One of my cats died while we were spending the night at my grandmas. He was 11 I think idek anymore. He was old. Lately he stopped eating. My friend and my boyfriend came over today and they had to see it.

But.......

I didn't feel anything.....

I haven't been lately........

I've been becoming immune to emotion when a death occurs......

My other cat is having panick attacks now and now I have to make sure he doesn't die of heartbreak because he watched his mom and brother die and cuz he never knew his dad he looked to my other cat as a father figure and he had to watch him die......

I don't know what I'm gonna do for a while.....