," yelled Changmin.

"Booooo...are you okay? Oh I understand you don't like it," said Yunho in a sad tone.

"No....I love it when you called me Jonggie well then from now onward you're my Yunnie bear...," giggled Jaejoong hugging his Yunnie

"Hyuunnnngggg my cookie's.........,"interrupt Changmin.

"Oh I 'm sorry I will cook again Yunnie will help Jonggie right.?.," asked Jaejoong with his puppy eyes.

"Of course," said Yunho proudly.

"Su are you crying baby?," asked Yoochun

"So sweeettttttttttttttttttt," answered Junsu.

"Su...your phone is ringing babe," said Yoochun

"Oh....,.".

"Hello.....,"said Junsu with his cute dolphin voice.

"Junsu...ah appa and omma are back where are you guys,".

" Omo Appa..., you're back yeah hehehehehe " said Junsu happily.

Chapter 8

Interruption..

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It's been almost a week Yunho and Jaejoong are together. Yunho was crazy in love and when he has free times he always visit Jaejoong at work and same goes to Jaejoong who visited Yunho at his work.

All Yunho co-workers who worked for him knows Jaejoong is Yunho lover. There were one time Yunho secretary Tiffany caught them making out at Yunho tables office and yes Jaejoong lost hic virginity for the first time but didn't bother to tell his brothers.

Today Jaejoong decided too bring Yunho to meet his parents because their were eager to meet their future son-in-law all thanks to Junsu bluntness.

Flashback:

"Hello.....,"said Junsu with his cute dolphin voice.

"Junsu...ah appa and omma are back where are you guys?".

" Omo Appa..., you're back yeah hehehehehe " said Junsu happily.

"Well we are at the beach house with Jaejoong hyung. Changmin, Chunnie and Yunho Hyung," answered Junsu.

"Yunho?" asked Junsu appa.

"Jaejoong hyung boyfriend hehehehe," whispered Junsu.

"Omo really....HONEYYY our son have a boyfriend," yelled his father in the phone.

"Tell me more......,"said Mr. Kim

"Ok.....," said Junsu innocently.

End of Flashbacks.

Jaejoong sighed. Jaejoong was sitting in Yunho offices waiting for his Yunnie to finish his meeting.

Then he heard the door was about to opened he got up and saw Yunho. He ran to Yunho and hugged him tightly,

"Yunnie I miss you I was bored....,"pouted Jaejoong.

"I'm sorry boo...so what time are we goint to meet your parents.?" asked Yunho.

"EMM....about two hours more..," replied Jaejoong.

"So we have time huh...let's see how about we continue our last night activity right now," said Yunho seductively.

"YUNHO.. What if your sectary caught us again?," said Jaejoong who was blushing.

"Don't worry babe....so technically you do want to continue..," said Yunho who was lifting Jaejoong up to his table.

"But yun..iie..ahh it's,..s..o e.mbarra.ss.ing," moans Jaejoong WHILE Yunho was kissing his neck and sucking it fiercely.

Jaejoong was unbuttoning Yunho clothes while Yunho was trying to unzip Jaejoong pants.

"Baby...ah.. you're so hot and sexily.. said Yunho sexily.

But then there was a loud sound.

"Omo...Chunnie look my hyung is making out with Jaejoong Hyung heheheeheh and that's means Jaejoong hyung lost his virginity oooooo I have to tell Minnie about this," said Junsu happily jumping around.

Yoochun chuckled at his lover behavior but the he turns his attention to the Yunjae couple

"Can't wait huh hyung," smirked Yoochun.

Jaejoong was helping Yunho to button his clothes he thought ti himself this is the second time they got caught again.

"Kim Junsu....If you tell Changmin about this I will not love you anymore I will Changmin more and make him more cookies," threatened Jaejoong but he himself was still feeling embarrassed.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......................PLZ HYUNG I WONT' CALLED I PROMICES," yelled Junsu.

"Good then...by the way why are both of you here..?" asked Jaejoong,

"We wanted to go along with you guys to meet with Junsu parents," said Yoochun.

"Let's go then...Yunnie come along," said Jaejoong.

"Fine...but we are so going to continue that later," pouted Yunho.

"Hehehehe," giggled Jaejoong.

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"Minnie...when are your brother coming?" asked Mrs. Kim.

"Soon omma.....,"answered Changmin who are eating his food.

"Minnie your brothers are happy....how about son?," asked Mrs. Kim

Changmin chocked his food and he knew what his mother was saying.

"Omma....you do know that both of your son haven't told their 'lover' the truth right sooo,,,, to make it simple when their tell I will bring my own lover OMMA," said Changmin.

Mrs. Kim so happy that his youngest son also have his own,

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3RD FICTION YUNJAE Forewords

HIYAYA!!!! KANIKUN's HERE!!!! Nyeahaha~

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I'm so nervous~ *doki*

This is my first fic..I hope u'll like it..ehehehe..GANBARIMASU!!!!!

Okay,so,this fic tells about Kim Jaejoong who become a whore because of his past. I write this story based on a manga. In this story, he..OUCH!*get a smack from YunHo*

Kanikun:" YAH!!JUNG YUNHO!! WHAT ARE U DOIN'?!"

YunHo:" THAT'S MY QUESTION!!! How come u make my cute lil' Joongie to be a whore?!" *huggin' JJ*

JJ: "awwww..yunnie..it's just a fic~ don't be that mad~"

YunHO: "but...AGH! YAH! KANIKUN! I won't let u live ur life anymore if u do bad things to my Joongie!"

Kanikun: "AISH!! Jung Yunho! U r so annoying! I won't pay u if u kept protesting on me!"

