dear evan hansen has me awake at night. it's so good and nobody can tell me otherwise.
THE BEGINNING SONG IS SO FUCKING AMAZING
so this chapter is dedicated to the lyrics :D
it's copy and pasted from google bc i'm lazy af
the bold will be my thoughts yeah

I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key ok. but like. ik it's not what he means. but when i'm driving i literally have to push the brake before i turn on the car.
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me

Give them no reason to stare
No slipping up if you slip away
So I got nothing to share me when i have to present smth
No, I got nothing to say

Step out, step out of the sun any time. i prefer the rain
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass THEY DID THIS SO WELL IN THE MOVIE I LOVE THIS PART AND ALWAYS BLAST IT
I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear me during a test/exam/evaluation
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?

We start with stars in our eyes
We start believing that we belong
But every sun doesn't rise
And no one tells you where you went wrong

Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass again. so good.
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving?

When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
It's like I never made a sound
Will I ever make a sound? 

THE SILENCE AND THEN THE BEAT DROP HAS ME DEAD. LIKE ITS SO GOOD.

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me? (oh)

Is anybody waving?
Waving, waving, whoa-oh, whoa-oh

crying.

anyways. yeah. listen to the song and i promise you, you won't regret it.
also if you watch the video i provided above and you get to the tap, tap, tapping part YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I LOVE IT
unless you don't appreciate good videography 😒

anyways
I LOVE YOU MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH