☆Chapter 9☆

I woke up suddenly feeling pain bolting up in my back.Groggily opening my eyes I tried placing my surroundings.I saw that I was placed on the floor in a very uncomfortable position.

No wonder i felt pain in my back.

After looking around while sitting down and taking deep breaths. I figured out I was in an old warehouse.

Like very old.

How could someone live here?

Right that's were you kidnap people...

I mentally rolled my eyes at my stupidity then the thought hit me way to late.

Wait I am kidnapped!

I tried to scream but it was mission impossible as there was a gag in my mouth.

No wonder they put in I practically screamed and may have attracted people to the scene.
I internally sighed at what position I was in.I was going to be dead anyways.

I put myself in danger.

I wanted that risk.It then dawned to me that I wanted to die.

Was I selfish how would my parents feel,my friends everyone.

Well the bullies wouldn't care if I died at least I would give them the pleasure of guilt.

If they even will feel guilty

Drifting to my thoughts they were the only thing occupying me through the hunger and thirst I was suffering.I realized it was a bad idea because I was thinking about ways of how my death would look like and how people wouldn't care,pushing my mind into into an area of darkness were I didn't know it existed in me.

Pulled away from my thoughts the door bolted open with much force leaving a dent on the wall.

I gasped as I saw how strong the man was.

He looked quite young to be participating in kidnapping.

He then looked at me and smirked and started talking large steps towards me I was behind a wall so I was cornered and couldn't run away.

"Don't be scared little girl,I wont hurt you,I just need some stuff from you"he said with an evil and malicious grin on his face.

creep.I swear there are to many creeps in this world.

Not knowing were that sudden burst of confidence came I pulled out my middle finger and pointed it towards him.Honestly his reaction was priceless.

He has shocked expression in his face then in turned into rage

Fuck.I am screwed.

He took two large steps towards me and removed the gag.

Once he did I screamed at him and said"How the hell am I supposed to tell you info when firstly there was a gag in my mouth and I don't even know what you  want so LEAVE ME ALONE!"after that sentenced finished I started breathing heavily and looking at him with much hatred in my eyes.

Then he started laughing.

He actually had the audacity to laugh.

At ME.

Jeesh  new kidnappers could be so immature.

"Feisty,I like it.Looks like it will be hard then eh" he said through a malicious tone.

"Depends on the way you ask me,if  its politely and you don't think I am a punching bag then yes,if not then go fuck yourself."I said through anger as i gritted my teeth.

I was treated like a punching bag wherever I go and it really pissed me off.

You know whats ironic I can stand against a kidnapper yet a can't stand against some cheap bullies the same age as me.

Pathetic I know.

"Fine, ill get straight to the point are you hungry,thirsty? he  said with guilt in his eyes as he put a hand through his hair.

Wait let me get this straight after I insulted the crap of my kidnapper he is asking me if I need anything!

"Ummm,you just scared me,and I am kidnapped and you are asking me if I need anything?" I said in a shocked tone as I raised my eyebrows in confusion.

"I just tried to put up a facade that I was strong trust me I am not mean,most of the people here are not mean either so don't worry" He said calmly.

I was still shocked,this is like the weirdest gang ever.

"Well if that's the case can I have some water a little bit of food" I said in a hushed tone.but then I added "don't try to poison the food..I don't know your name"I said as I plastered a goofy smile on my face.

He started laughing and said"Don't worry I won't poison the food,just trust me okay.And my name is Lucas" as he casted a lopsided grin.

"We are closer and bonded together wayy closer than you know" he said as I saw guilt flash through his eyes.

"Umm what" I said confusion evident in my voice.

"Nevermind you will understand later on" he frowned for a second then turned happy in another.

"Your name....." Lucas said.

'Isabelle,my name I forgot to tell you" I said smiling back.

"Such a lovely name!"Lucas said with happiness in his tone.

"I should get going i'll be back with your food wait up" he said then went out of the room.

And I was alone again and many thoughts were rushing through my head.

What info does he want?

Why am I kidnapped and how has no one heard my screams?

Am I gonna die?

Fear overtook my head and I started panicking.There were to many thoughts rushing through my head and I felt the room spinning around and I felt panic rise through me. My body slumped down.My knees shook violently under me they gave out completely.

I collapsed on the floor unable to hold my own weight.What makes things worse is that my hands were tied to the back and  couldn't really move them.An icy chill replaced the fire that was in my stomach causing my body to start shivering uncontrollably.

My heart as I thought could never ever sped up in that way.I had some struggles for some air to reach my lungs forcing my chest to rise and fall rapidly as I panted for air.

