Mark was dead scard of one specific thing. Donghyuck's pregnancy. A part of him want the boy to be pregnant with his child but the other part feared it like plague. After all he was Taeyong brother right? And besides he rarely ever ate a full meal. Everytime they did it he would have a slight fever running, he wasnt the strongest out there but yet again he was the strongest too. Mark loved him, So much that the thought of loosing the brunette killed him within.

"Man I think you should go home. It's been three days already. Hyuck must be worried sick." Lucas sighed at his best friend, the last time he had seen Mark like this was when Taeyong had died.

"I'm afraid. Lucas what if he does end up pregnant?" Mark visibly groaned running a hand through his messy hair.

"Then just protect him and he'd be fine. Taeyong and him arent the same. Or maybe give him birth control pills?" Lucas sugested, Mark bit his lips thinking hard as he nodded grabbing his coat and leaving the company.

"What is wrong with you?" Was the first word Donghyuck snapped at him when he came out the shower. A slap following right after.

"Hyuck what are you talking about?" Mark whispered.

"Why?" Donghyucks voice broke, His held up tears bursting as he slapped the older again. "Why do you have birth control pills with you? So is that what you've been feeding me with everytime we do it?" The brunette looked so betrayed he was shaking.

"Hyuckie no no. I havent given you them still." Mark fucked by blurting the fact out.

"Still?! You monster! Oh yeah why would you want a disgusting servent to carry your child?! Im the slut you call your fuck buddy right!? And thought you fucking love me! If you regretted ever doing it with me then why?! Why wait for me for three years out in the cold? Become a alcoholic a chain smoker!? Why all this fucking drama? W-Why did I ever do to you to kill my child even before its even concieved or born!?" Donghyuck scrumbled back in fear in fear. His tears falling like rain.

"H-Hyuckie no. Please. I love you." Mark reached out but Donghyuck snarled at the man like a beast was about to devour him.

"Dont ever touch me! I'm leaving and thats it!! I should have never given a man like you a chance who only wanted to used my body. Stop lying that you fucking love me. You dont!! You never did!! All you ever did was hurt me. Good Bye Mark Lee." Donghyuck dashed the bottle on Marks face not realizing the cut that split on the olders forehead as he started packing all his things. Marks was shivering, He wouldnt be able to take it again if Donghyuck left. He might as well die.

"Baby please. Hear me out. Dont leave." Mark begged the brunette who threw his clothes into the bag, Donghyuck was crying, the hickeys from last night still not faded. He kept pushing the olders body away.

"Hyuckie baby speak to me. L-Look at me please." Mark pleaded afraid his pupils quivering when everything was packed and Donghyuck put on his jacket.

"D-Duckkie....." Mark fell on his knees throwing his arms around the gorgeous brunettes waist as he buried his face in his flat squishy tummy. "T-Trust me. I swear I love you so much. More than I have loved your brother. I havent m-made love to Taeyong as much as I have made to you. W-We did it once. He got pregnant. And he died of c-childbirth. Duckling....I-I wont be able to bare if the same h-happens to you. I can live without you. W-We have the the twins.......Hyuckie if something happened to you my heart would freaking come to an eternal halt. Please stay with me. I-I w-was stupid t-to believe Lucas and get the pills. I'm so sorry. I need you. W-We need Mama. Duckie please dont leave me." Mark cried and cried into Donghyucks stomach but the brunette pushed him away as he wiped his own streaming tears and left the house with his things and the twins.

Mark wailed into his palms. His heart breaking, shattering into millions of pieces. He threw the pills away. He had been a fucking jerk. Grabbing the beer in the fridge he sat down crying as he began drinking the bitter liquid. Everyone had always left him, His parents died when he was just a child. His uncle died handing over all of the Lee's company on his tiny shoulders. He met Taeyong who hid it that he would die at childbirth and left him alone with his brother and their kids. Finally when he learned to love again his fear made him loose his only hope and children along with it. Why was he alive again? Bottles were emptied, cigarettes scattered around as the broken child like man sobbed loudly.

"Mom you should have taken me with you to heaven." Mark coughed the smoke out his lungs. No Donghyuck, No twins, No body to call home. It was hell. Mark wobbled around with the last expensive beer bottle, unaware of his surroundings.

"I would love to watch you carry my baby. Or babies but I didnt want you die like Taeyong did. Then I'd die with you." Mark slurred trying to get to his room. Wwhich he accidently slipped on the rug and went crashing downstairs dashing his head on the cut if the last step. His head became numb even though he tried to reach for the phone to call somebody anybody. Of course Lucas since he was an orphan boy. But then he choked on blood and his body fell on the ground in puddle of blood. Pulling himself next to a wall he held his head crying.

"D-Duckie........" With that Mark Lee blackout to darkness.