YunHO: "YAH!! Do u think I'm afraid?! Huh?!"

JJ: *pushing kururu and yunho out from camera*"okay, you two! Have fun arguing each other!*cough* ehm! Well..hehe..dear reader ,please take a good seat and have a nice read!^^"

Kanikun with bounding YunHo in her hand: "Comments are appreciated and silent reader (if there any) are loved^^Enjoy>

Chapter 1

Kim Jaejoong

I've often dreams...of a far off place..

Where a hero's welcome...waiting for me..

Where the crowds will smile when they see my face..

Where a voice keep saying...

"This is where you meant to be"

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"You've done a great job!" a disgusting old man said to me as he throw a bunch of money to my face.

No bother to response, I got up from the -disgusting- bed and wear my uniform. I was buttoning my shirt, when I feel a pair of arms on my neck from behind.

"awwww...did I hurt my Jaejae? If so, I hope it'll cure it then~" he said that and give me a peck on my lips.

I let out a smirk and said "Thank you, Mr.Choi! I think I can go to school happily now." 'Geez, as if I liked it!'

"That's my cutie!" he whispers "I can't wait until our next night"

I fake a smile and release myself from his arms. "I have to go to school now."

I take my bag and exited the luxurious room. I smiled a little when I saw a trash and throw away the money I've got from my "job" into it.

'Okay, another disgusting day has just begun!' I said that in my mind as I make my way to school.

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Ahaha~I know it's a short-boring chapy~ but I'll try my best to make it better>

Chapter 2

Joongie...

Jaejoong's pov:

"YAH! Do you know the consequence if you don't give your money to us?!"

"Well, I don't think I want to waste my time o hear that!"

"YOU BASTARD!!!"

'Geez'. I let out a sighed. 'Goddamn it! Why should I see a bunch of people fighting in my "beautiful" morning? What a waste!' I thought and decide to wait until they finish their business.

'hmmm...not bad!' I commented when I saw a tall man fight against numerous people.

I admit that he has a skill in fight. His long legs and muscular arms move fast, kicking and punching in harmony like a dance. A killer dance. I bet he will win this match.

'Bingo!' I thought when I saw "the show" was over. I was starting to continue my walk to school when I heard someone calling my name.

"Joongie..."

I froze. There's only one...

There's only one person who called me with that name.

YunHo...

I tried to ignore him and starting to walk again.

YunHo...YunHo...

Why did you show up again? Why now?

I thought I wouldn't be able to meet you again...

-Flashback-

"I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE!! I KNOW YOU CHEAT ME!!" a woman yelled can be heard.

"WHAT?! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!" a man answered the woman

"Huh? What am I talking about? WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?! I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU!!"

And there he is.

Six years old little boy, froze at the sight of his parents fight in his mind.

"Jaejae! It's the time to play! Why don't you have your friends to play with you?" his teacher said to him.

The little boy kept silent.

"AISH!! What a poor little boy! He never talked to other since he's entered this school." The other teacher started to gossiping about him.

"I think so! He's so beautiful and innocent...I wonder why he chose to read a book than playing with other kids."

"Ah! I heard his parents' marriage doesn't going well! Maybe that's the reason."

"mmmm..I see...but, hey! I think he's better than Jung YunHo since he keep silent!"

"Yeah! That Jung YunHo is such a hyperactive kid! I heard he also has a problem in his house."

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"WAAA!!! I've read that book too!!!" a little boy's voice catch an attention of the smaller boy. The smaller boy kept silent.

"You are Kim Jaejoong, right? I'm Jung YunHo!"

". . ."

"Hey! Why do you ignore me? I think that book isn't such interesting! Let's do another thing! How about playing football? Come on, Joongie!"

". . .Joongie?"

"YEP! Joongie from 'Kim Jaejoong'!"

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WAAAA!!! How is it? How is it? How is it? Ekeke~...comments are appreciated!>

Chapter 3

It's him

'I have to tell umma that I've made a friend!'

A six years-old little boy ran excitedly to his house.

"UMMA!!!!" he shouted as he opened his house's door.

"Ah,Jaejoong-ah! You're back!"

"Yes,umma! Umma! Listen!! I've made a...umma...why are you packing your clothes?"

"Jaejoong ah...we have to go from here...we will move to another town...we will life happily...Just two of us...araso?"

The little boy can only freeze.

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YunHo's pov:

"YAH! Do you know the consequence if you don't give your money to us?!" a man said to me on my way to school.

'Looser!' I thought that when I saw numerous men get in my way. More people you bring more weakness you show!

"Well, I don't think I want to waste my time to hear that!" I answered him and held a fighting pose.

"YOU BASTARD!!!" he shouted when he saw that I'm ready to fight.

And as expected, they started to attack me.

'Geez! What a weak! And you said that you'll give me a consequence because I didn't give my money to you? Don't be kidding!'

"CIH! I think you guys should have a train for 100 years to win a fight with me!" I said as I 'celebrate my victory'

"We...we are sorry!" One of them said and tells his people to run away.

I was about continued my way to school when I saw someone familiar.

"Joongie..." I called him.

He stopped awhile but starting to walk again, Ignoring me.

I let out a smirk and followed him. Soon, I found out that he was on his way to school. I decided to wait for him on his school's gate.

'Joongie-ah...I'm glad to see you again...

Joongie-ah...I hope you are not the one I saw last night...'

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Jaejoong's pov:

"awwww.. He's so hot!!" a girl named Jessica said.

"Yeah, but I don't think he's a good boy..." her friend, Yoona, said "he has his uniform so untidy!"

"awwww..Yoona.. Why are you so old-minded? It's a cool style, you know?" another girl named Tiffany response.

