Now, mid-august and everything falling into place. It's been one month, and four weeks since we've been talking. But it's been only five weeks since we've been dating. It was official Stephen James was my boyfriend.

I remember the following week after we made it official, he had an interview. They had questioned him about his relationship status. What came out his mouth shocked me. I could still remember what he said.

"Well..this may come as a shocker, but I'm taken." He smiles.

My heart was pounding erratically, the little wink he gave at the end caught me by surprise. Stephen, just had to know I would come across that interview.

I walk out the living room, and go into my room. I was still really upset, I couldn't see him. But lately Kyla and Stephen have became friends. It was funny, because she was always sneaking pictures of him to me. I had a couple of them.

There was one that I had that he had caught her trying to take. And he had this stern look on his face. Kyla had told me Stephen had cursed her out. Of course it was playfully, nothing serious. He was sometimes cocky, but honestly it was funny.

Laying on my bed, I grab my phone unlocking it. I see a text from both Kyla, and Stephen. I go into Kyla's text message first.

Bestie💖:

You: WTF! You both are at the gym?😤

Bestie💖: Chill out. I don't want your man. ____, you know me. I wouldn't dare do that to you. He's your boyfriend.😫

You: I'm sorry. It's just killing me that I can't see him, but you can. I'm jealous I guess.😭

Bestie💖: I know, but he was texting you. So text him back. I'm leaving anyways. But I have a video for you. 😏

Bestie💖:

You: OMG!😨😍😍😍

Bestie💖: Your welcome. Bye. Love ya!😘 And text him.

You: Thank you! I love you!🙏

I click out of our conversation, and click into Stephen's text message.

Boyfriend💕:

Working out in the gym.

You: ....😨😰

Boyfriend💕:

You: 😵

Boyfriend💕: Haha..Hello beautiful.😏

You: If I die I'll die happy. Thank you lol. 😂😂😂

Boyfriend💕: Okay. 😕😂

You: Stephen, don't be sending me pictures. My little heart can't take this.💔

Boyfriend💕: lol. I'm sorry..I think.😉

You: *Multimedia message*

Boyfriend💕: Fuckk!🙌 Sexyy. Shouldn't be doing that. Naughty girl.

You: Me?😇 I'm innocent.

I had to at least tease him back, it was only right. I had stripped my shirt off, and hesitantly took off my pajama shorts. Trying to pose sexy, I take three pictures. Satisfied with the third picture. I had send it to him.

Boyfriend💕: A cold shower 🚿 is what I need. Unless your willing to bring your sexy little ass here.

You: Trust me if I could I would.😏

Boyfriend💕: Damn. We need to see each other soon.

You: We do. The sexual tension is too much.

Boyfriend💕: 😏😉 Is someone planning to get laid the first time we meet?

I cover my heated cheeks with my pillow. Was I? Of course I fucking was. I waited long enough, but then again it wasn't even that long. Maybe I needed to slow down. My hormones were all over the place with him. Our relationship needed to be based on something more.

You: No. I actually just want to spend time with you.💕

Boyfriend💕: You are such a bad liar. 😑

You: Shut up, Stephen!😒

Boyfriend💕: Haha..I already know you, sweetheart. I will definitely make it worth your wild.😏😉

You: Whatever. Don't you have something better else to do then harass your girlfriend.😑😝

Boyfriend💕: Nope! My attention is all on you baby.😉

You: Go workout or something.😒

Boyfriend💕: I can workout, but I rather workout something else.😏

You: I don't get you...😑

Boyfriend💕: What's there to get, sweetheart?

You: Stephen! I can't with you.😰😝

Boyfriend💕: Haha..😂 I'll text you later so you can cool off.💦

You: Fuck you!😒

Boyfriend💕: Gladly. When? And where?😉😏

You: ....😑 bye.

Boyfriend💕: Baby? Come on.

You: Your making me upset. I hate just texting you, and talking on the phone. I want to see you.😖

Boyfriend💕: I know. Soon I promise.

You: Soon?

Boyfriend💕: Yes.

You: Not enough.

Boyfriend💕: I'm trying. All my schedules are booked here for months. I'm sorry. But I promise.

You: 😳 it's fine. I'll talk to you later.

Boyfriend💕: Baby?

I ignore his text placing my phone on my nightstand. I was upset. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. When I first found out that it was him. I never thought I would be his type, but to actually be dating him. That blew my mind.

I was actually in love with him, but of course I wasn't ready to throw that up there. In this short amount of time, I knew it was too fast. And I knew if I told him, he wouldn't feel the same. It was just way too fast. I really didn't want to lose him, but maybe it was a sign. Maybe I was never meant to see him in person.

I stuff my head in my pillow, letting my built up frustration out. I knew I needed to move on. He just wasn't the guy for me.

Breaking me from my thoughts my phone rings. Picking it up I look at the caller. Of course it was Stephen.

I had also found out that when I did answer the phone. I was getting charged for the long distance calls. It was fine though, Stephen and Kyla were worth it.

But right now I didn't want to talk to him. I was conflicted. I wanted a relationship with him, but this was hard being away from each other. He was mostly stuck in Barcelona, because that's where he lived. His job was also there, well of course aside from his home in London with his family.

Maybe he was just my summer fun, not my forever. I needed to let him go. My phone goes off again, looking at the caller I see it's him again. The ringing soon dies down again, but picks back up. This time it's Kyla instead of Stephen. I ignore it, but regret it soon after because my phone blows up with multiple text messages.

I sigh knowing they were not going to give up. I open my text messages to see I have three from Stephen, and two from Kyla.

Bestie💖: ____?! Pick up your phone. Stephen said your upset.

Bestie💖: Come on! Stephen is worried.😑

Boyfriend💕: ____? Pick up the phone.

Boyfriend💕: I know your upset, but I'm trying. I really am. I do want to see you.

Boyfriend💕: 😖 Bae? You know I really care for you. Don't you think I want to see you too? My feelings for you are strong. Please text me back.

I lock my phone, and place it on my nightstand. Walking out of my room, I sit on the couch. I stare absence mindly at the wall. Stephen needed to move on. Maybe Kyla and him could be something. I knew it wasn't going to work out between us.

Stephen was this smoken hot model, with everything a girl could ask for. His personality was amazing. He made me laugh, smile, and he was even an ass sometimes. But that's what made him..Him. I know many girls would think I'm crazy for letting him go. But I knew this relationship wasn't going to work.