"Scarlett I think we over packed" I say sighing with my hands on my hips.

Scanning my suitcase that wouldn't shut close and looking over at Scarlett's to see that hers were overflowing with clothing.

It's only a three day retreat and I brought clothes that would last me a whole winter.

Scarlett's hair sways as she throws herself onto the suitcase forcing it to shut close.She refused to leave anything she had pack behind.Me on the other hand, I'm removing some of the clothes I didn't need out of my midnight purple suitcase.

No phones were allowed on this trip.So I left it charging under my drawer.

I seriously don't know how I'm going to survive.

Boys and girls will obviously be separated.
Knowing Ryder I know a couple is rules won't stop him from seeing me.

I don't know why I didn't see how hard he was trying before.All the trying he did made me gag but when he gives the slightest compliment a smile never fails to spread on my face.

"Bitch let's go or they'll leave without us!" I hear Scarlett call out from the hall dragging her large pink suitcase out the door.

I follow her and shut the door behind us.Going back upstate is going to bring back some memories and I don't want to face them.

I make it to the entry of the coach buses.Our luggage is given to our servers and they are placed inside the bus' compartment.I take four steps into the bus and Scarlett and I find two empty seats in the back.

I let her have the window seat because she practically begged for it.

If i had my phone, I'd be lost in my music and I'd be staring out the window blocking out all the problems in my life.I'd imagine all the negativity dissolve from my life and into nothingness.

Across from me was Mason and Hunter.

Two hours of listening to these two idiots riot.

Great.

I hope you can sense my sarcasm because i absolutely don't want to be associated with Hunter unless it's Ryder related.

After the whole situation whereas he drugged me with GHB I don't think I could even consider building a friendship with him.

I have a craving for the feeling I had from the GHB everyday.That cigarette I lit to my lips the other day with Hunter I don't even regret it.

I'd be better off if didn't talk to him.But how couldn't I.His golden hair swoop in the air as he laughed at something idiotic.He licked his lips seductively as he talked in case anyone was watching.His eyes shimmered when in the light and in this bus I feel just how I felt the day I first saw him.

Very very very overwhelmed.

"So lemme get this straight...your just not going to talk to me?" He asks in shock as if it was news that I didn't want to have a friendship with him.

"Fuck off Hunter!" Scarlett says popping her head from out of a intriguing novel about freedom.

"I don't think I was talking to her? Was I talking to her Mason? Because I don't think I was"

I want to strangle him.

Poor Mason just stammered in confusion.

"Fine cut me off, I really wanna see how long you can go without talking to me" he smirks devilishly.

I give him one last glare and then smile.I would prove him totally wrong.I sat upright in my chair and didn't look in his direction.I saw him shake his head and scoff as I smirk and continue to ignore him.