Random stuff went in my head and I decided, why the heck not? 
Sorry if the characters are not really like themselves in this. This is an AU after all, and I don't know the characters that well cuz I never met them IRL. :P

Oh and don't forget, you guy can always request something for me to do :)

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Evan was a very studious person. The only goal in his life was to have a wonderful job so he can live a wonderful life as a rich person. He told himself not to have any distractions. The good thing is that he aced every class. 

He became well known by teachers and students. Some of them brought positive vibes. Some of them don't. He didn't mind though, he knew that school was only temporary. He knew better than to stick up to them. He ignored most of them. 

But what if one person tried to befriend him that turned out to be something diffrent than Evan expected?

~Evan's POV~

I was listening to my teacher in class. Trying to understand. As much as they know I'm a smart person, whenever a new lesson has arrived, don't expect me to understand right away. I still have to study more about it. Of course I advance study in some subjects, but this time I decided I should just listen. 

Nothing unusual, just some simple stuff happening. I can sense some students having question marks on their faces, some don't even care. Some, are just doodling something on their notebooks. I might be listening to the teacher, but I can observe at the same time. I stay quiet thought, I wouldn't want anyone to know what's in my head, unless I want to pick up a fight.

 After a few more minutes the school bell rang. I prepared my things and headed out the room to my next class. While doing so I decided to pick a book and read while walking. I don't really want to talk to people in school, the best way to avoid it was when I read. 

People think I'm busy so they don't have to talk to me. As for 'don't read while walking' I kinda have this skill of walking perfectly fine without hitting anyone or anything while reading. I can kinda see what's in front of me while reading through the pages of my book. 

Then something unexpected happened. I got hit...Sorry but, it's not really my fault. I got hit from the back. So obviously someone wasn't looking were they where going. Ironic isn't it? 

"Sh*t" He cussed with disappointment.But of course, I take every blame. I can't possibly be mean to someone who just hit me. Especially when they're now on the ground with scattered papers and books. I placed my book back in my bag and knelt down to help the guy. 

He looked like the school's 'emo kid' I don't really know him much, but I remembered we have a few classes together. His name is 'Connor Murphy' Mostly known as 'Zoe Murphy's weird brother' I don't believe he's weird thought, maybe he's just misunderstood. 

"I'm so sorry... Here" I said as I handed him some of his papers and books. He looked at my a made a little smile. He NEVER smiled at all, trust me I know. ( How this gonna go...)

I realized how cute his smile was. He might even cure any mental illness if he did a full smile. It warmed my heart just seeing him smile a little, what more if he smiled wider. I realized I was staring at him, I blushed and looked away. 

Then I realized I might be late for class, I stood up. "I-I have to go to my next class. See ya" I said as I started to walk away. "W-wait!" He grabbed me by the hand. "We're both in the same class, we can walk together."

It sounded more like an order rather than a request, but I didn't mind. At least there's a person to be by my side. I smiled at the thought of having a friend. But then again I need to focus on my studies, and no friend shall ever make me change my mind. 

We went inside the classroom and decided to sit together. I usually sit in front, but some part of me decided I should just follow along, I'm just too afraid he would hit me or something if I disobey in anyway. 

~After class~

We both went outside the classroom together, we decided to eat lunch in one table since both of us doesn't really have a 'squad' to join in. It would be a great opportunity to make my mom happy to know I still have at least 1 friend that's not Jared. 

We had an actual conversation about random stuff in life. I don't really feel comfortable talking to people, because of my social anxiety,but somehow talking to him made me feel like I can actually 'converse' Though I think he's just as nervous as I am. 

We conversed more. I placed a hand on the table, it was being tired of get wet and being beside me all the time. Then suddenly, he might've realized or not but he placed his hand on top of mine. He didn't look like he knew something happened, but I suddenly felt my face heat up. 

NO! I shouldn't like anyone or BE with anyone. Let alone have a CRUSH on someone. I swore to myself that. I needed to finish school without having some kind of a romantic relationship with someone. It will only become a distraction to my studies.

I removed my hand from the table and act like nothing happened. I took a bite from my lunch and just nodded my head. I'm trying my best to listen carefully to his words. But for some reason I kept on day dreaming on a lot of stuff while looking at his face. 

~Connor's POV~

It had been about 4 months ever since me and Evan became friends. We become closer and closer than ever before. He was the only kid who accepted me as...me. I'm the type of person you wouldn't normally like to be with. 

