Kong side:::

"What did you just told?" Arthit asked in disbelief.

"Ask P'krist to abort it or break up with me Phi" kong stressed it once again sounding firm even in his fragile voice.

SLAP....

"Is this the best solution you can come up with ? Break up? Then why the hell you chased me every time and make me love you if you are going to leave me one day?" Arthit asked after a slap, he is beyond angry.

"We have no other solution better than this P! I have no choice other than to push you this hard?" Kong said with blank face, his eyes feels heavy from so much cries he just want to close his eyes and sleep in his Phi embrace.

"Are you blackmailing me?" Arthit asked in disappointment, the one who always use communication as a key to their every fight is now not co-operating for a talk.

"Yes" kong said and earned a fist on his chest..

"You idiot! How dare you? Did you forget that I am your senior? Where did your moral about 'communication solves everything' goes now?" Arthit asked him with an unbearable pain and the fact that the latter is still hanging on that break up thing.

"This one does not solve even if we talked all day Phi" kong declared to Arthit.

"Not true kong, me and Krist already talked, we have even come to a resolution" Arthit told him.

"Hmm... I know what will be it! And my answer for your solution is NO! P'arthit" kong said firmly without hearing Arthit solution.

"What?! You didn't even hear my decision kong!" Arthit said in irritation.

"Is not your decision to do with me taking responsibility for P'krist, I am sure that you might already promised P'krist that I will marry him!" Kong said showing his dismay through his eyes.

Arthit smiled suddenly, he thought in his mind 'see! How could I break up with this guy? He knows me very well?' Arthit pecked his lover lips surprising the latter.

"Phi, this is not a time to play" kong sneered by the sudden act.

"I am too not in the mood to play! But i can't help when you make my heart flutter even in fatal situation" Arthit said showing his dimple on his tears stained cheeks.

"Phi!!!!!" Kong raised his voice and got hissed in pain.

"Yes, that was my first decision but I changed it, I realized how foolish my thoughts were, So sorry" Arthit apologized to kong who just closed his eyes and leaned his head on the headboard.

"Tell me what is your solution?" Kong asked without moving from his place.

"The thing is .... Krist and me already talked and thought very carefully in every aspect before come to this, it's .. (kong opened his eyes and scrutinize Arthit, he can easily predict what will  come, so he closed his eyes with another disbelief sigh).. it's.. just... Krist is going to keep the baby and give it to us after birth" Arthit finished and waited with short breath for kong to say something.

"NO! a big No! P'arthit" kong responded coldly.

"Why?" Arthit questioned him demanding the reason.

Kong opened his eyes and leaned forward and said "Why? You asking why P? Because I don't want do anymore mistakes, especially in my right mind"

"Kong it's not a mistake, hear me fir--..".

"No Phi, just stop it.. I will not change my decision for anything, when did you become a selfish person? Is it for me? don't do this P! It's not only about us Phi, it's also about P'krist! Let's not be selfish and spoil your brother life before it even start" kong let out his request to his fiance who hang his head low.

"I can't answer for that, you should come and ask krist, but if you ask me then yes I am selfish, I want this baby, I told krist my decision but i never pressured him, he chooses this on his own" Arthit said in his low voice.

Kong slammed his head back in worry, Arthit started to cry again, "And Phi you get convinced?how could you Phi? Where did our head hazer gone? You should have persuaded him! not around! For god sake he is your brother Phi! Don't do this to him for me! Don't you feel ashamed to ask this from P'krist? I would never do this Phi! i don't want that baby P it's my final!" Kong yelled sternly.

