I wook up in the hospital I don't remember anything well except that Thomas kissed me I passed out again

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I was in a small room with one bed and a dresser and toys. I was on the bed lising to sum thingi was about 10or13 when Thomas,Gally ,and newt walked in and Thomas started tickling me "Thomas no stop" mine me started busting up laphing "stop it you to she's y.....,....."

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I wook up sweets and Gally was on my right. Were was Thomas I was sad about that ever time he leaves me my heart breaks. "Your awake""yep you read my mind" "do you want to rest more" " no not really" I stranded up and walked out the door down stairs I got looks but I walked strait past the people who were giving them tell I got out side then I ran to the trees I found a tree near the back and climb closse to the top "how could you Thomas just leave me there" I know he's out running but still he should have Ben there at my side.I was mad but it started to get cold and I feel "owch help me" I think sum one herd it that were comeingit was Newt" what bloody thing did you do this time" " nothing I just feel and I fell like ice I'm freezing cold please help me" he cared me all the way up to my room and layed me down on my bed "good rest don't be late for dinner" he left and I started to warm up soi went down for dinner Newt came over "how are you" "gooddddddd" "okkkkkk" he mimicked me "um Newti want to be a runner" "what greeine " "my Nam is cinder and I want to be a Runner we have to talk to all the runner OK" "OK" I got my dinner and sat by a tree I wasn't cold. I was the only one at the tree. I was mad maybe maybe Thomas was mad at me he can't be or his just breaking my heart again I didn't want to cry. I gust sat there herding the maze change all night I got up and did my jog I got faster. I ran into some one "sorry" "its OK I'm Minho" "I'm cinder I got to go finish" " finish what" " my jog bye" "bye" I started to run and I new he was looking at me I was done when I it the forrest I went to find Chuck was in the homestead cleaning "need help" he looked at me very weirdly "what is every body's problem if that don't want me here I MIT as well die" I started to cry I just ran up the stairs to my bed room mabe my friends hated me now grrrrr what did I do I mussed lunch I went to the maze opening to what for Thomas he finnaly came and I stopped him and put him on the wall "what did I do" "nothing" "not true I eat dinner alone chuck didn't talk to me what is the problem" "nothing" "really nothing if nobody cares ummm well fine I MIT as well go die then if nobody cares fine" I was crying when I walked away. I ran up to my room to see Gally I wasn't happy he was on his bed mad I just layed in my bed and pulled the covers up and cryed he didn't bother me" what do you hate me to now" " no off course not" I grunted and sat up "well everyone won't talk to me tell me anything not even Chuck" "well there gust I don't no good night" I cryed my self to sleep I MIT as well go out in the maze and dye.