Somehow, being with Evan just makes me feel like i'm the whole world. Something that's important. And of course, Evan's my king, he's the one important to me.  I swear to never let anything bad happen to him. I would give up my life just to make him feel happy everyday. I loved the way he would smile and tell little jokes. 

Trust me, I LOVE jokes. They're kinda like my childhood, I love telling new jokes to my mom and dad whenever I learned new ones. That was until.......Something....Happened...

I've forgotten how, but the whole family began to drift apart. My siblings started to have more and more arguments. Our once bonded family's not bonded anymore. Somehow, no matter how hard I try, everyone thinks I made a mistake. We began to argue more about little stuff, like; 'Who finished the milk' or 'why aren't you listening to me?'

I started to try illegal stuff, like drugs,smoke, or alcohol. Hell we're a rich family! I can get whatever I want. I became more independent. I don't even know my own sister that much anymore. We began to stop talking, too bad...we were so close when we were little.

But, after meeting Evan and becoming friends with him...My life began to get better. I still have a broken family, but at least for now I actually have something to live for. That's when I began to like Evan more than just  a friend. 

I knew he would reject me. I mean who would ever like someone like me? Everyone feared me...Some times, I would think that Evan just became my friend because of pity. I knew that wasn't true, but some times it was hard for me not to think about it.

Right now we're in the school hallway. Doing the usual talk to each other. I told him stories of recent events from either family or school. We always kept each other updated. 

I wanted to tell him how much I love him and that I wanna hug him and kiss him and just grahhh.

If only I had the courage to, even if I manage to say it...what if he rejects me? I would be so devastated and scared of him. I would slap myself or punch myself, knowing that he knows the very thing that's keeping me alive.

The school bell rang. Sadly me and Evan doesn't have the first class together so we had to go our separate ways.

It was class time, usually Evan would be here to make me feel like I won't die of boredom. For now it's just me, and this guy that Evan thinks his 'friend' but not really. His name's 'Jared Kleinman' I don't know if I consider him as his friend or his acquaintance. I don't really care, all I care about is Evan.

Oh sh*t I can hear the screams of the fandom...I'd better hide after this...

"Hey Connor." He whispered, I was super annoyed but ey what the heck. "I heard you have a little crush on your bestie." I blushed immediately thinking about Evan. No one knew that except me. "I-I don't know what your talking about..." 

"Don't worry loverboi I won't tell, but you should or I will." I didn't know what he meant by that exactly, but I'm not letting him tell Evan anything. 

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After class I went to me and Evan's meeting place whenever we're not in the same class. My emotions suddenly turned dark when I saw Evan talking to Jared. I'm not sure if I'm jealous or scared that he's just saying something that would probably ruin my reputation with Evan.

I slowly and nervously walked to them and decided to let them finish talking and awkwardly waited for them to finish. I looked around and tried to make myself busy. It didn't help that Jared was looking at me and smirking. Evan didn't look at me, but I sense he knows I'm here.

After a few seconds he looked up at me slowly. "Con...You....Like..M-me?" I WAS SHOOKT I didn't know how to respond. I looked around to where Jared might be, but he just disappeared in the shadows. Maybe he shadow traveled or something, well whatever happened to him the next time I see him I'm gonna- "Con?" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at Evan, afraid to say something that would probably ruin our friendship.

"Look...Evan..I'm so sorry, I swear I didn't mean to. You were just-" "Look, Connor....I-I have studies to think about. I don't mind you l-liking me....Just please make sure not to distract me with my studies." 

I felt my heart shatter. Is he actually rejecting me in a weird way? Oh god this hurts. I felt tears streaming down my face. Evan looked at me with wide eyes "Oh no I'm sorry I-" "No, Evan you were right. me and my stupid crush on people. I'm sorry I need to go." 

I ran like a baby. I was a coward. I didn't look back at all, I knew my heart will only sink. Curse that Jared...Or maybe it was my fault... I don't really know.

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I feel so sad....FEEL MY SADNESS!!!!! I AM NOT CONTINUING THIS! 

Joke Idk, maybe? Maybe if I feel more better and happy. QUICK! This is your chance! Tell a super funny joke or something in the comments that will make me die of laughter and I will make a continuation :>

Or if you don't like it's fine, a sad ending is a new thing for me xD

Anywho, gtg! Buh byeeeeee