Fear is this one thing that hurts the most loseing the one you love the most or not even living at all its all ready to disepire strange thing will happen And fear can control you fear is the one thing that hurts you the most.

I finally wook up to life it was all just a dream Cameron was by my bed and my stumich hurt "hello" I said" hi are you ok" "ya just a little hurt" "why why did you do it" "the note said to so it to save him" "were is this note" I pulled it out of my pocket and read it and cryed my worst fear is lossing him " get Thomas" "ok" he left.

My hurt is my poisend it is my heart my soul it crushes me into infinity you can't run from it you can only live with it.

Thomas walked in I said "I'm sorry for not believing you I'm sorry" "I'm sorry to" I hugged him and kissed his check I gave him the note" why would you do it" "because I I love you and my fear is mlossing you" "ya and if you were to die I would loss you" "I'm sorry" I hugged him.

Love is the most wonderful thing in the world people think but it can hurt you that leave and your heart breaks into pieces that say it takes ten time more to put your self back together than to get torn apart.

I was in bed *dad* *ya* *I stabbed my self* *what why* *my sister said Thomas would die if I didn't * *no she cant do that* *I didn't think I didn't want to lose him I love him* *I no don't do that again ok* *yes father* I laughed*I'm so bored just sitting here in bed* *I wish I could take care of you* *I have to go bye* I didn't have to go I didn't want to talk anymore hes the one that put me in here.

Pain hurt fear love that are all the thing that hurt me the most they happen to me when I loss it hurts me to know that I will never have a normal life again fear is that I will lose Thomas for ever pain us the one thing I have every day and love hurts me Thomas loves me but I don't know if I love him or Cameron they all have something in come in they can distort you.