"Whatever! I wonder who he is waiting for in our school gate." Yoona said and take a seat.

"Do you have to ask that? OMG~ Are you nuts? Of course he is waiting for me! I'm the hottest girl here!" Tiffany said as she played with her hair.

'What a bitch!' I thought as I moved closer to them.

"Excuse me!" I said with cold voice.

"owwww...look what we have here!! A bitch!!! And he said 'excuse me'? oooww..I wonder where from he learned that words! Sorry, bitch! I don't wanna waste my precious time to talk with you! I know you are jealous with me and hope to be my friend...but ...eewww...please have a mirror and see that you have no looks to be in my group!" Tiffany said with her bitchy attitude.

'Geez, you sure talked a lot for a person who doesn't want to waste your-oh-so-precious time! And, joining your group? Don't kidding me!'

"Sorry, but this bitch only want to take his bag, and, you, "princess" Tiffany, you make this bitch facing difficulty since you are having a seat in his chair." I said, still in a cold voice. I take my bag and exited the class.

"AGH!!! He's so annoying!!! Why must that Kim Jaejoong bitch attend the same school as me?! He's such a slut!!!"

I heard Tiffany shouted. Slut? As if you are not! I thought and make my way out from school.

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"Joongie..."

A tall yet muscular man called my name. It's him.

"You are Kim Jaejoong, right? I've skipped my classes to wait for you here! Ah! Do you still remember about me?" he said.

I froze. 'How can I forget you?'

"You..." I started to make my words "you are the one who have a fight in the street this morning, right?"

'YunHo...'

"Eh? NO! I mean yes! AH! That's not what I mean!" he looked surprised when he found that I'm 'forget' about him.

"I mean...mm..." he continued his sentence "I'm Jung YunHo.. I entered same primary school with you and..."

"So what?" I hold a cold face and cut his line "If you are trying to flirt me, I tell you it'll be no use! I've had a boyfriend, so you'd better go find another guy."

'YunHo..YunHo..YunHo...'

'AGH! Don't cry, Kim Jaejoong! You can do this! You don't deserve him!'

". . ."

"Your boyfriend...Is that old man your boyfriend?" he said, breaking the silence between us "I saw you walk hand in hand with him yesterday."

"It's none of your business!" I said that and walked pass him.

"Joongie ah! I don't care if you've already had a boyfriend! If you forget about me, I'll make you remember!" he whispers "It's only you...I want only you..."

I tried my best to ignored him and keep walking.

'It's too late YunHo...it's too...late.'

I let out my tears.

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How is it? Do you understand the story? If not, don't be hesitated to ask me, okay? Comments are appreciated (>

Chapter 4

The past

Jaejoong's pov:

"I'm back!" I said as I entered my house.

Hearing no response, I walk to the kitchen and found a note and bunch of money with. It's from my mom.

"Busy for work again, huh? I thought you said that we'll live happily! Do you think you'll be happy if you have a lot of money? Don't be kidding! WE EVEN HAVE NO TIME TO SPEND TOGETHER!!!" I said that with anger and throw the note away.

I poured water into a glass and drink it. Finishing my drink, I walked to my room and lying on my bed.

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In the school library...

"You want to come back to your previous town?" a man used to be a teacher asked his student as he put a book back to it shelf.

"Yes... I really want to see him again..." his student answered his question shyly.

"Okay, then! I'll keep it as a secret from your mom and take you to your previous town."

"Really? Thank you, Seosangnim!"

. . .

" Seosangnim, where are we? I don't think it's the right way... I want to meet YunHo as soon as possible."

"pssssttt... we are in the right direction. I promise you, you will meet him if you be quite." The man moved closer to his student.

"Seosangnim,I think you are to close..mmmmhhhmm..."

"aawww... your lips is so tasty!"

"Seosangnim! What are you doing? AH! Let go of me! Seosangnim! You can't do it!"

"Listen! You won't be able to meet your YunHo if you be a bad boy! So, be quiet!" a man said as he kissed the other boy's neck and started to unbuttoned his shirt.

"But...Seosangnim! Ah! Stop it, Seosangnim! My clothes! Seosangnim!"

"BE QUIET, YOU FOOL! I TOLD YOU BEFORE!!"

"Seosangnim...please...don't do it..."

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AGH!!!!

'That dream! Why must I see that dream again?'

I'm trying my best to catch my breath and cried.

YunHo...YunHo...

I don't deserve you... I'm dirty...

YunHo...

I know you will hate me if you know I was being raped by my teacher... I don't want you to know about it... I will stay away from you before you knew it... that's why...please...forget about me...

YunHo...

Ring...ring...

I gasped a little and took my phone. A call from Mr.Choi.

"Hello."

"Hello! Jaejae-ah! I miss you very much...Are you busy tonight? I want to feel your smell...I know it's already late...but...yeah...I have the money, so..."

Chapter 5

We

YunHo's pov:

It's raining tonight. I was on my way home when I saw him.

Kim Jaejoong.

He's crying.

I followed him and found out that he is going to go to Love hotel.

"Joongie..." I called him.

He looked surprised when he saw me and trying to run away from me. Seeing his move, I hugged him so he

can't 'escaped' from me.

"Joongie..." I said "please...don't cry anymore...It hurts my heart...I'm here..."

"Let go of me!" he said as he tried to release my embrace. Luckily, I'm much stronger than him.

"NO! I won't let you meet those kind of perverted guy again!" I make my hug stronger "Please... don't go to those kind of place again...I'm here..." I said to him just like a whisper.

He widened his eyes.

"YunHo...you've already knew about it?" he said and I'm sure I can see that he's hurt. That makes me stay silent like a statue.