Arthit sobs increased, he doesn't want kong to see him, he runs to another room and locked it, he slammed his body on bed and cried harder pressing his face on pillows to muffle the sound. He can't help but just blame the god who created this mess in the name of fate.. kongpop too started to cries silently, he knows he was harsh on Arthit but he doesn't have choice.

~~~~~~~~~~

Both wake up in the night after went to dreamland in the middle of cries. Kong tried to climb off the bed but the pain make him lay back on the bed for few more minutes. Arthit went downstairs and cooked food for them, he saw 10 missed calls from krist.

He Called the latter "hello" Arthit voice sounded hoarse from crying.

"I got discharged, I am in Ray house with him"

"Hmm... ok"

"Arthit, you can tell me anything you want I would never judge you nor kongpop" krist told him to open up.

"Kong... is mad .. (sniff).. he said I am selfish (sniff) ...and shamful..(sniff).. he was so disrespectful" Arthit cries to krist.

"It's  fine Arthit.. calm down he will come to you soon... we tossed a bomb on him so give him time to get back....... " krist assured him

"Hmm..OK bye .. take care, call me if anything."

"hmm .. you also take care" krist said and cut the call.

Arthit filled the tray with foods and went to their bedroom. Placing the food on the table he asked kong to eat who shook his head once again. "If you don't want your body to give up again and gain all our family attention then Just eat"

Kong dig his food and offered Arthit to have them but the latter shook his head while saying "I already had". Kong nodded his head. Arthit got shocked by his boyfriend behavior he asked in disbelief "That's it? You believed me?"

"No! I am aware you didn't have anything, and it hurts me but if I ask you then you will demand me to accept your decision Phi, so do whatever you want" kong said while his eyes never move away from the food tray.

Once again Arthit banged the door on kong face and locked himself in other room. Kong phone ringed again

Hello

Thank god you answered kong!

I can't come to office for ...

I know I know, P'arthit called me in the morning and told me about your sickness, your dad is already here he said he will cover you until you come back..

Hmm... did you tell dad?

No, P'arthit called your dad too, don't worry about impossible things kong, take rest and come back soon like old days, Prae will be here from tomorrow.

How is she?

She is fine, but she is worrying about you lot, she heard from P'beam about you, she told me that Ren confessed his love, I am glad that Ren loves her back, seriously I can't sleep even a bit in peace last night after advising Prae to abort the baby although we have no choice, it's not the baby mistake, I apologized to her earlier for that, I know you also feel sorry towards her----".

"NO! I am not regretting it! I don't feel sorry to ask him for the abortion! Not at all!" Kong screamed and cut the call.

Kong throws his phone on his bed and pulled the cover to close both his eyes and mind.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Next morning kong came down and prepared breakfast for them, Arthit came and didn't eat whatever his man prepared, he just had his milk before lay on the couch.

"Phi, I am not gonna change my mind even if you starve to sick" kong remarked to Arthit.

"When did you become this heartless kong? Where did your softness go?" Arthit asked after sat on the couch facing kong who is standing behind the couch.

"Heartless? me? It's you Phi who is heartless! You always told me that I am doing crazy things in love, but Now its you who is doing crazy things or shall I say crazy Sin instead? How can you be so willing to risk your own brother's life for me, he is your family P......." Kong got stopped by Arthit.

"YOU too kong!, you are also my family! I understand why you are behaving harsh, but hear me kongpop I will never push you away nor change my decision, Now go away" Arthit said and lay on the couch with closed eyes.

After kong walks away with a stoic expression. Arthit called krist..

Hel--- Are you crying Arthit?

