❝ if you fall i will catch you...❞

ship: ash (jay) ×  aleah (me)

It was all too quick.

All too fast.

it's like...everything has been taken away from me now. First it was my mom's. Then it was my siblings I never had: Venus and Jup. Then, my mom figure. Next was my dad.

And now, my soulmate Noah. God, when will this end?

"He didn't deserve this!" I scream, throwing a pencil I had in my hand. The surge of anger and sadness had reached it's peak. He must be stopped. Cooper must be stopped.

"I'm done!"

And then there was a knock on my door.

"Leave me alone!" I shout, but the person didn't leave, as there was another knock.

"Leah, it's me." It was the newcomer turned inner circle. Ash. I could never pronounce her full name because of my mothers accent.

"Ash..."

She just walked in, and I heard her take a few steps.

"Leah, you look like a mess." She pointed out, moving back her pink hair.

"Noah's dead, Ash. How else am I supposed to act? He's all I've known my entire life pretty much!" My voice becomes shaky, as I could feel another burst coming from my throat. "I don't know what to do now, Ash. I don't have him. My baby is dead. I'm loosing my mind."

She just hugs me.

I've been so touch starved, I couldn't help but hug her back. I felt like I was melting into her.

"I'm so sorry." Ash spoke softly into my ear. She knew this pain too. She told me one time, and it's something I've kept to myself, Noah and I being the only ones who knew.

After awhile, we pull away, and she guides me to the couch. Ash simply sits down, and I sit with her, putting my head on her shoulder.

"You're a leader, Aleah. You can't be in that mind space," Ash speaks softly, rubbing my arm. "I do know your pain, Aleah."

"I know." I simply replied, closing my eyes as the horrific scene played in my head.

"We're human. We need to feel every once in a while." Ash spoke, and I could hear her humming softly.

"I-"

"Shh. Just relax."

We both sit there just silent, and I begin to cry softly, Ash just holding me close. Besides Noah, shes the only one who's made me feel like this.

"Leah, I'll always be here for you."

(( short, but it's a scenario i came up with late night lol))