"YunHo...since you've know about it...you understand, right? I'm a broken thing...I'm not worth to anything...I'm dirty...I don't deserve you." He cried.

I fell my heart ached. I wiped his tears from his soft cheek.

"Joongie...is beautiful...you're not dirty...you are beautiful...the most beautiful guy in this world." I said to him as I lend a kiss in his fore head.

"Joongie...let's run away! Just two of us! I promise I will protect you."I said to him, but before I finished my sentence, a numerous guys interrupted us.

"Hey, there, don't you remember us? You have to apologize to us for your punch yesterday!"

Shit! Why do they come in this time?!

"Joongie" I whisper to him "I promise I'll stay with you later! Now, you have to go from here!"

I turned back to face the men I defeated before," YAH! I told you to train yourself for 100 years, right?" I said that and started to attack them.

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Jaejoong's pov:

I scared...

I don't want to remember that day again...

I walk my way into a love hotel.

I know that I'm doing wrong thing now, but...

I'm dirty...

And because of that, I won't care anymore! I won't care with whom I'll do 'it'!

I said to myself and realize that my eyes started to tear.

"Joongie..."

I gasped. That voice...That brown eyes...it's him...Jung YunHo.

'Why do you always find me?'

I tried to run away from him but it's too late. He realized my move and hugged me.

"Joongie...please...don't cry anymore...It hurts my heart...I'm here..." he said to me.

YunHo...YunHo...please...I don't deserve you...

"Let go of me!" I tried to push him, but he is too strong.

"NO! I won't let you meet those kind of perverted guy again! Please... don't go to those kind of place again...I'm here..." he said to me.

I widened my eyes, HE KNEW IT!!!

"YunHo...you've already knew about it?" I asked him. Stupid me! Of course he knew it!

I continued my line since he didn't answer me, "YunHo...since you've know about it...you understand, right? I'm a broken thing...I'm not worth to anything...I'm dirty...I don't deserve you." I started to cry since I can't hold it longer.

Suddenly, I feel his hand wiped my tears from my cheek.

"Joongie...is beautiful...you're not dirty...you are beautiful...the most beautiful guy in this world." He said to me as he lends a kiss in my fore head.

I was so surprised by his action. I can't think clearly.

"Joongie...let's run away! Just two of us! I promise I will protect you."

YunHo...

I was about to say yes when a bunch of people suddenly come to us.

"Hey, there, don't you remember us? You have to apologize to us for your punch yesterday!"He said to YunHo.

Shoot! They are the people who fight with YunHo in the street before!

"Joongie" he whispers to me "I promise I'll stay with you later! Now, you have to go from here!" he said that and turned his back to me.

" YAH! I told you to train yourself for 100 years, right?"

I heard he said to that guys and starting to attacked them.

I started to panicked. What should I do? I have to call the police!

I thought and searching for my hand phone. Suddenly I feel a hand gripping my hand. Mr.CHOI!!!

"Where are you going, huh? I watched you just like forever. Who was that man?" He asked me with a dangerous tone.

"I...I'm sorry Mr.Choi...I can't go with you tonight because..."

"DON'T EVER UNDERESTIMATE ADULT!!!" He shouted, cutting my line "or else, you'll regret it!" He smirked and dragged me into love hotel.

"AGH!" I gasped when he throws me into the bed "M...Mr.Choi..."

"Since I gave you my money, I have right to do anything to you!" he said to me "Don't ever think to run away from me! You Jerk!"

I scared. My whole body trembled with fear.

I reached the phone near the bed and tried to get help.

But, suddenly, he tufted my hair and shout.

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO UNDERESTIMATE ME!!!" he smirked and tied my hand with a rope.

"Mr.Choi...please...let go of me..." I beg to him.

"Hmm! That's a good face of you!" he said and took a photo of me with his camera. "Jaejae-ah... Your crying face is so beautiful...I want to see your crying face more and more."

YunHo...YunHo!!!

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Chapter 6

Camera

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Come to think of it

Life is ironically funny.

I slammed the door at your face, but my nose got hit instead.

I kicked you out of my life, but I was the one who felt rejected.

I ripped your heart, but I was the one who lived with the pain.

I killed you, but I was the one who died.

I wanted nothing to do with you, but here I am.

Waiting for you to come back.

I didn't want to love you,

But now I'm looking back over my shoulder.

Wishing that I could turn back the time.

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Jaejoong's pov:

YunHo...YunHo...

I kept repeating that name on my head.

Help me...

"Here we go~" Mr.Choi said to me as he unbuttoning my shirt.

I cried and struggle to say something, but it won't come out since I'm too scared.

"Awwww...you are so cute...It's not like it's the first time I 'see' you, right?" He smirked and kept taking a photo of my crying face.

YunHo...

BRAKKK!!!!!!

I heard someone kicked the door. YUNHO!!!

"W...what are you doing?!" Mr.Choi said with fear in his tone.

"WHAT A BASTARD!!!" YunHo said and make Mr.Choi fainted with his hard punch.

He come to me and released my hand from the rope.

"Joongie...are you okay?" He asked me with worried in his tone.

"Cam...camera..." I tried my best to tell him due my fear.

"Camera?" he asked me and tried to look for it. "THAT BASTARD!" he shouted when he found out what Mr.Choi did to me.

He burned the memory-card of that camera and lean closer to me. "Joongie...I'm sorry because I late...I promise this won't happen again." He said to me and makes me comfort.

"YunHo...YunHo..." I cried and buried my body to his embrace.

"Let's go from here!" He said to me as he has his jacket on me and carried me in a bridal-style.

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Chapter 7

YunHo's appartment

YunHo's pov:

"SHIT! JOONGIE!!!" I was attacking a bunch of bastard when I saw someone force my Joongie to go with him. I widened my eyes when I saw them walked in to a love hotel.

"AISH! YOU GUYS BETTER DIED!!!" I shout and still attacking numerous guys who get on my way. I tried my best to fight them as soon as possible and I did it. I win it!

'Shoot! Joongie! Please wait for me!' I thought and make my way to the love hotel.

"AISH! Where was that bastard take my Joongie to?" I mumbled and suddenly I saw something familiar in the front of one room.

Joongie's strap phone!

I kicked the door ahead me without thinking too much and there they are.

I widened my eyes when I saw a man trying to rape my Joongie.

I'm late!

"WHAT A BASTARD!!!!" I shout to him and give him my hardest punch.

Seeing his faint, I walked to Joongie and release him from the rope.

"Joongie...are you okay?" I asked him. Geez! I won't forgive myself if something bad happened to him!

"Cam...camera..." I hardly hear he talked because of his small voice.

"Camera?" I asked him and tried to find that thing.

"THAT BASTARD!" I shouted when I saw my Joongie crying face on it. I took the memory-card out and burned it. I back to my Joongie and pulled him into my embrace.

"Joongie...I'm sorry because I late...I promise this won't happen again." I said to him.

"YunHo...YunHo..." he called my name and cried harder.

Joongie...I'm swear I will protect you from now on! I won't let you suffer again!

"Let's go from here!" I said to him and carried him in bridal-style.

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"This is my apartment!" I said to my Joongie "I lived alone here."

"EH? You lived alone?" he asked me with worried tone.

I chuckled a little because of his cuteness.

"YunHo-ah...Your forehead is bleeding!"

"Huh? Ah, right! I didn't realize it..." I said and touch my forehead.

"Let me cure it!" He said to me and started to bandage my forehead, "Are you okay?" he held a worried face.

"Yep! I'm okay! I often get in fight so it doesn't matter!" I said to him and tried to comfort him.

Seeing that his worried hasn't disappeared yet, I pulled him in my embrace.

"Yu...Yunho-ah..."

"Joongie-ah...I...I don't know what to do if you really forget about me...I don't think I can survive if that's really happened..." I said to him.

It's not a lie...

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Jaejoong's pov:

"Are you okay?" I said to him as I bandaged his forehead.

"Yep! I'm okay! I often get in fight so it doesn't matter anymore!"

I gasped.'He often fought like this?'

Suddenly, he pulled me in his embrace.

"Yu...YunHo-ah..." I was so surprised that I can't make any other words.

"Joongie-ah...I don't know what to do if you really forget about me...I don't think I can survive if that's really happened..." I heard him said to me.

YunHo...YunHo...

If it is a dream...please don't wake me up forever...

"YunHo-ah..." I started to cried "There's no way I can forget you...I won't forget you..." I sob.

'Because if I forget you...I won't be able to life anymore...'

"Thank you..." I continued my line "Thank you, YunHo...thank you for saving me... thank you...thank you for finding me..." I said to him between my sob.

He leaned closer to me and kissed my cheek, forehead, and finally his lips caught mine.

I closed my eyes and response his kiss.

I don't need anything else...

I really don't...

As long as I have YunHo stand by me

Chapter 8

Umma

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"So, this is all about him?"

"That's right, young master!"

"Hmmmm...I see...Thank you for your hard work!" he paused before he continued his line." Kim Jaejoong, huh? I can't wait until I can meet you...my step brother..."

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Jaejoong's pov:

I'm in the front of my house now.

"hoaaahhmm..." I yawned.

"Still sleepy,huh?" YunHo asked me as he accompanied me to my house.

"No! I think you are the one who feel sleepy!" I said in defense and blushed.

I heard he chuckled a little because of my action and it makes me blushed even harder.

"You'd better enter your home and sleep now! I'm sure you still tired because of yesterday." He said to me with a caring tone, "Ah, I'd better go home now! Have a good rest!"

"Okay! Be careful on your way home!" I said to him and wave my hand.

"Hmmmpphh...I think I really have to sleep now~" I said as I put in my key into my door.

'Hey! It's unlocked!'

I opened the door and called my umma.

"Umma! Are you home?"

. . .

"Umma!"

Hearing no answer, I decided to go to my mom's bed room.

'Maybe she's sleeping?'

I gasped.

Umma...with...a man?

She's making out with a man?!

No, no! It's wrong! It can't be like this! Is she...being raped?

Thinking about that possibility makes me like crazy. I entered the bedroom without thinking too much and punch my mom's "partner". I might not a good fighter, but I'm still a man, and I know that I have to protect my umma.

"What the..." I heard he said to me, but before he finished his line, I cut him with another punch.

"GET OUT OF HERE!" I yelled to him.

"Jaejoong-ah, stop it!" I heard umma beg to me.

"NO,Umma! Let me give him a lesson! YAH!!! Don't ever dare to touch my umma again!!" I yelled to him.

"KIM JAEJOONG!" I heard my mom scream on me and slapped me on my cheek.

"Umma..." I said to her and touch my cheek.

"YAH! KIM JAEJOONG! Don't you know what you've done? I don't remember to teach you to be so impolite!" She yelled to me.

"Umma! I saved you! I know that I never met Appa since that time, but I still remember his face! And I'm sure that he's not my Appa!" I said to her.

"You saved me, huh? Don't be kidding! Yah, Kim Jaejoong, HE SAVED US!!!" She yelled at me and pointed the man I punched before.

"W...what? What are you talking about, Umma?"

