Phil's P.O.V

i honestly don't know what came over me. when dan left, i thought i could use the time to freshen up and actually make myself look like a human instead of a walking zombie. i changed clothes, washed my face, brushed my hair and put on my glasses. i was planning on telling dan my red and puffy eyes that he saw this morning we're from me leaving my contacts in all night. it sounded legit, i mean i've done it before. i sat at the dinning room table and opened up my laptop. i was planning on scrolling through twitter for a while but my plans were ruined when all my notifications started popping up. i saw an email from my parents, and i just lost it. i couldn't hold it in anymore. my eyes started to tear up as i read through the email and by the end of it, i was balling my eyes out with heavy breaths and loud wheezing sounds. i was sitting at the table crying when, just to my luck , i hear the lock on the door click open. shit. dans home.