Loud voices were heard and I saw Lucas open the door and was in a state of shock he quickly recovered from it shaking his head violently and put the tray of food near the door on the floor and rushed towards me.

He removed the handcuffs from my hands and said "calm down,breathe in breath out,everything is gonna be okay"he said trying to make the situation a little bit easier.

After he took out the hand cuffs he pushed me lightly to the wall and held me tightly"breathe Isabelle,breathe,you are okay"he said with fear in his green forests.

The worst past is that I won't be okay I was kidnapped and no one was gonna see me.

As if realization hit he said"I'll get you out I promise just calm down okay"

I tried I really tried I couldn't.

Its like my body had a mind of its own.

My heart was pounding so fast and my lungs demanded air greedily.

There  was no room for words.

"Focus Isabelle,focus on your breathing.calm down deep breaths" Lucas instructed soothingly rubbing his finger across my face and pushed the hair out of eyes.

But this,this never happened to me before.I classified it as a panic attack in my head,because i saw some people in our school suffer from it.

I never experienced it before.but this hurt,really hurt.I lifted my hand to my chest as pain started coming in.

A sharp stinging pain  that increases whenever I wanted to breathe.I was suffocating silently.I felt my face twist my mouth falling open,I grabbed onto Lucas's arm with my free hand digging my hands into his arm,drawing blood.Lucas didn't seem affected by it but looked at me with fear and shock.

"Lucas....I...cant" that's all I could get out.Agony swept through my body.Sweat coated my skin as my body temperature battled between hot and cold.My breaths quickened in an increasing speed,wondering how I still haven't passed out from the pain.The room spun around me causing my stomach to churn.

"Isabelle,you need to calm down"Lucas said,but I felt the fear in his tone.

"I cant.....it hurts" I gasped out clawing my chest as my heart started beating faster.It hurt to much and  I don't know if I can handle it anymore.

Lucas's grip on me tightened then he yelled "MARCUS COME HERE QUICK" he yelled the same thing twice before someone came in and saw the state I was in.

They both had fear in their eyes was I that bad?

Was I gonna die?

I thought my death was gonna be an easy one not a long and excruciating one.

My head swam in dizziness as the world turned around me.The Marcus guy I think layed me down gently on the floor which is weird because well,he is the kidnapper after all.

He placed a hand against and my forehead"she is burning up quickly"

Something strange happened,a sharp jab of pain entered my chest....followed by peace.My breaths calmed as did my heart.Relief washed through me.I thought it was over.

Emphasis on the word thought.

Marcus leaned forward placing two fingers against the side of my neck.

What was he doing!

"Her pulse is slow" Marcus said shakily he slipped his hands under me and grunted and lifted me and muttered to himself"she is heavy" while Lucas just stood there transfixed waiting for Marcus to solve the problem.

"Her pulse is really slow now fuck!" he ran with me while I was in bridal style out of the room and went to another one joined beside it.He place me on the bed that was there and started cursing.

My body felt limp as I couldn't feel my bottom part of my body.Then Marcus stood over me and said"Lucas call an ambulance quick its a matter of life or death" Marcus said through anger and fear in one.

"Girl,you have to stay awake okay?keep those eyes open.I know it sounds amazing to close your eyes and rest but no not now!" he said while shaking.

I tried listening to him but I couldn't I felt like I was fading away.

I tried I really did but even as he spoke I felt myself go away.Marcus shook my body aggressively trying anything to keep me awake.But nothing will ever keep me awake.The darkness was too inviting.

Marcus told me to keep my eyes open but I couldn't.

The pain,the pressure on my heart my body's exhaustion I couldn't.

The peace was sweeping through me begging me to close my eyes and this time I complied.

"No!No! stay awake" I heard Marcus scream.

I felt my body go limp and I closed my eyes.

He put two fingers next to my neck and said in a shaking voice"Her heart stopped"

I am sorry guys I had to do this😂 I love cliffhangers xddd
But back to the main points,panic attacks can be really dangerous which can lead to heart attacks.this is something that shouldn't be handled like it's nothing! !It is something people die from it.I just wanted to raise awareness about it.And also about suicide and bullying!!Suicide,just don't do it please.You have the privilege of living life some people don't even have that,some people are sick can't enjoy their life while they do here is a quote that I want you guys to remember "Breathe,it's a bad day,not a bad life"
Seee it's just a bad day not LIFE!! and bullying goshhhh why would pope do that! ! they should rot in hell....If anyone feels suicidal or anything pls talk to someone it helps.My pms for anyone who just wants to talk,i am a very good listener and can give good advice :)

LOVE YOU GUYS AND STAY SAFE!!!❤❤

~Salsa❤









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