"Yah,Kim Jaejoong, do you know how did you go to school? Do you know how can you eat your food? Do you know how we get this house? It's because of him! IT'S BECAUSE OF HIM!!!!"

"Umma..."

"That's right! He gave us his money, and you! See what you've done to him!" She cried.

I froze.

I can't believe it.

All of the money she gave to me...it came from things like this?

I feel so disgusted.

I catch my bag and run as fast as possible, out from the

disgusting house.

I run until I can't feel my breath, until I can't feel my feet. I stopped when I found a park and decided to take a rest there.

I fight with my tears, but I only fight a losing battle. Yet, my tears started to come out.

"Umma...Umma..." I cried.

"Heee...looks like someone has found out the truth, huh?" I heard someone said to me.

I turned my face to see him. He smiled to me and starting to introduced his self.

"Hello there! My name's Kim Junsu! Nice to meet you and...please die soon!"

I widened my eyes.

Chapter 9

Kim Junsu

"Umma Umma Umma!!!! I'm back!!!!" A fifteen years old boy run toward his house.

"Young master, don't run otherwise you'll end up falling." His servant warned him.

"Park Yoochun! I told you not to call me 'Young Master'! Call me Junsu!"

"I understand, young master."

"Aish! Where's umma?"

"Ah, she's in her room."

"Okay! Umma!!!!!" The young master calling his umma.

"Ah, Junsu-ah, you're back" a woman replied weakly can be heard.

"Umma, are you crying?" The young master asked.

"Junsu ah...Appa..."

The young master can only froze.

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Jaejoong's pov:

"Hello there! My name's Kim Junsu. Nice to meet you and... Please die soon!"

I widened my eyes.

"What?" I said to him.

"Hmph! HAHAHAHA!!!! Can you see your face?! It's so funny!!!Hahahaha!!" He said and laughed at me.

'Is he crazy?'

"Hahahaha!!! I'm sorry! But, you are really funny! Did you take my jokes seriously? Oh, please, I'm not a bad person! Hahahaha!!!" He said, still struggle to stop his laugh.

"Who are you?" I asked him.

"I am? I'm Kim Junsu." He said to me as he finally stopped laughing.

"Yea~ you said that!" I said to him with sarcastic tone and rolled my eyes.

"I'm your younger brother, hyung." He said to me.

"What? Wait? My younger brother? But I..."

"Let's go eat!!!!!" He cut my line and takes my hand in his.

"YAH! WAIT!!!"

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"So, what did you say?" I asked him.

"Hyung, just eat first! You must be hungry after run and cry!" He said to me as he pulled a piece of cake into my mouth.

'Yeah, right. I was running and crying before!' I thought as I remembered the previous chapter.

What's his name? Kim Junsu? Wait! KIM?!

I coughed as I realized something.

"KIM?!!" I said to him, almost screamed.

"Huh?" He gasped.

"Are you...I mean...Appa..." I tried my best to arrange the words, but I can't.

"Yeap! We have the same Appa!" Understanding my statement, he said to me with smile in his face and "V" form in his hand.

"What? So you are..." I shuttered.

"Yeap! Your step brother!" He said to me, still smiling.

I was too shocked that I can't make another word.

"Yea, you know, when you was six, our Appa found out that your umma cheated him. He went to the club, and met my umma there. Our appa was drunk, so...yea, I believe you know what I mean. But then, your umma found it out and angry to our Appa. She even left him with you." He started to tell the story.

I listened to him like a good boy and he continued his story.

"Our Appa was so sad because of your umma action, he went to the club every day and drunk. My umma was the only one who tried to stop him. Yet, she loves him. And, as the time goes by, our Appa started fall in love with my umma and JANG! They've got married! Fin!" He said.

I widened my eyes.

So, the first person who did the wrong thing was Umma?

And she left Appa because of that?

I can't believe it!

"Hyung! Are you still here?" I heard Junsu calling me.

"Huh? Yeah, I still here...hehe..." I gave him a nervous smile, "Junsu-ah...do you hate me? I asked him.

"Huh?"

"Do you hate me?" I replied my question.

"Well, at first I did! But now I don't!" He answered my question.

"Why?" I asked him.

"Why? Well, it's because I see what happened to you." He said.

"What?"

"Yea! You know, our Appa is a rich person, so I can hire a person to bring me information about you. Yet, I've learned about your 'part time' job, I've learned that you were always alone in your school, and..." He paused before he continued his words, "I've learned about your umma..."

I froze because of his last statement.

The sight of umma making out with a disgusting man passed my mind. I smirked.

"Haha...Now I know where my bitchy-attitude came from!" I said to him.

"Ugh!" Suddenly I feel a sharp pain on my stomach.

"Hyung! Are you okay?" I heard Junsu said to me.

"Well, I...ugh!" I let my statement unfinished.

I rushed to the toilet. Soon, a vile scent met my nostrils. Yet, I was vomited.

I sleep in a ball next to the toilet and wrapped my abdomen.

"Hyung!" Junsu called me.

"Ah, I'm okay!" I said to him.

He only starred at me with a worried face. Soon, a long silent covered us.

"Hyung..." Junsu said to me, broken the silent.

"Hum? What is it?" I said to him.

"Appa...has passed away."

Chapter 10

Appa

"Jaejoong ah, I bought you a teddy bear!"

"Appa! I'm not a girl!"

"Really? Why are you so beautiful, then?"

"I'm not! I'm a handsome boy!"

"Hahaha...You are not! You are princess Jaejoong!"

"Appa! I'm a prince!"

"No! You are a princess!"

"APPA!!!!"

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"Appa...has passed away."

Junsu's words keep stealing a place on my mind.

