This word is so effortless for me to say. I probably will say it without having much meaning. I don't think I've ever said it with meaning. Of course I love my close ones with love but that's a different love. I'm talking about the love you feel for someone special. Someone you love. I hope I'll be able to say that one day. I may have come close in the past but that was never real. Love means a lot to me. I think that although I'm desperate to say it and have someone to say it to, I'll fond it hard to say. There's just this feeling you have to have. Where your eyes light up and you both grin. That feeling you think 'yeah I love you so much you're amazing and my rock" some cheesy shit like that. I miss the days where I was young and innocent and love had no power. We could just say to our little 5 year old boyfriends we loved them then hug and think yay! I wish it was that simple. When I watch films and the cliché ending where the girl and the man find out they love each other, I just think if only it was that easy.

Three words
Eight letters

Maybe one day I'll say it with meaning.