(Sniff)... he called me crazy!!..( sniff) he said I am heartless.. (sniff ) for agreeing with you (sniff).. he said I am doing a Sin..(sniff).. that idiot..

Arthit ... don't take his word to your heart .....

(..........)

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"Kongpop please, this one time agree with me please..trust me on this" Arthit pleaded once kong finished his dinner.

"Trust you P? Then tell me How will you convince your parents? My parents? What about our friends? How will you face your relatives, colleague and all?" Kong asked Arthit for answers.

"Me and krist decided to not tell the truth to our parents.. we need to plan something to ---" Arthit was cut by kong mean words..

"Cheat your parents! am i right? Where did your moral about 'being honest' went P'arthit? When did you become a cheater!! Are you guys going to betray your family and expect me to betray our family? Are you both going this low? for what? For Me? P'arthit you are doing this for my love but what about your brother for who he is doing this all?" Kong yelled at Arthit and walked away from him..

••••••

"Hello arthit"

"That brat called me cheater krist! Do you believe he accused us as a betrayer! That little bastard.. I was at this verge to snap his neck...."

"Arthit cool, it will be fine"

(..............)

*************

"Kong" Arthit called him softly..

"Hmm" kong just hummed and not moving his concentration from his work..

"I .... I will not change my decision... so let's break up" Arthit said while crossing his arms and leaned on their study room door while kong sit inside behind a desk doing his office work.

"OK Phi, I will move my things tomorrow and leave you alone" kong replied Arthit while maintained his face blank.

"What?!" Arthit stood with mouth opened, this is not what he expected.

"Sorry Phi, but I can't change my decision too, I researched about this in internet, Do you know how much difficulty this process involved? How can you allow your own brother to suffer?" Kong dragged Arthit to sit on his chair.

Kong knelled before Arthit and takes his hand in his hold, "Phi when my sister was pregnant i was just high school student but I saw how she went through her hard time, during that time she asked a promise from us, she asked us to choose the baby when the difficulty time arise, I was so sad but she said

'Kong this baby is a token of our love, if I lost this child i can't be assured that I can get pregnant again, if I die, someone else will fill the place but for my baby it can't, yes we have other methods but whatever we try we can't find a baby which have both our blood, I can endure any pain and will go to any extend to give birth to this baby for my love'

"It's her words Phi, if P'krist didn't abort than that means he has to endure every pain and struggle, but for what Phi? This type of pain should be for love not for some guilt or in sacrifice!, P'arthit khrap not all person like their loved one can carry other person child so it will surely affect P'krist future, we don't need his sacrifice Phi, please we can adopt" kong finished with a pleading eyes.

Arthit removed his hand and went to his room without answering kong who sighed and pulled his hair in frustration.

\\\\\\\(phone conver)

"Krist I don't want the baby."

"what the hell Arthit? What is wrong with you? I told you right if you can't handle him then get him to me" krist raised his voice in anger.

"But krist he is right..(sniff) ... your sacrifice should be for your loved one ..(sniff).. not for us... you already struggled and lost many things in your life (sniff)... I don't want to darken your future more... sorry"..

"Arthit stop crying... I am not doing any sacrifice... .."

"My day never went without his smile krist..(sniff).. it's been more than 2 days .. (sniff).. since I saw him smile.. (sniff).. it hurts.. I want this baby krist really i want it ... but not more than kong... I can't lose him (sniff)".

"Arthit listen me......."

............

After talking with krist for an hour Arthit got convinced, he feels so tired because of the situation, if he broke with up kong like that latter wanted all his misery will be end, but however he try he can't leave kong and live his life without him.

