JEREMIAHS POV
I was making out with Emma when the door opened. Of course Conrad had to intuped us.

She has given me a bonner that I was trying to hide from my big brother.

"What the hell!?" Conrad asked. "What?" I shrugged while putting a pillow over myself. "What?! You where just in here making out with Emma Conklin!" Conrad yelled. "So it just kinda happened" I shrugged.

"You can't just casually make out with her!" Conrad told me. "We where both just in the moment" I said. "So do you want to be with her?" Conrad asked.

"No oh god no I could never be with Emma" I said. Which was true. I couldn't be with Emma not when I also liked her sister.

"Then why did you make out with her!?" Conrad asked. "I don't know I just did" I said. "You can't just make out with a Conklin Jeremiah!" Conrad yelled. "Get your head out of your ass" Conrad said then he left. What the hell did I do.

EMMAS POV
I just had a make out sesh with Jeremiah Fisher. Oh my god! I helped my mom then ran back to my room hoping he was still there waiting. But he wasn't. I sighed. Then I texted Bailey.

Em<3-omg bay! I just had a hot make out sesh with Jeremiah Fisher!

She didn't even answer my text she called me. "So tell me all the juicy details!" She yelled. I told my best friend everything.

"Omg girl!" Bailey yelled. We continued to gossip until I heard a knock on the door. "Hey I gotta go someone's at my door" I said saying goodbye to Bailey. Then I answered the door.

It was Conrad. "Hey..." is said. "Hey I learned my lesson to knock" he joked. I let a dry chuckle out.

"Well we are about to do fireworks" he said. "Ok let go" I smiled at him and we went outside.

Belly and I sat with Susannah and our mom. This year Victoria also sat with us. Steven, Jeremiah and Conrad helped Mr. fisher and my dad set off the fireworks. It was always a amazing show. This year was noting new it was a amazing show.

After the show belly and I decided we wanted to have a late night swim.

However belly saw Conrad and went to talk to him. I stayed to swim. But then I saw Jeremiah. We have not spoken since Conrad walked in on us.

I grab my towel and start to walk over to him. Then I stop seeing him staring at Belly and Conrad. Jeremiah looked pissed. Belly and Conrad where about to kiss when Jeremiah let off a firework.

I was done watching. It was Belly it had always been Belly I don't know why I let one silly make out make me think it could be me.

I walked inside. I called Bailey. She answered quickly. "Bay" I say weekly. "What's wrong?" Bailey asked. I explained to her what had happened.

"So he hasn't said anything about what happened?" Bailey asked. "No" I said as I began to cry. "Em do not cry" Bailey said already knowing. "I can't" I cried. I ranted to Bailey and she listened and tried to comfort me.

Eventually we got off the phone so I could go to sleep. I had stoped crying. I went into the bathroom and showered.

When I came out of the bathroom Jeremiah was in the hallway. Him and I made eye contact. Maybe he will say something about the kiss I thought. Instead he looked down and walked to his room without saying a word. Wow.

I went to my room and got into bed. I wanted to not be alone but I also didn't want to crawl into someone's bed and then ask what was wrong. In the past I felt creeped out but tonight it was clear something was wrong.

I was not going to Jeremiah's bed that was for damn sure. I didn't want to go sleep with Belly because for some reason I was trying to avoid her. It wouldn't feel right to sleep in Steven's room after making out with his best friend and it would be even more wrong to sleep in Conrad's room. So I decided to go to the living room and watch a movie. But when I got downstairs I saw Susannah curled up on the couch.

She didn't have a blanket. So I grabbed one and layed it over her. She woke up. "Oh sorry" I say. "It's ok hun" Susannah said tiredly. She sat up to look at me.

"What are you doing up?" She asked me. It was late. "I couldn't sleep" I tell her. "Oh sweetie how about we watch a movie" Susannah suggested. "Aren't you tired?" I asked not wanting to be a bother. "Oh em it doesn't matter if I hadn't slept in days I would stay up to watch a movie with you" she smiled at me. "Ok what do you want to watch" I shrug sitting on the couch next to Susannah. We put on some rom com. Susannah and I both loved to watch Rom coms together. It was our thing.

We snuggled up on the couch. I felt save in Susannah's arms. I felt at home. I didn't feel the pain I had been feeling.

"You know they remind me of you and Jere" she said pointing to the couple on the screen. "What?" I asked confused.

"You should ask him to the ball" Susannah said. "Oh Jeremiah hates those things he would be miserable" I say even though having Jeremiah standing next to me through out the night would be a dream come true.

"Jere would do anything for you including being your escort" she said smiling. "And I don't think he would hate it as much as he thinks he would" she added. "He'd do anything for belly" I corrected. "He would do anything for both of you girls" Susannah said. "He loves belly she is his best friend" I said. "And your his E" Susannah said softly. I shrug.

I mean Jeremiah and I always had a unspoken bond but he was like I'm love with belly.

Susannah and I watched the movie and eventually we fell asleep snuggled up on the couch.