Once again
Once again
●●●
Jimin
Yoooooongs
Jimin
I loooooooooooove youuuuuuu
Yoongi
Love you too?
Yoongi
Everything alright?
Jimin
Everythinf's alright
Jimin
More than alrigt
Yoongi
You're at Tae's right?
Yoongi
Is it fun?
Jimin
We aren't at Tae's anymor
Jimin
You know sitt
g around was messing op my head
Jimin
Was thinking about sm stupid stuff
Jimin
But it's alright nowe
Jimin
I'm havingh fun<3
Jimin
Nno more hurtzingg
Yoongi
Are you drunk?
Jimin
Yeeeep
Jimin
And I feeel rlly good
Yoongi
What did you mean when you said you were hurting?
Jimin
Fzck the kexs re blurry
Jimin
Me feeling like uzzer shit
Jimin
But don't worry
Jimin
You didn't do anything wrongh
Jimin
S aaaaaall in my heaf
Jimin
Cuz I'm beingg stupif
Yoongi
You're not being stupid
Jimin
So Im right?
Jimin
Cuz I 3amma bw stupid if thats thr case
Yoongi
What is the case?
Yoongi
What do you think you're right about?
Jimin
You dont wanna sleop witj me anymore
Jimin
Dont wanna fuck mel
Jimin
Don't want to spenr time with m
Yoongi
Jimin
Yoongi
Don't just assume things
Yoongi
Where are you right now
Yoongi
I'm picking you up
Yoongi
We really have to talk to each other
Jimin
No
Jimin
Shutz up
Jimin
Dun wanna hear iz
Yoongi
You can't be serious
Yoongi
Come on
Yoongi
We really have to talk
Yoongi
But not over text
Jimin
No it's alright you don't have to tell me
Jimin
I get it
Yoongi
No you don't
Yoongi
Jimin?
Yoongi
Come back online please
Jimin stumbled across the room, his phone slipping out of his hand but at that moment he didn't mind. It wasn't like he felt the urge to ever touch that thing again. He really didn't want to see whatever Yoongi had sent back. No, he really didn't want to and he couldn't.
Instead he made his way through the crowd, sweaty bodies bumping with his, just making him feel more at edge. Where the hell was Taehyung? The boy was never there when you really needed him. Just disappeared into thin nothing but Jimin needed him right now. Wanted a hug. The comfort that came with him. He needed someone to comfort and hold him. Tell him everything was going to be alright.
Something wet dripped against his hand and when he looked searched for the origin he realized that tears were rolling over his cheeks. It was weird. He didn't even feel that sad. Not sad enough to cry at least. He should have been but the alcohol in his system made him feel numb. Instead he craved body contact. The warmth another body could give him. He didn't feel like himself anymore.
In his haze he finally spotted Taehyung in the corner of the room, dancing on his own probably just as drunk as Jimin was, judging by his staggering figure. Too drunk to realize what he was going to do was wrong he wrapped his arms around Taehyung's neck the moment he spotted him, pressing his mouth to the other's in anything but a gentle kiss. It was needy. The way Jimin was starved for attention perfectly mirrored in his actions. He just went blank.
In his mind there was nothing wrong with it since his drunken self somehow convinced it that they guy in front of him was Yoongi, finally giving him the attention he craved. Finally kissing back, the way he had wanted him for months.
"Shit shit shit shit shit. This is so fucked up." Jimin paced up and down in Taehyung's apartment, continuously searching his pockets for his phone. A phone he was pretty sure he'd simply dropped yesterday, when he was drunk.
"Chill Jimin we just made out." Taehyung tried calming him down, while sitting on the corner of his bed in his sweatpants and a white t-shirt. He'd showered right after they had gotten up, so his hair was still damp.
Jimin turned to face him, crossing his arms over his chest, his voice loud and snappy. "Yeah we fucking made out on your bed." he had no good reason to be angry at Taehyung. Unlike him Taehyung wasn't in a relationship. This was Jimin's fuck up, not Taehyung's. Nevertheless he felt so fucking frustrated. What he and Yoongi had was nothing he would give away, ever and still he had acted this carelessly. So stupid. Had gotten drunk when he was fucking devastated because of the whole Yoongi thing and now he had made out with his best friend.
"I didn't see anything of yours I haven't seen before and neither have you." Taehyung tried again, giving his best at defusing the situation.
"I touched your dick." Jimin stated matter of factly, feeling like shit at the mere thought, but his tone was flat. At this point what was he even supposed to do?
"Through my pants." Taehyung retorted and Jimin snorted.
"Yeah 'cause that's what makes the difference." he snarled. "I cheated on Yoongi. Maybe not with sex, but the attempt was obviously there, so what else is there to say than that I fucked up and I'm just a shitty person to begin with?"
"Seriously? We were both drunk as fuck and you were hurt. Don't blame yourself and feel guilty. Just don't do it again and seriously Yoongi's right; you guys need to talk. I know you're scared of getting hurt but right now you are the one worrying him and maybe even hurting Yoongi so sort this out. I know for sure that Yoongi loves you and everything else are things you will have to bring up yourself. You can't run from this. He deserves to know what is going on."
Jimin groaned burying his face in his hands, closing his eyes before whimpering. "I fucked up so badly... He'll hate me."
"He won't hate you. Just talk to him. He's whipped for you. I bet he has his reasons or whatever. If not we can gladly continue where we left of yesterday, before you realized you wouldn't be able to fuck me because I'm not Yoongi. Maybe realize something like that before giving me a boner, next time, alright bud?" Taehyung attempted to joke and Jimin sighed tiredly before giving him a small smile.
"Yeah. Sorry for involving you..."
"It's fine. After all you're still pretty cute and I got to kiss you." Taehyung chuckled, getting up before pulling Jimin into a tight hug. "Sort this shit out. You two belong with each other."
Tiredly Jimin dropped his head against Taehyung's shoulder. "Still besties?"
"Still besties. Of course we are. How could I toss someone like you aside? I mean aside from maybe the situation where someone hotter shows up who's also willing to fuck me. Might reconsider then." Slowly and soothing, Taehyung rubbed Jimin's back before pulling back and pecking his forehead.
"Thanks for being there for me... even though I did give you a boner I didn't properly take care of." Jimin joked and Taehyung rolled his eyes, ruffling Jimin's hair before warningly tugging on it.
"You better never do that again, or I might just fuck you afterall."
"No eeeew. Bad bestie!!!!"
A/N
Ya'll have so much trust in me worrying that I might break Yoonmin and let Vmin be a thing.
And honestly that would totally be something I'd do so you have every reason to be.
I kinda ship Vmin in this story btw
Like they are just really good friends but no idea what would be if they had met without Yoongi being there
We are almost at the end of the story, just giving you all a heads up
Also for all those who do not quite understand why it's not okay for Jimin to hook up with someone while Yoongi does so because of his job.
It's their deal. Jimin went into this relationship knowing that Yoongi would still keep his job. Yoongi does not sleep with anyone outside of his job and Jimin is completely exclusive so he's doing something wrong when he kisses tae. Hence he's cheating.
While Yoongi did offer that Jimin could hook up with others too Jimin declined, because he knows Yoongi only did it because he felt guilty.
So they still have the deal of Jimin only sleeping with Yoongi. Any questions?
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