[slight warning ! Not excessively "out there" but if easily butthurt maybe not for ya]

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Her hands moved through his hair, pulling towards the center of his head causing his lips to twitch against her mouth when instantly starting to move his lips quicker with her soft ones.

His brows furrowed slightly at the fact that he couldn't taste her against his lips. He felt everything. He felt her touch, he could smell her scent, he could hear the numbing beats of his heart ringing in his ears, and yet he couldn't taste her lips at all.

Pulling away slowly, Jungkook looked down at the girl, his mouth dry, unable to tell if he had even spent the night with the girl underneath him at all. He stuttered a bit as he hovered over the girl that looked up at him in confusion, her chest rose and fell.

"What's wrong?" she asked softly and he swallowed as he tried to shake his head a bit and snap out of his wandering thoughts. Tongue tracing the top of his mouth repeatedly as he tried to taste anything at all, he grew super intrigued instantly when his mouth became more parched.

He leaned down and kissed the girl who simply smiled up at him. She moved her lips instantly with his when he went on to deepen the kiss quicker than the last time. She moaned, yet, Jungkook's stomach didn't sit right with any of it.

Her touch felt wrong, her scent made his insides turn and squeeze...

He didn't acknowledge the fact that in every dream he had had of her earlier, he'd try to avoid all the obstacles arising. He would avoid the fact that he couldn't taste her, couldn't feel or touch her. He would simply kiss the one he thought he loved...

But this was the first time he focused on the obstacles.

Brows furrowing, he let his mind wrap around the very idea that he couldn't taste or touch Racy. She wasn't there...she wasn't for him in that very moment- an illusion.

Pulling away slowly, he didn't dare open his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Racy whispered up at him slowly.

He simply bit the insides of his cheeks, calming himself down.

He felt sick.

His brows furrowed deeply when a soft hand cupped at his cheek slowly. He felt her. He finally felt her.

Smiling as he looked down at the woman who's touch sent shivers down his spine, his eyes softened at the sight of you beneath him now.

You smiled cutely over at him, your thumb grazing his cheek.

"Is everything okay?" you quietly popped out.

Jungkook swallowed harshly, his eyes studying your every movement as he nodded.

He leaned into your touch, his lips kissing softly at your palm. He sighed against your palm when he was able to feel it by his lips. Letting his fingers lace through yours, he gently placed your intertwined hands onto the pillow by your head.

"What's wrong?" you asked worried over his dazed expression. He was in deep thought.

He shut his eyes for what seemed like forever, letting his lips kiss gently at the crook of your neck.

"Nothing," he said softly by your ear, "everything's perfect...you're perfect."

Smiling, Jungkook finally allowed himself to taste you as he marked your neck. Grinning when your breath hitched, he loved that he could touch you so freely.

You weren't an illusion. You didn't make him feel sick.

You were his reality.

"I love you," you whimpered as you hugged his body close to yours. Clinging on to him as he slowly moved within you.

Both breathing hard and together, he swallowed, his forehead resting against yours.

Watching your face change before him as he perfectly fit with you, he nodded hastily.

"I...I love you too," he sighed out before gently crashing his lips against yours.

His heart fluttered immediately as he said it. His world collapsing on itself as his desperate lips met yours.

-x-

Jungkook's lips puckered while his sleeping form arched towards the corner of the bed.

In his mind kissing you, reality found him hard when his lips met air and his whole body fell forward and on to the floor next to his bed.

Groaning as he fell on his stomach, he clutched between his legs in pain as he had fallen on his morning visitor.

"Holy shit what happened?!"

Jungkook's squinting eyes barely noticed a worried Jin running inside the room and by his side instantly.

"I don't think I can have babies anymore," Jungkook cried out in pain as he yelled suddenly in frustration.

The pain of his groin too strong to truly reflect exactly what he was dreaming about just now.

Jin was trying not to laugh as he struggled in helping the pained maknae up. With every move the boy seemed to be swearing.

"Ay!" Jin mumbled in warning. A huge smile was on his face however. He didn't want to go into further detail over how the boy ended up on the ground, but seeing Jungkook already so red and embarrassed made him want to continue questioning.

"How'd you end up on the ground?"

Jungkook winced as he sat down onto the bed, his hands still cupping, protecting Kookie junior from the potential dangers of the bedroom.

"I was trying to kiss Y/N, but guess what?" he blurted angry without thinking, "She wasn't here. It was a fucking dream and holy shit- why the fuck am I dreaming about having sex with the one girl who's heart I broke?!"

Jin couldn't help it, he burst out laughing.

Jungkook's face went pale instantly. The wrinkles in his forehead that crinkled because of his anger disappearing as he finally managed to reevaluate exactly what he had just blurted out. Blood rushing to his cheeks immediately, he was surprised his aching dick didn't go down. There was no more blood down there, all was up in his red and scarred face.

"I-"

"Ahhh, Jungkook-ah, how cute-"

"N-No, I...wait," Jungkook was struggling as he couldn't believe what had just happened.

On top of the confession of the dream, he was still trying to wrap his head around the fact that he had been dreaming about you in the first place.

Jin was laughing hysterically as he held his stomach by the door.

Jungkook felt like throwing up.

"Jin hyung please don't tell anyone," Jungkook begged quick.

Jin didn't say anything. The older hyung basically tried to leave the room without tripping over himself while laughing.

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Jungkook sat awkwardly by Namjoon.

He had been getting eyes from the members all day. Because of the whispering between themselves and the teasing expressions, Jungkook made it a mission to stay away from them the whole day and distract himself with work.

All was well until PD Nim called for an important meeting. He figured it was about the fan meeting three days ago, but he thought wrong.

