Doyoung found his son sitting on the wooden garden bench, crying under the star lit sky, Haechan was never someone who cried, he usually hid his pain quite well, he dealt with them alone, seeing the sunshine of their house stare into apparently nothing as tears slipped down his chubby cheeks dampening his shirt made his mother sad.

"If you love him so much then why did you hurt him by breaking up?" Doyoung caressed his son's head as he took the empty place next to the boy. Haechan wiped his tears looking away in an attempt to hide from his mother.

"The break up would give us both space. To grow into what makes us ourselves Mom. He's been put through so much, he keeps everything to himself and he's mentally having so much going through, if I was with him he'd do it again. I'm not mad that he had a miscarriage, nor that he tried to leave me. I'm just afraid I might loose him amidst all these. I want Mark to love himself, to decide or make a choice in who he wants to be. A girl or a boy or both. He needs time, he needs to heal, to live life as per his wishes. Let him grow and I'll take care of his grandmother and do away with that filthy bitch." Haechan gave a broken smile, his lips quivering, he sure was trying all he can to not break down. He stared at his fingers fiddling them as if they were the most important thing right now.

"What if.........What if all that space makes him move on from you?" Doyoung whispered with worry.

"I'll be happy for him Mom. Let him choose, he deserves a life with choices not choices that are made for him. If he......if he moves on then I'll let him go Mom even though I'll never love another the way I loved him nor ever fall in love again I'll live being satisfied that my baby boy is happy somewhere." Haechan looked up at Doyoung as his tears started spilling and his mother hugged him, he broke down crying after all these years he cried and cried into the older males chest. The bunny like man kissed Haechans hair, his arms caressing the shaking boys frame.

"You've become your own man sweetie. I'm proud of you but don't let him go so easily, keep your guard up. Hmm?" Doyoung pulled his son away, wiping his tears away and kissing his forehead with a smile.

"I won't force anything. It's time he took his own decisions Mom. If he comes to me even after I push him away then I'll take him. If he finds love in someone else then let him be happy. Part of loving him is watching him being happy. I want that." Mumbled Haechan.

Minhyung cried into her pillows for days, she cried so much she fell sick, after all her body wasn't the strongest after the cyanide consumption and miscarriage but she just didn't understand why her boyfriend broke it all off. Taeyong was afraid she might do something to her life again.

"Minnie sweetie. He loves you. Even though he broke up. Give him some time hmm?" Taeyong tried to explain, all his efforts went down in vain. She wasn't listening.

"I killed his baby......that's why Channie left me!!" Mark hiccuped squeezing his heart.

"No Mark. He didn't leave because of that! You did not kill your baby okay? It was an accidental death." Johnny hugged the fragile frame of his brother.

"It's best if you stayed away from eachother for sometime. The space was given so our sister/brother will find an answer to his sexuality. To decide for himself. So leave him be, we need to find our grandmother before she drags Mark to the hospital." Hendery wasn't wrong, that woman was out in the loose and it wasn't a safe thing.

Haechan got off the car one morning, he was at college because Taeil was cross about him not attending college being all set on kill the ones who ruined his boyfriends life. Mark saw him and ran into his arms but he gestured Jaemin to take her away and walked off.

"Darling!! My heart hurts! Why doesn't Channie love me anymore?" Mark started shaking, his tears filling with tears.

"He loves you Mark. But remember this, he wants you to find yourself. Until then you'll never get him back." Jaemin scolded the beauty making her pout and sniffle.

The brunette growled at himself, he was mad at himself for doing this, he wanted to hug the boy back, to kiss him a good morning, to play with his long hair and promise to stay by forever but also he knew he was Marks weakness and until he was with him the boy wouldn't find himself.

"Hey Yang Yang?! Did you see your wife anywhere? Renjun hasn't picked up my calls since I saw him at the hospital." Haechan screamed at Yang Yang from across the hallways.

"That's what I'm wondering too. Where do you think he is? His phone is switched off too. Did I really get him pregnant before he graduates?! Damn he's going to kill me!!!" Yang Yang tugged at his hair with a frustrated groaned.

"I'll go check at his house after school. You better not show up. Or else you'll be beaten." Chuckling Haechan patted Yang Yang's shoulder and left to his class, he sat next to Mark, to not make the children start off about their relationship. His eyes grew wide when soft lips pressed themselves on the edge of his lips. Haechan looked at Marks glossy eyes, if it was before he would have had a lip lock right then and there but right now he didn't do anything. Tear drops fell on the papers and the boys thighs, he was crying beside the brunette but all Haechan did was stand up and leave, Jaemin hugged Mark.