Lucy's Point Of View

My heart broke hearing Happy beg me to stay.

"I, I can't." I tried to say without crying.

"But Lucy why?" I heard Mira say. I looked up at her.

"You won't understand-." 

"Don't say we won't understand. The only reason why we won't understand is that you won't tell us." Levy said. I pulled Happy from me and he brought his wings out so he could fly.

"You could have told us what was going on so that you won't have to leave," Gray said.

"I couldn't don't know what would have happened if I stayed."

"Nothing would have happened, we would have fought against these people just like we always do," Erza said.

"You guys think that they are like the people we fought in the past but they aren't. They aren't like the people from Phantom Lord, or some of the people from the Tower of Heaven, or Oración Seis, or Tenrou Island, or Tartaros, or even Alvarez War. These people aren't like them at all. They aren't afraid of the shit that they do. I seen it all first hand. You guys are going off just by what you have seen but you haven't even asked me what shit has happened."

"Yea but you won't tell us."

"Cause I don't want you guys to get involved. I don't want you guys to go through the same shit I been through to."

"But we want to help, were going to get involved. We don't care bout the shit we're-" Mira started to say.

"Yeah but I do. You guys think it's not going to affect you or not that much but it will. It scares me that after all this you guys might not be the same."

"Lucy, we'll stay no matter what shit that's going to happen."

"No, it will change you cause it changes me. I'm not the same Lucy you guys know. I will never be the same. I've seen things that I wish I could forget. I have been through things that have left mental scars and some things that actually left visible scars. I wish to forget it all." I said and I started crying.l

"Lucy, we don't care if we'll be different. All we care that we all get through this together. By you leaving a year ago it hurt us. We thought that you no longer liked us or that you couldn't stand the guilt."

"No, I love you guys and everything but-."

"Yes, we see that now but we need to know what happened so that we can help you. We love you like family. We don't care if we have to go through hell and back, we are going to help you. We will stand by your side no matter what." I couldn't stop crying by then. 

"I love you guys too." Was all I was able to say.

It took bout 30 minutes for me to call down. During that Yukino, Sting, Rogue, and Minvera left but before they left I asked back for the key.

"Sorry guys but we have to take our leave," Sting said.

"Alright bye." Every one said. I was watching them leave before something came to mind.

"Yukino, wait," I said.

"What?"

"Can I have the key that you used to call Guardian here?"

"Sure but why?" She asked while pulling the key out.

"I don't want you guys in danger for the people that are after me trying to get this key," I said as I grabbed the key.

"Oh, ok well bye." They said and left.

I was sitting at the bar while everyone settles down and waited to hear what I had to say.

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12/20/19 12:11 a.m.

Hey guys sorry for this being a short chapter but I wanted to save all the information and stuff for another chapter so that if any questions come up it would easier to answer in that chapter. I'm not yet though if the next chapter might be short or not. Anyways it will be coming out sometime tomorrow cause I'm starting to get a headache and they get very bad for me. For me I have to take a pill, than take a nap just to calm it down and if not I can't do nothing. So I wish you all a good night.