I wished you didn't just text me.

I wished you never made me feel like shit.

Every dumb time I saw you or talked to you, was the very same time I didn't really want to face.

Caused just by hearing your name or reading your dumb name on my screen could make me lose my sheet like immediately.

You just didn't know how sheet you made me feel.

But, deep down myself, I didn't want to be that damn weak girl ever again.

I was done with your bull sheep.

You could go and back to my life like you wanted to.

But, I also could block you from my mind and my heart and never told you that I was done with you.

***

I'm sorry for not giving you, your second chance.

But, I'm definitely not sorry for loving myself more than yourself.