Oh god I wish I could've been right about this one, he whined as he sat across a screen that displayed a fan recorded video of you and him by the barricades.

The boys were no longer amused when hearing the constant questions of the fans in the audience.

"JUNGKOOK OPPA ARE YOU DATING HER?!"

Jungkook's face scrunched when PD Nim glanced over at him curtly.

Nervously smiling over at his head manager, Jungkook swore under his breath before looking back at the screen.

I keep fucking up. I keep fucking up. I keep fucking up-

PD Nim stopped the video before going down the fan clubs to show more.

There were now news articles regarding this as well.

Feeling Namjoon teasingly nudge him, Jungkook prayed to rather fall on his morning wood again than sit through this torturous meeting...

"They look so nice and sweet together," PD Nim sang out as he read a few comments, "FIGHTING!" The manager purposely put more effort and emphasis on that as he eyed Jungkook.

Jungkook's smile was starting to get exhausting now, the nervousness behind it was real.

"I don't know, I think he can do better," the man read.

Jungkook's brows furrowed at that. Jaw clenching, his eyes narrowed when studying the username of the person. Do better...? he questioned internally, trying so hard not to scoff at such a negative comment towards you.

"Ah, Jungkook oppa and his beautiful girlfriend! I like them," he sang out finally.

He sighed before reading out a few headlines.

"Why have you called us here?" Hoseok asked amused. He was trying not to smile over at Jungkook who was clearly uncomfortable.

"Because of this sudden spreading rumour," PD Nim began, "the scandal of Yoongi and Racy has surprisingly been put under the rug...fans and news casts don't seem to be going on about it much."

Yoongi was trying not to feel so relieved but he couldn't help it. He did feel bad however that there was something new they had to worry about now. "Now this scandal-" Yoongi began only to get caught off by the man as he shook his head.

"Nope, this is not a scandal which needs fixing. This is news that needs to spread a great deal and further," PD Nim sighed out.

Jungkook's jaw fell, his eyes wandering the man's face for answers.

"WHAT?" Namjoon asked for the maknae.

"Because of the half and half reaction," the man explained, "the positive reactions that are coming from this is helping shine attention away from the real scandal we should all be worrying about."

"It's distracting us from Yoongi hyung and Racy's situation," Taehyung said slowly when trying to understand where their manager was coming from.

Jungkook was close to finally chucking out some food from his mouth.

"So spreading it as the truth would simply create even more reactions," Namjoon seriously let out as he moved to grab his phone and read up more on the rumours that were already starting out.

Jungkook's face was pained.

"Spread it as the truth?" he piped, "h-how, how are we going to do that?"

Jimin grinned over at Taehyung. Both were extremely amused.

"Why not just publicly have them showcased as a couple?" Jimin suggested.

Jungkook's eyes shut. He could hear the joy erupt from Jimin's mouth as he spoke.

"It would be a great way for the news to think that they got pictures and information on their own...like send them to the streets on a date or something. News will make it self!" Taehyung chimed excited.

Swallowing down a lump that felt like an entire apple, Jungkook's throat tore as he harshly gulped down air.

"Or we could just do an interview," Hoseok counter-suggested. His mind was set on you and how you probably wouldn't be comfortable with any of this, let alone on a false date with the maknae.

"That's way too staged," Jin slowly mumbled, "it'll look like a publicity stunt."

"Which it is," Jungkook retorted. His voice was incredibly high.

"Yes," Jimin chimed, still excited, "but to make many less skeptical, I suggest the date. It'll be more real that way...like they were caught "red handed" so then they confessed publicly. It'll be more believable."

"Yeah or just have her leaving our house one morning with Jungkook's shirt or something," Jin said slowly. The older hyung couldn't say it with a straight face however, he snorted a bit as he forced himself not to laugh out loud.

Jungkook chocked on his spit.

"I'm sure Jungkook would like that," Hoseok chimed slowly, "but we can't do this to Y/N. She wants nothing to do with any of this and I suggest we let her be."

Jungkook nodded slowly. "I've hurt her," he said lightly, "I don't want her to be uncomfortable."

"I guess instead of us assuming what she wants," Yoongi finally managed to muster out, "Why not just ask the girl if she's up for it or not?"

Jungkook bit down nervously on to his bottom lip as their manager nodded. Mumbling something about speaking to you later, Jungkook watched as the attention was brought on him once again.

"Jungkook-ah?"

"Hm?"

The boys were smiling lightly over the boy so scared and nervous.

"If she's up for it, are you?"

Jungkook blinked slowly. Looking over at the screen which still held the paused videos, he eyed the comments again before glancing over at his members who were waiting...

His heart fluttering at the very thought of being near you again, he nodded slowly.

"Y-Yeah," he said softly.

Jimin and Taehyung seemed to fist bump under the table.

"But only if she's comfortable and not forced!" Jungkook chimed quick, his form simply worried about you and your boundaries.

PD Nim smiled lightly, nodding.

"I'll ask her this afternoon when she comes," PD Nim said before looking back over at the screen and opening up a new window.

Jungkook's brows jumped. The boys were intrigued and taken a back too.

"She's coming today?"

PD Nim nodded. "To meet me," he clarified as he eyed the boys sternly, "Don't try anything boys."

They all seemed to nod in unison.

Sighing, the man opened up a new video. It was from the successful fan meeting.

The boys watched confused as the man skimmed through the video before curiously stopping at a frame when noticing Yoongi's appearance.

"Yoongi why was you eye red?"

Yoongi's brows jumped a bit at the question.

Hoseok bursted out into laughter.

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A/N: The next chapter is going to be longer so stay tuned! (Hopefully I'll have it up by tomorrow)