~~~~~~~~~

"So you decided to move" Arthit asked when he saw the latter packing his stuff.

"Yes P, you gave me no choice" kong replied and continued doing his packing.

"I hate you kong" Arthit confessed with so much hurt..

Kong neither replied nor gave him any glare...

"Kong,, if you think I will change my decision because of this then I will not, krist too, in fact he is more firm in his decision than me" Arthit said to kong.

After some silence kong said "I will give you a week to think Phi, I want you to consider my points like how you are taking your brother every words" kong requested Arthit .

"Are you jealous of my brother" Arthit asked in utter disbelief.

"Yes... I don't like how you putting your brother's feeling first in this one" kong said earning a chuckle from Arthit.

"Kong, it's not like---...." he was cut him by kong.

"I will wait for you at Rama bridge at seventh day Phi, I want you to choose between me and the baby, if you choose me then come to me P but if you didn't then come to my home next day for my funeral, I know ending my life is not fair for my parents but what choice do I have" kong said with so much pain.

Arthit slammed the door to close, he take his phone and called krist after reaching another room.

Hello arth----

Don't expect a call from me for some days..

Arthit..what you mean by that? What are you planning?

That brat pushed me to the edge without any option other than this krist, he dare to even said he is jealous of you.. enough is enough,, I don't want to be a ball for you guys to play...

Arthit listen me... calm down.. tell me your pla--- arthit? Arthit?? Arthit???

.....

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When Arthit was cooking dinner he heard a throat clearing sound, he switched off the stove and turned to met kong with bags.

"P ... i... am going" kong said and turned back to walk to got stop by Arthit.

"Great, so you are running away from me, leaving me alone to suffer, abandoning your baby before it's even born, shall i ask krist to throw your baby to the Orphanage, Then may be you will not have a problem right?" Arthit mocked kong who clenched his fist.

"Stop it P!! I didn't ask you or P'krist to suffer for me, I have no feelings for that baby so stop using the baby as a weapon to change my decision, All I want is abortion from P'krist and your support!" kong yelled at Arthit but got shocked when his senior grabbed the knife in a instance.

Arthit cut his wrist in front of his lover, the blood start to ooze from his cut, kong Start to tremble in his place, "Phi.. what did you do?!! ... why.?" Kong asked with cries and when he tried to call the ambulance, Arthit runs to their room and locked the door.

Kong dropped his phone in shock and followed Arthit, he knocked continuously with trembling hands, "P... what are you D-doing?" Kong asked..

"What? Don't you the one who told me you will end your life? If our relationship have to come to an end with one's death then let it be me who is not strong from the start!" Arthit said while his body start to feel the pain, he thought he cut his wrist lightly but the pain is telling him otherwise ...

"P... please... Phi.... stop it... don't do this.. t-think about P'krsit.. he will also end his life in g-guilt, your parents... P - parents will suffer in endless sorrow P... d-dont do this to them P.. " kong start to stutter every word in panic..

"Let them also suffer, I tried to make them happy ..... argh...but I don't think I can, I can't live without you, I can't choose between you ...ahhh.... and your baby.. kong.. I love you" Arthit muffled voices came out softly.

"P ... No... please... I am sorry... I will not hurt you ... P.. I am sorry ... please open the door... I will do anything you ask... I will obey you P.. please.. open it" kong cries and knocked it hard.

Silence is all he got.... kong feet jumps on the floor in horror after getting silence as a response for a minute.. After cursing under his breath for his stupidity, kong takes the spare key and opened it..

"P'arthit ??? Please open your eyes!" Kong slapped Arthit to get a little smile from the latter but soon Arthit lost his conscious fully, the blood terrified kong more, with a trembled hands he Called beam.

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"What the hell is wrong with you both? " beam asked after done treating Arthit, he watched kong who is still in shaking state. He hugged the latter and whispered comforting words.

"He is alright kongpop, just let him rest... don't stress him.. be glad that he didn't lose more blood..." beam said and get a soft reply, 'thanks P'..

Kong stopped beam before the latter hop in car "P--'.."

"Stop! I know what you want! I will not tell anyone even your brother, but one more call if I get from any one of you guys I will surely involve your family kongpop... seeing you guys taking turn to get hurt I know something big is going on but try to handle it without hurting yourself" beam said and hoped on his car after getting a nod from kong..

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Arthit opened his eyes and caressed kong cheeks to wipe the tears flowing from his eyes "Sleep dear, I am alright" Arthit said and closed kong eyes. Both lay on next to each other.

"Is it still painful?" Kong asked with closed eyes.

"Yes.. it's hurt a lot" Arthit answered earning a kiss from kong.

Kong kissed Arthit showing how much scared he was, the kiss is full of longing, "Don't do this again P! I feel like I died and born again".. kong whispered and get a nod from Arthit.

"I want to talk with P'krist, alone before agreeing to your decision" kong said to Arthit who snorted for that.

"But you said you will do anything for me" Arthit said and pout.. kong caressed Arthit cheeks and lips using his thumbs "please... just once... please"..

"Hmm.. OK ... I love you.. thanks" Arthit confessed. "I love you too P... lot.. more than you think..... " kong confessed with tears.

Next day both kong and Arthit went to Ray house to talk with krist, Ray welcomed both of them, kong enter krist room and turned to Arthit who furrowed and stood firmly.

Krist shows the phone to Arthit when kong eyes fixed on his lover who gestured his brother without kong notice. Krist called Arthit phone and placed his phone on the table to hide from kong.

Suddenly kong kneeled in front of krist earning a surprised gasp from krist.

Prae side::

Both prae and Ren reached the hospital at early morning, prae noticed beam who is walking absent mindly towards her to the entrance. Before he hit her prae stopped him by placing her palm on beam forehead.

Startled by the action beam snap out of his thoughts, "oh .. sorry prae I didn't saw you sorry.." beam apologized to her earning a nod from her. Ren who came back after parking his car asked her "is everything ok?". While asking her his eyes went to her stomach..

Beam eyes caught how Ren eyes is staring prae stomach more than it necessary without a blink, he also noticed prae sigh language to indicate him that they are ok, putting his palm in his mouth in shock Beam exclaimed "Omg! What the hell is wrong with you two friends giving me shock after shock?"..

Prae raised her eyebrows in suspicious. "What you mean by that?" Prae asked Beam who explained her kong situation "Nothing, last night Arthit called me to treat kong who got fever and ... he hurt himself"..

"What?!! What happen? Is he alright?" Prae asked so much worry and panic, Ren who noticed this furrowed in jealous, beam smiled and assured her "hey.. calm down little. . He is ok.. after all he has his angel beside him".

Prae nodded her head but she knows beam is hiding something from her. Since Ren was with them she didn't prey Beam anymore.. " Now tell me? Is my prediction of you may be pregnant is right? Or wrong?" Beam asked getting a proud grin from Ren who nodded his head while saying "Yes, I am going to be a father"..

Prae blushed and slapped Ren hand in shyness, Ren glances her with sparkling eyes, Beam commented after seeing them, "if you see her with this eyes you will never see the evil inside her!".

Ren just grinned widely seeing prae glared beam with a warn "P'beam you know one employee from our office having trouble with loan sharks, shall I give him P'forth contact?". Beam got shocked and warned her back "don't you dare you evil!! Then I will call your mother!".. prae just stick her tongue out.

Ren once again smiled seeing the combo warning each other like kids, "ok bye.. let me take my sleep before the surgery".. beam said and crossed them but prae stopped him "P'beam ... shall i call kong?"..

Ren not at all like the sadness and interest prae showing for that person kong even though last night she confessed he is just best friend of her. "He will be ok.. give him time, moreover by now he may already regretting for yelling at you so he will come to you soon " beam said and walked out..

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Niya also woke early morning, After got ready to go hospital Niya take sleeping Anu in her arms and buckled her in the car. She drove to the hospital. She entered her aunty room and put the sleeping Anu in the empty extra bed..

Niya eyes roamed around in search of Ren but that latter is no where to be found, thinking may be he went to grab a drink she went near Ren mother who is awake but in her own world.

"Aunt everything will be fine, don't think hard" Niya assured her with a comforting smile, seeing the tears from her aunty eyes she hugged the latter and comforted her, Ren mother whispered to Niya "I am sorry dear, I am sorry to force you on this marriage.. I am sorry you have to went through this all because of us".

Niya pulled away from the hug and asked "Aunt why are you talking about old things? Also we are happy aunty so no worries" even though she got mad at them in the starting for forcing her in this marriage but she never hate anyone from her family afterall it's her who pushed everyone to the edge.

But Niya knows something is wrong from her aunty's behaviour, she came out to clear her mind, when she noticed the trio talking she stopped in her track in shock.

Prae seems close to Ren and the way Ren laughs with them is not sits well with her mind. Niya get inside after seeing them moving towards her aunt room.

