This is coming from Casey and only Casey.

Dear wonderful people,

I know I have been the worst owner of this account anyone could imagine. I have gradually fell downhill and the farther down I go the faster of a speed I pick up.

I cannot imagine life without the stress of this account. I cannot imagine my life without the thoughts of you guys beating down my Wattpad doors for updates. And I definitely cannot imagine life without you guys.

Point is, I have not given my all in these past few weeks. I have fallen and I have stayed down, slowly getting worse. I have been a super shitty (excuse my language please) owner and I want to apologize for that.

Stress has taken over my body and I no longer have free time. I have thought about cutting out other activities and making sure I leave time for this account but it's not working how I need it to. I haven't even found the time for my personal books. With all the stress that has over come my body I have moved into a confusing state of writers block and I no longer can see ahead in my books.

And with this account, I have found it confusing to manage and very hard to stay focused with everything going on in my life. The updates that you guys deserve on this account and my personal have not been delivered. You guys deserve so much better than what I have given you and I feel so awful about it.

I honestly feel like a failure when I think about how I've treated this account in the past few weeks. I feel like an awful person for putting this account aside and working on other daily activities.

I feel like you guys are starting to realize just how awful I have gotten about updates and quality. The quality of this account has dropped to a deadly state and I absolutely hate that.

I'm dragging on. To the point we shall arrive; I am struggling. You're probably sitting there reading this thinking oh my god she is quitting the account, if you are, you are totally incorrect. I don't give up easily and definitely will not when it comes to this account. I will not let you guys down that easily.

I will get my feet back on the ground and I will keep running this account and hopefully I return to being the boss ass (excuse my language I feel it's appropriate in this context) owner of this amazing account.

I just need to say something... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I am sorry for the slow updates, I am sorry for the horrible quality. And I will be returning to normal. I just need to slide some of the stress off my shoulders. I want to ask something.

Could we pause something? The cover contest in particular.

We will pick back up after I begin school and everything will remain as it is now. We will pick back up on the Mystery contest and we will go on with the winners as planned. The cover contest will be on again around the 20th or so If you guys agree.

If you do not then I will work some stuff out at home.

I will cut off something or figure something out if you rather we keep the cover contest. Its you guy's decision.

I hope that the feeling of love is still mutual. I love all you guys to the moon and back and then probably to the moon and back again. I just cannot thank you enough for the wonderful people you are. Our account has been blessed with a great amount of people and great quality in those people.

Comment your feelings on the situation. Your feelings matter the most. You make this account run. We could not do anything without you guys.

I'm sorry for the conflict I have created. I'm sorry for messing everything up. Your forgiveness is not expected and I will never ask for anything remotely like it. I just hope that you guys can give me your feelings in the comments and tell me how you feel about the situation.

With much love, Casey.