A poem for you

I wrote this poem ( just to show it ) In my English class, because we were discussing them I deiced ey this would be nice for a treebros one shot. Why not?

Sorry, I'm not that good on writing poems but I'll try my best! :D

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~Connor's POV~

I was super bored in English class. I didn't have the strength to listen to the teacher, I can't seem to understand what she was saying. I then decided to just write something down on my notebook. Evan Hansen is my best friend, we've been friends for years.

I slowly started to like him. He became my inspiration for almost everything i'm pursuing in my life. I decided why not try and make a poem about him?

I scribbled down on my notes and got really into the idea that I was super inspired. After a few minutes I was finished and decided to share it. I passed it to Jared who wasn't listening as well. Evan was just beside me, but he was listening to the teacher, he didn't notice anything.

I saw Jared smile while he was reading and wrote something at the back of the paper. He returned it to me and I read it. 

'Nice! You should give it to Evan already.' He said. I looked at him and made a face. He giggled and caused the teacher's attention. "Mr. Murphy. What the hell are you writing! Since you disturbed my class you better read that in front. I'm sure the class would love to hear it what you wrote down."

I froze and slowly stood up. I knew I would be sent out if I didn't do this. I don't want to be separated from Evan. I slowly walked in front nervously. I was so scared. I never wrote Evan's name though so that's kinda good.

I coughed, and started to recite the poem I made.

When it's cold and dark, with the stormy weather.
I'll always be here even if it's over

I will wipe away the tears from your eyes

Singing lullabies till you fall asleep
humming that my love is more than deep.

I know I never deserve anyone
I'll stay, even when you think I'm gone.

Staying silent, like the winds in which I belong
I'll try my best to be strong.

I know like gum, after using you'd throw away
And me in the bin wishing for another day.

For you to just stay here with me
Because, you're the one I wanna marry.

I stood still, I was so nervous. I hope Evan didn't realize it was for him. It doesn't really sound like it was for him right? I turned to the teacher to see her reaction. I noticed she was shocked as well. "Connor...That was..." She wiped a bead of tear from her eye.

"Beautiful." She paused for a while and took a deep breath. "You get an A+ For our project for today! You already did what I was supposed to ask you guys. And whoever that girl you're dreaming of, she is very lucky for you to like her." I blushed, It's not really a 'she' it's more of a 'he'.

The class laughed, they knew who my crush was. I blushed even more. "Wha...What did I say?" The teacher asked, confused she made a mistake. One student raised his hand. "Uh...Ma'am sorry for this but, he's hella gay." I recognized the voice, it was from Jared.

The teacher turned to face me and I turned to face her as well, hiding my blushing face with the paper I placed my poem on. I prepared myself for the wort case scenario. "Woah! NICE! WHO'S THE LUCKY GUY? IS HE HERE RIGHT NOW? I WANNA SEE AND TELL HIM HOW LUCK HE IS." She screamed in fangirl mode. This made the class laugh with her, she was a nice funny teacher that we all love.

~Reader~

After class Evan and Connor met up after class. "Hey Evan!" Connor said, Evan was looking down. "Hey Con." Evan said softly. This wasn't Evan at all, Connor knew all to well that the Evan he knew was energetic whenever he's around him.

They both walked quietly to the cafeteria. "Hey, why so sad?" Connor asked holding Evan's hands. Evan flinched and pulled away. "Con, I'm in no mood, please stop." He said as he stood up and walked outside. Connor stood up quickly following behind.

"EV! Ev! Ev I'm sorry...What did I do wrong? Is there something that's upsetting you? I'm sorry." Evan stopped walking still looking down. "N-nothing's wrong about you, It's me...I'm..." He stopped talking, he didn't want to continue. "Evan! Don't say that...nothing's wrong with you." Connor hugged him from behind.

"C-can you please st-stop?" He asked, he turned to face Connor and his eyes were dripping with tears. "I'm sorry, I just thought we were friends...?" He said softly. "No! I mean stop making me feel like I'm 'the one' when I'm not. You're making me feel like more than just a friend. I know you won't ever be happy with someone like me. Please be the one with the person you love." 

"First, Evan even if I only like you as a friend I would still do that for you, because I love you genuinely. Second, I love being close with you and doing these because...You..." He took a deep breath.

"You were the guy that I was describing in the poem. I would risk everything for you. Evan...I love you so f*ck*ng much." He walked closer and hugged him even more. Evan smiled into the embrace, feeling loved...Something he never knew someone rather than his mom would do. 

"C-can I try something?" Evan asked looking up. He nodded in reply as Evan quickly leaned forward and kissed him. They stayed in that position for what felt like hours. "W-wow...You're amazing." Connor said as he cupped Evan's face and kissed him quickly again.

"A-and you're c-cute." Evan replied with a cute little grin. Connor blushed and hugged Evan. They both heard the school bell rang signaling that lunch is over.

"Wanna skip? For a date?" Connor asked holding Evan's hand. He nodded in reply and they both walked to Connor's car.

They had their first date...

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A/N:

Sooo yeah it's another crap ;-; sorry I was just so amazed by the gay clicheness and I had too hehe

So yeah! I'm still going to post consistently, but every other day like you guys said :) Thank you guys very much! :D

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