Taking a deep breath prae and Ren entered the room, prae got pale and tried to remove her hand from Ren hold but that latter didn't leave her hand just moved forward towards his mother after giving slight smile to Niya, after all he already noticed her car in the car parking.

Ren put his hand on her mother's shoulders to make her open the eyes, she opened her eyes quickly and got smiled when Ren moved aside and showing prae sight who stood with unshed tears.

Niya thought her aunty will get shock and ask many questions but seeing the way her aunty welcoming prae with warm eyes and happiness she got surprised by the turn of events. Anu is still sleeping so Niya didn't want to create a scene.

"I-- I am S-sorry aunt.... I am really sorry" prae cried and takes Ren mother hand in her hold, Ren placed his hand on her Shoulders and squeezed it supportively, Ren mother smiled upon the gesture.

Ren nodded his head assuringly to his mother to understand that everything went well and he will fullfill her last wish. she smiled and patted prae hair using her other free hand.

"It's fine dear, some mistakes are forgivable, if anything happens to me take care of you and him for me, sometimes mothers may be harsh on kids but they will never leave their kids alone to suffer, your mom will sure come back to you if not go and beg her until she forgive you" Ren mother comforted her..

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Niya came out in the middle of their talking, she is fuming in rage and betrayal, she doesn't know when did her aunt knows about everything nor she forgive prae, she doesn't like the way Ren stood with her, the fear of loosing Ren to prae start to creeps inside her head.

She spotted prae who came out of the room, she dragged prae abruptly from there before Ren came out, she stopped when she reached outside, prae averted her eyes from Niya in guilt.

"What is this all Prae? What is happening out there? When did my aunt knows about you? Why did she ask her to take care of my husband?" Niya yelled getting some people attention who present around them.

Prae feels the pang in her heart when Niya mentioned Ren as her husband, she knows Niya is the one who still have legal rights to call Ren husband.
"Sorry.. I confessed to aunt last night by thinking she was sleeping".. prae said the truth.

"Why did you came to her?" Niya asked in annoyance. "I heard she is sick so---.." prae was cut by Niya another yell.

"Who are you to my aunty? What right do you have to visit her?don't forget you are just fake and your act is ended?" Niya yelled at her and earned a soft reply "I love Ren... he told me he is also loving me"..

"What the fuck prae? What did you say? Love? Don't you dare name this dirt as Love? Don't you feel disgusted yourself to say you are loving my husband? Don't you feel shame to love married man? How can you do this to me? I trusted you! I thought you are helping me, but I never thought you will betray me by flirting with my husband behind my back" Niya throw the harsh words straight to her face without any filter.

Prae bite her lower lips hardly to not lose her patience and snap at Niya for insulting her in front of everyone, but she knows the mistake is hers so she just stood with head hang low, Ren runs to them and stop Niya.

"Tell me Ren, is she telling the truth that you loves her?" Niya asked and got a yes from Ren who joined his fingers to prae. "I know you can't change his love for me with just sweet words, so tell me did you become his whore to make him fall in love with you?"..

"Niya!!! Enough Stop it!!! Go inside!!" Ren snapped at Niya, Ren raised his voice on her only if she crossed her limits on Anu other than that he never raised his voice on her. Today Ren yelled at her for prae, this fact makes Niya more furious.

Ren hugged prae and apologised to her for Niya.. "it's okay Ren, Its not like i dont deserve it".. prae assured him that she is ok. "No prae, if there is love between me and Niya I know you will never come between us! So don't take her words to your mind and stress yourself" Ren reassured her.

"I am ok, you go and be with aunt, Anu may also awake by now, i will just rest in P'beam cabin for some time before meet Anu" prae said and pushed Ren to go inside. After Ren gone inside prae also heads to Beam cabin, After talking with wad, she sat in the chair in silence not disturbing sleeping beam.

After losing her control over emotions she burst into tears, beam wake up by the sound, sighing he just went near her to offer drink, she shook her head and whispered while crying "Is my love..... dirty like she said? ... it's hurts P'beam.... scared". Beam just rubbed her back without answering her.

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