{Recap time}

Solvius
Vi
Ash (Solvius's wolf)

"You bitch! You killed your way to the top, and you didn't think I should know until an entire year has gone by?! Solvius, I thought I had lost my only sister! I was scared, Solvius... The thought of losing you scare me... It scared me so much I wasn't able to use magick for a month.. What kind of ruler can't use magick?!"

"Vi..."

"She's right, you know. What kind of ruler can't use magick? A useless ruler. You're a useless ruler. Face the facts."

"Vi, I am so sorry.. I never meant to cause you stress or worry. I thought leaving would be better.. I guess it wasn't..."
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She disowned me...  She said that we are no longer family..

(Later)

As I walk into my room, I shift with the shadows. I lay on my bed, covered by shadows. I start thinking about everything that happened.

Ash (Solvius' wolf)
Solvius

You deserve it. You hurt her. You caused her worry and stress for no reason. You're a worthless leader. You're useless. You have no worth in this world.

Ash, I swear to every single God and Goddess, if you don't shut the fuck up I won't shift for three years.

But you deserved what you got. You deserved it. You're usele-

I block her out of my mind, and stand up. I walk over to my bookshelf, and grab a book called Shadow Sorceress. I open it to the 15th page, and start reading.

For a person born with sorceress blood, but is unable to use magick, you need to preform this simple ritual. On a full Shadow Moon, draw 5 pentagrams, and recite these words 5 times: Gods above, grant me one wish.
If your wish is granted, your  left hand will start to bleed. Collect some of your blood into a bowl and with your left hand over your heart, and your right over the bowl, recite the words: Gods be merciful, Gods forgive, grant me magicks from within.
If all is succsesful, you should be able to permanently use magicks within a week. When finishing the ritual, put the bowl onto a windowsill in the moonlight.

I do as the book says, and when my left hand starts to bleed, I put some blood in my ritual bowl. I recite the words, and place my hands where the book said to. Once I finish, I place the bowl on the windowsill.