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Request made by - @ThomasNewt2922

If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.

Y/N knew that. Tireless nights were spent of her thinking... Thinking about how there are two types of secrets: the kind you want to keep in, and the kind you don't dare to let out. She hadn't told Thomas that she was pregnant because she was too afraid. She hated herself for not stopping it,why raise a baby in this world? Why give it this life? Y/N had made it through the Maze,through Wicked,through the scorch and she kept quiet. They found the right arm eventually through their journey and Thomas was keen to make a new start here,everyone was.

Thomas had been away a while,scavenging with Minho and the other strong ones and to avoid detection,Y/N had stayed inside in bed,fearing his return. Her bump was obvious now and she knew the baby was close. Safe to say,she was terrified.

"Y/N," Newt walks into the hut "you feel like coming outside today?" He places a tray of food beside her bed.

"No thank you Newt," she whispers,turning away. Then a sudden pain of the movement makes her wince,a sharp pain shoots down her as she feels the mattress get wet.

"What's wrong?" Newt could sense her pain. Mainly because Newt understood what true pain was and sincerely wished for no one else he cared about to feel the same thing.

"The baby..." Emily took no chances now,her baby had to live. She pulled the covers away and watched Newt's eyes shoot open in shock "Newt. I lied. I kept it hidden. You need to help me."

"I don't know what to do..." He panics "Thomas isn't here and-"

"Then we need to do this without him."

"Okay," he pants and rolls up his sleeves "Okay Y/N this is going to be fine." He helps pull down her jeans and underwear "I think... This is how it works and I think you need to push it out."

"Yeah," she pants. She had read a book about it,there was a section in a book that she had stole from Clint and Jeff once she realised what was going on inside of her body.

"Y/N I don't think I can do it... I'm sorry."

"Newt," she grips his hands "yes you can. Please."

"Okay, just push... It's going to hurt."

He was right. It hurt like nothing Y/N could explain... All the sweat,blood and pain reminded her that she was alive and this child would be the hope they all needed to keep going. She had to keep going. She had to.

"Shhh..." Her eyes were blurry but you could make out Newt wrap a crying pale thing in a blanket,holding it close to his chest. She could hear a commotion outside but all she could focus on was the beautiful new life in front of her,she did that.

She woke up to see you were dressed in new clothes and wrapped in clean sheets. Newt still had the baby cradled close to him,it looked happy and healthy and well... beautiful.

"How is it?" She asks.

"He's good," Newt strokes her head affectionately.

"He?" She beams.

"Yeah," he smiles back "Newt works for a boy."

Emily let out a weak laugh "I remember... I had a brother... His name was Dustin."

"So that's his name... You remember your family?"

"Only him," Y/N sighs.

"I remember one thing."

"What?"

"A waterfall. Amicalola falls... My dad took me there when I was little. When we were up there,all the way at the top looking down... I felt like I was flying."

"You're lucky," she whispers.

"No," he shakes his head "nobody in this world is lucky. Do you want to hold him?"

"I'd love to," she hold out her arms and Newt hands her Dustin. He was as light as feather and his eyes were dark like Thomas' "I love you so much..." Y/N stroked his soft cheek "And I'll never let anything hurt you. Ever."

~

A few days later she was sat on a rock in the fresh air with Newt,cradling Dustin in her arms.

"Y/N!" She jumps as Thomas and Minho run to you. She tired to comprehend what's going through Thomas' mind right now,seeing her holding a new born baby...

"And..." She could see the shock on his face "this is? Am... Am I missing something? Did we have a baby in the glade and Minho's been hiding it under his shirt the entire time!?" He runs a hand through his damp hair "Will somebody tell me what the shuck is going on!?"

"Um..." Minho plays with his hands "Thomas...When you were pouring the Bisquick,were you trying to make pancakes?" (If anyone gets that reference plz be my best friend)

"Minho what does that even mean!?" Thomas yells and turns to her "Y/N... You kept this hidden the entire time?"

"I'm sorry," Y/N just cradled the baby close in her arms "I was scared."

Thomas steps closer and wraps the baby in his arms "he's... Beautiful. Does he have a name?"

"Dustin," Emily whispers "his names Dustin."

"I love him already," Thomas presses a soft kiss to the top of Dustin's forehead "we can raise him here. We can have lives here."

"I agree," Newt nods "we'll leave you to alone but I want to hold that baby later,one way or another." He pats Minho's shoulder and they walk away,leaving you alone with your real family.

"Someone found this," Y/N shows him the baby seat and places Dustin in it "he fits perfectly."

"I'm gonna go get a snack," Thomas kisses Y/N softly "be back." He leans down and kisses his sons head before running off to the food shelter. Y/N let out a heavy sigh as large bang erupted in the distance,then another.

"Tom?" She watched as the food shelter blows up "THOMAS!?" She sprinted off in the direction,leaving Dustim behind. Screams get louder as everything around her turned to fire. Then she saw Thomas,sprinting towards her.

"We need to go. It's wicked. It's always been wicked." Thomas sobs,face bloody and eyes broken. Y/N clings to him,shaking like a leaf as Thomas pulls back. He then looks down and realises that Dustin isn't by your side... "D... Dustin?" He sobs "where is he?"

"I don't know."

They clutch onto each other,stumbling around the camp... trying to find their daughter. Until they come across his baby carrier,covered in blood with no sign of Dustin.

Thomas breaks down into sobs as Y/N just closes her eyes. A wicked guard approaches as Y/N guns him down. He's dead and gone. But Y/N keeps pulling the trigger,over and over and over and over.

"Y/N Y/N!" Thomas wraps his arms around her as she sobs. Thomas sobs with her.

"We gotta go.... it's over." They limp away into the scorch,leaving everyone else they loved behind.

~

You drag your heavy feet through the forest,gripping onto your heavy bag full of useless supplies. Thomas was in front of you... Something had changed in him. He'd become distant,cold.

"I'm sorry..." You choke out. You hadn't talked about Dustin since the day you lost him,it was too painful. "I should never have left him."

"It wasn't your fault," he lies,not even bothering to look at you.

You scoff "like you believe that."

"Okay," he drops his bag and stomps over to you "what do you want me to say Y/N!? Okay... It was your fault. You let him die,how does that-" he stops mid sentence as his eyes light up like a Christmas tree. You turn around to look where he's looking and Minho is standing there with a kind smile on his face.

"Holy shit..." Thomas sprints over to him,hugging him tight "where.... Where did you go?"

"It's a long story," Minho pulls back with a smirk "welcome back you ugly shank."

"The others? They.... They made it?"

"Teresa didn't. I'm so sorry. You have to come with me."

Without hesitation,you follow. You both trusted Minho with your lives. He led you through a forest to a small wooden shack. Your heart explodes as you make out Newt opening the door with a baby clinging to him,clutched in his arms.

It was Dustin.

Dropping your bag,you and Thomas sprint to him. You reach your son first and sob in happiness,holding him close. Thomas strokes your hair and then walks over to hug Newt.

"Thank you..." You hear him whimper as he makes his way back to you,holding the two of you close.

"Dustin..." You whisper,hardly able to believe this. "I'll never leave you again,ever."

"Just look at him," Newt smiles "look at him and tell me this world ain't gonna bloody change for the better."

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