Yes, and here I am. In my Appa's burial.

"Appa...died because of his illness. The doctor said that he has something that made him stressed."

"Hyung...he missed you and your umma."

"He always said that he loves my umma, but...his true love was your umma..."

"Hyung...I'm sorry..."

. . .

"Junsu ah...why did you say sorry to me? You are innocent! This is my umma and my fault." I started to cry.

"Appa..."

"Appa..."

"I missed you..."

Soon, I let the rain put me into its embrace.

YunHo...YunHo...

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YunHo's pov:

Ting tong!

"I'm coming!" I said as I opened the door.

"Joongie ah!" I said when I see the man I loved in front

of my door. "You are wet!"

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"Here! I made a soup for you! Eat it when it's still hot!" I said to him and give him the soup.

"Thank you." He said to me.

"Joongie ah, what's wrong?" I said to him.

Soon, silent covered us.

"YunHo ah..." Finally he gave his voice. "Can I live here with you?" He asked me.

"Huh?" I was so confused, "but how about your umma?"

"I don't want to talk about her!" He said harshly.

Another silent come.

"AH! Let's go shopping!!!" I said to him, breaking the silent, try to lightened the mood.

"Umm, let's go" He said, still in a weak tone.

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Chapter 11

Shopping

Jaejoong's pov:

I'm in supermarket now, and YunHo never asked anything even thought I suddenly said that I want to live with him.

Yet, I know that he doesn't want to make me uncomfortable.

"Joongie ah, how about this toothbrush? I think you'll need one!" He said to me.

"Well, I think I'll take whatever you suggested" I said to him and fake a smile.

"Okay then!" He said to me.

Deg!

Suddenly I feel a pain in my stomach. 'It's come again!'

"Joongie ah?" YunHo asked me.

"Ah, YunHo ah, I think I have to go the toilet!" I said to him and rushed out.

"Ugh!" I vomited in the toilet.

'What happened to me? I also vomited when I was in the

café with Junsu this afternoon.'

'Is it a stomach virus? But...it feels different...'

'Come to think about it, I've been like this since couple days ago...'

'Can it be...'

'But...'

'I've only kissed with YunHo...'

'YunHo...'

I made my way from toilet to meet my YunHo.

"Yah! We meet again!" Suddenly I heard a man's voice from behind.

Mr.Choi!!!

Chapter 13

YunHo..

Jaejoong's pov:

"LET GO OF ME!" I shouted to Mr.Choi when I feel his hand gripping mine.

"As if I will!" He said as he dragged me into a desolate place, out from the supermarket.

He takes out a knife from his pocket and aimed it to my face.

"I will kill you now...Yes, you and your boyfriend...but I won't make you die that easy...I'll make you suffer"

I trembled with fear.

He moved closer to me and started cut my face with his knife: "Your beautiful face...You love it very much, right? I will destroy it! How is it? Huh?! You must be hoping to die, right? Haha...I'll make you beg me to killed you!"

'He's crazy!' I started to cry.

Suddenly, he loosened his grip and I see YunHo from his back.

"Let go of him!" I heard YunHo said to him.

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YunHo's pov:

I've been waiting for a twenty minutes and Joongie hasn't showed up yet.

What took him so long?

Joongie...where are you?

I think about him and bad feeling come across my body.

Suddenly, I saw a man gripping my Joongie's hand.

Shoot! He's the man who tried to rape Joongie before!

I followed them and found out that they're going to a desolate place.

I saw him aiming a knife to my Joongie's face.

"Let go of him!" I said to him with dangerous tone.

"Huh! Finally you showed up, huh? Trying to be a hero? Don't be kidding!" that man said to me.

"Let go of him." I replied my last statement.

"Cih! Children these days are always so arrogant! YAH!

DON'T EVER UNDERESTIMATE ADULT!" He said to me and aiming his knife to me.

"YUNHO!!!!" I heard my Joongie scream from behind.

I avoid his attack with my fighting skill and punch him hard on his stomach.

"AGH!" He screamed due the pain I gave.

I don't miss the chance to punch him even harder, until he can't make a single movement.

"Joongie ah...are you okay?" I move closer to my Joongie after I see the disgusting man fainted.

"Ah, I'm okay, don't worry about me." He said like that, but I can feel his body trembled.

Suddenly I see him widened his eyes.

"Joongie ah...ugh!" A sharp pain comes across my body from behind.

"I told you not to underestimate adult, didn't I?" I saw the man I punched put in his knife in my body.

"Joongie ah...run!" I said to him before everything turned dark.

Chapter 15

Beautiful killer

If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and comeback,

Would you slow down?

...or speed up?

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Jaejoong's pov:

"YunHo! YunHo!! Open your eyes!" I said to him, but YunHo only stayed still.

"Feeling guilty, huh? Don't worry, Jaejae-ah...I'll help you to follow him!" I heard Mr.Choi said to me and move closer.

I take the knife he put in YunHo's body and aiming it to him.

"Don't ever dare to move closer!" I said to him.

Suddenly, I feel like vomited again.

'Ugh! Not now! Please!'

I lose. Yet, I vomited. I rubbed my stomach and feel a pain there.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! It's over for you!!" I heard Mr.Choi laughing at me.

'What is he talking about?'

"I saw a bunch of women do what you did! You are pregnant, aren't you?" He said.

"There will be no one who loves you from the bottom of their heart! You are dirty little bitch!!! You've fallen too deep! HAHHAHHAHAHA!!!" He continued his line and laughing hard.

I froze.

He's right.

I've fallen too deep.

There's no way I can erase my past.

Even if I run away, it'll chase after me.

