(Italics = Flashback/Memory of Namjoon's)

(Bold Italics = Flashback/Memory of Jin's)

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The first time they met.

Namjoon remembered it clearly. Every single second of it.

The first time he met Park Jimin.

He was like an angel sent from above when Namjoon first saw him.

Namjoon had just barely graduated high school and had hardly started his writing career.

He still lived with his parents and was just sitting in his front lawn when a boy walked past him on the sidewalk.

Park Jimin.

Namjoon had never seen the boy anywhere before and stared at him with nervous eyes.

The boy never even turned his direction.

That wasn't the last time Namjoon saw Jimin though.

The next time was the next day, when Namjoon was again sitting in his front lawn scribbling down notes and short stories in his notebook.

Jimin past him again and this time he stopped to stare at Namjoon.

"Hi." Jimin said to Namjoon, who was instantly taken back by the sudden outburst from the other boy.

"H-Hi?" Namjoon said, though it sounded like a question.

That was how the two boys hit it off.

They soon became friends, and closer and closer they became.. until they became lovers. Namjoon didn't know Jimin was just using him though.

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Jin remembered when he was still in school. Just merely a senior trying to finish his last year of high school. Taehyung, his best friend since elementary school had just entered his freshman year.

Jin hadn't always been lonely throughout the three years he spent without Taehyung, he had several other friends and was quite popular for being nice and a bit weird.

But Jin didn't really have any close friends. He wasn't lonely, but sometimes he needed someone to talk to - and no one was there.

That's how he developed his extremely close relationship with his mother.

When having no one to talk to, Jin would go to his mom and talk to her about all of his problems. His mom was always there for him, when no one else was.

Jin didn't have quite as close of a relationship with his father, though the two would make dad jokes together quite often.

He missed those days dearly, where he was close to his mother and was able to talk to her without any problems.

But now he was older, and away from home...

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Their first date.

The first time Park Jimin took Kim Namjoon out for a date.

Namjoon cried when Jimin asked him on a date, it was the first time anyone had ever asked him at all. Namjoon was so nervous that he called Hoseok and Yoongi over and basically had a panic attack the whole entire time.

Yoongi and Hoseok would constantly assure him that he would be fine.

The date - as Yoongi and Hoseok predicted, was beyond perfect - well to Namjoon that was.

Jimin didn't tell Namjoon where they were going for a date, he said it was a surprise.

Namjoon had been pacing back and forth behind his door waiting for Jimin to arrive, chewing on his nails nervously. That was when the doorbell rang.

Namjoon opened the door faster than the speed of light and was happy to see Jimin, dressed in casual clothes with his hands in his pocket.

They ended up going to an amusement park.

It was the best time of Namjoon's life.

Jimin had suggested that they go on the ferris wheel, when it was nearly midnight.

Namjoon, being a writer thought it was so cliché, but would be hilarious if they ended up kissing at midnight - like in all those love stories and movies you see.

That is what ended up happening though.

Namjoon never knew how Jimin planned it out.. he was amazed.

It was his first kiss ever.

-=+=-

The first time Jin realized that he was gay was back when he was about a third of a quarter done his senior year of high school.

He dated a few girls here and there throughout his earlier high school years, but he never felt a connection with any of them.

He didn't feel anything at all, really.

Jin was pretty handsome and many girls fell in love with Jin, but one day while he was in the school bathroom - a boy approached him.

Jin knew he had seen the boy somewhere around the school before, but he believed they had never talked.

"U-Uh excuse me?" The boy asked awkwardly.

Jin knew the boy was talking to him since there was no one else in he bathroom.

"Yes?" He replied politely. He seemed confused as to why the other boy looked so nervous and uncomfortable.

"I'm not sure if you're gay or anything but uhh - I-I l-like you?" The boy muttered the ending.

"Pardon?" Jin said, taken aback.

"I like you." The boy repeated.

"W-What? I don't even know your name!" Jin exclaimed. "Besides, I'm not gay!"

He wasn't sure whether he was angry or surprised by the boy so he stormed out of the bathroom and left the heartbroken boy in the bathroom alone.

Later he came to realize that he was indeed gay. He apologized to the boy and the two dated for a while before they broke up once they both graduated.

Jin never knew he was gay until he really thought about it.

And in reality, he was gay as fuck.

-=+=-

The first time Jimin asked Namjoon to be his boyfriend.

They had been going on several dates and one day Jimin and Namjoon were just casually sitting around in Jimin's apartment.

"Hey Jimin, I like you." Namjoon spoke up randomly.

Jimin chuckled. "I like you too." He responded.

Then the two boys sat in silence.

"What channel do you want to watch?" Jimin asked as he flipped through a bunch of channels on the television.

Namjoon gave a mere shrug and didn't respond.

"Thanks for the help." Jimin said sarcastically, tossing Namjoon the remote.

Namjoon instead turned off the TV.

"I want to go to sleep." Namjoon complained to Jimin. "Let's cuddle." He added.

Jimin grinned at the older boy and nodded. He grabbed his hand and led him into the bedroom. The two boys laid down next to each other on the bed, warmth surrounding both of them.

Namjoon snuggled up close against Jimin and Jimin did the same.

"I love you." Jimin whispered.

"I love you too." Namjoon replied with absolutely no hesitation. He was head over heels for this man.

"Joonie..?" Jimin asked, his voice was concerned and unsure.

"Y-yes?" Namjoon already started to panic by hearing the tone of Jimin's voice.

"W-Will you be my boyfriend?" It was quiet, but Namjoon heard it loud and clear.

His whole world that had fallen apart years ago had just built itself all the way back up.

Namjoon had never felt happier.

"Of fucking course!" Namjoon grinned, pecking Jimin on the lips.

Jimin hugged Namjoon.

"I'm so glad you're mine." He whispered.

-=+=-

The first time Jimin broke up with Namjoon. 

Lately there were strange things going on with Jimin and Namjoon couldn't figure out what was going on with him. He would come back to Namjoon's apartment late at night or didn't come at all and when Namjoon would confront Jimin about it, he would always make up an excuse. 

Namjoon knew he was making an excuse but just brushed it off because he might not have been lying, Namjoon knew relationships were built off of trust and he had to trust Jimin. 

One day Namjoon decided to go over to Jimin's house to surprise him. He walked to Jimin's apartment and knocked on the door. He heard no answer and sighed. 

Was Jimin out? 

He wondered what Jimin would be doing. Maybe he was out doing a singing gig or something, Namjoon didn't know. 

Namjoon was about to leave when he heard a noise coming from behind the door. He frowned, maybe Jimin was at home but didn't hear the door knock? 

Namjoon twisted the doorknob carefully and realized that the door was open, which was odd since Jimin normally locked his door. 

Namjoon slipped inside, slightly worried that he had went to the wrong apartment somehow but knew that it wasn't true since all of Jimin's belongings were already in his sight. He heard the noise again, but this time louder. 

He shut the door quietly and made his way into the living room wondering what the noise was. 

Instead of being greeted with something pleasant, all he saw was Jimin making out with another girl. 

How lovely. 

Namjoon stood there in shock - Jimin and the girl broke apart and noticed that Namjoon was there right away. 

"N-Namjoon?" Jimin questioned, his eye's widened but then his expression changed to a smirk. The girl giggled next to Jimin. 

"W-What?" Namjoon whispered, his face was turning pale as a ghost. 

Jimin chuckled. 

"Sorry hun." He replied. "I got a little tired of you and I suppose since you caught us - we're over." With that, Jimin flicked his hand and made a 'get out' motion and turned his attention back to the girl. 

Namjoon turned and ran out of the apartment as fast as he could. 

He spent that night crying to Yoongi and Hoseok. 

He spent several nights after that doing the same thing. 

And then he wrote a whole entire book dedicated to Jimin called 'Reflection.' Soon after that another book came out called 'Spring Day.' 

And sadly to think, that was only the first time Jimin broke Namjoon's heart. 

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