Suddenly he moved closer to me and said: "Come on! Don't be that cold! You and me are similar, right?"

I stayed still and he moved even closer.

" I won't let you down...I'll comfort you...even thought we won't be able to go to the place where we belonged, I'll always love you..." He said to me and leaned closer and closer, aiming his lips to mine.

"AGH!!!! YOU LITTLE BITCH!!!" He shouted as he feels a knife stabbed his chest.

Yes, I've done it.

"I don't scared of death" I mumbled coldly "For me, there's nothing scarier then to lost YunHo"

"I WON'T FORGIVE ANYONE WHO HURT HIM!!" I screamed to him.

But he only stayed still. He died.

'Good job, Kim Jaejoong!'

'Now, you are not only a bitch, but also a killer.'

I cried silently in the dark and tried my best to walk, leaving the two unconscious men behind me

'Bye bye YunHo...'

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Chapter 16

A place to go

Because now I can embrace every words that you said...

I'm sure that we will come closer to each other.

Even if tomorrow that nobody knows is waiting for us,

It's alright...don't cry anymore.

We'll join hands and keep walking on.

Forever.

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YunHo's pov:

"Ugh!" I feel a sharp pain through my body.

Suddenly, I feel something touched my leg.

I gasped. That's the man who tried to kill me and Jaejoong before!

I moved my leg to kick him lightly, but he only stayed still. Feeling save, I moved closer to him and feel no breath from him.

'He's died!'

I made my conclusion and feel very surprised.

'Joongie! Did he do it?'

' Where's my Joongie?'

Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure, climbing up a high building.

'Joongie!'

Fighting with the pain due the knife, I ran, chase after him and found out that he is going to go to roof. I saw him stand on the edge of it.

He made a slow move, so slow...

He slowly throws his body from the roof.

'Joongie...don't leave me!'

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Jaejoong's pov:

'And I don't want the world to see me...'

'Because I don't think they'll understand.'

'When everything feels like a movie, I bleed just to know

I'm alive.'

'I'm dying to win because I'm born to lose.'

. . .

'YunHo...'

'Until now, I always feel that standing beside you is the

right place for me.'

'But, I realized that I was wrong...'

I climb up a high building, walk toward the roof.

'YunHo...'

'I knew it from the beginning...'

'I don't deserve you...I'm dirty...'

'YunHo...'

'I don't want to hurt you anymore...'

I cried and move my body slowly in the edge of the roof.

"Appa...let's play together!" I said to nobody and smiled.

I closed my eyes and throw my body. I enjoyed the sensation of the wind blowing my hair when I made my way down to the earth.

Suddenly, I feel someone hugged me. I widened my eyes and see someone I loved.

YunHo!

"Joongie ah...You can't leave me...We'll always be together...forever..." He said, "I love you..." He smiled and kissed me.

YunHo...YunHo...

I closed my eyes and let his lips against mine.

YunHo...

I love you too...

Chapter 17

There they are

Even the time that wind was stayed

That's not enough for me.

One smile, last greeting.

I love you forever.

We were hurt by love.

That time was our memories.

We did a last greeting.

I love you.

I love you.

You are the only love in my life.

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There he was. Froze on the sight in front of him.

Two lovers hugging each other on the street...their clothes are dirty and you can see blood covering their body...but their faces seem happy...each had a smiled on it.

One of them is his step brother, Kim Jaejoong.

"Hyung..." He started to cry, " Hyung...wake up! Please...open your eyes! We've only met once and you left me without a word? I'll kill you if you die now!"

"Young master...", his servant calling him.

"HYUNG!!!!! You didn't take my joke seriously right? I did say 'please die soon' in our first meeting, but I didn't mean it!!",ignoring his servant, the young master keep talking to his step brother.

Hearing no response, he started to talk to another boy.

"Ah, you are Jung YunHo, right? I knew about you! You are Jaejoong hyung's boyfriend, right? I'm Kim Junsu! I'm his step brother! Nice to meet you! Let's be a friend from now on!" He said to him as he reached his hand, expecting a handshake from the other boy.

No response.

Both of beautiful creatures only stayed still, no bother to answer or made a single move. They were just lying there peacefully.

"HYUNG!!!!!" Soon, a boy cried can be heard.

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Few weeks later...

"Young master, here's your breakfast!"

"Aish! Yah! Yoochun ah! I told you so many times not to call me 'young master' again! Just call me Junsu! JUN-SU!"

"Ah, okay, Junsu-sshi..."

"No "sshi"! Just Junsu!"

"Eh? But..."

"Jun-su!"

"Oh...okay...Junsu..."

"That's good!"

"Junsu ah...I'm sorry...about your...step brother" his servant said to him, almost like a whisper.

"Huh? Hahaha!! It's okay, Yoochun-ah! I know he's happy right now!" He answered his servant and started to dig the food.

Yes, he knows that his Jaejoong hyung is happy. He could saw a smile in his step brother's face on his funeral. And to make him happier, he decided to bury his body together with his lover, Jung YunHo.

'Jaejoong hyung, please be happy there! And, you, Jung YunHo, you'd better take care of my hyung!' he thought and let out a smile.

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. . .

Umma...

I don't want to go to hell...

That's why I've decided to forgive you...

Besides,

I know that you've done this far to raise me...

I'm sorry, umma...

I'm sorry not to be a good boy until the end...

I'm sorry because I hate you before...

Umma...

I'm very happy now...

It's a beautiful place here...

I live happily here...

I live happily with YunHo in my side...

Please tell Junsu that I'm happy to meet him, even though it's only once.

Umma...

I wish you'll live your life happily there.

-Kim Jaejoong

PS: Appa said that he's always love you.

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