TRIGGER WARNING, READER IS HAVING A PANIC ATTACK IN THIS CHAPTER. I WILL MARK IT BY DOING ###

You swallow the nasty taste of bread with probably old peanutbutter. This would probably be the suckiest breakfast you ever had. You were sitting at a table with your old friends. You had really bonded when you told your plan and when you told about the monsters who escaped the underground. Turns out, no one knows about the monsters who are living up here for almost four months now.

"Sir, two humans and one skeleton monster are spotted on our terrain. What should we do?" Some guard says. You look around with a shocked expression. What the fuck. The leader you yesterday spoke to, notices you and gave you that same toothy smirk. "Let her do the work." he grins. Fuck fuck fuck.

"Me?" I ask.

"Yes you, come with me." The leader says. You say a quick goodbye to your friends and go with them. I have to earn his trust after all. We arrive at a small room, with guns all over the wall. He hands you the same type of gun you secretly still have on your waist. "This was your old gun. You better don't pull any tricks, I will be watching from the roof. If you kill them, you will earn my trust." He announces.

"Got it."

[ Field, Surface | 11:32 AM ]

You were currently heading for your friends. They would be really close. The time finally comes after one hour of walking, you find them, hidden in a bush. "Come out boys." You said threateningly. When Lucas puts his head out of the bush, you put a gun on his head. Eventually, Sans and Chuck come out as well.

Sans just looks at you in disgust.  Oh god. You stare Sans deep in his eyesockets, and then stare at your arm. He has to stop time for this. He gets the hint and quickly grab Chuck, Lucas and you and stops time.

The world is completely grey now. Lucas and Chuck look at the two of you. You quickly put the gun down when you realize it's still against Lucas' head. Poor Lucas. "Sorry for that." You laugh and apologize.

"(Y/N).. Sans.. What? What is this?" Chuck says and looks around. You chuckle. "This is the world when time stops." You answer and began walking to the barn again. "Sans, how many minutes can you last?"

"Half an hour at least." He answers and nods at you with a look of determination. Oh you sure as heck like this version of Sans.

"Okay, Chuck and Lucas, can you two begin taking every weapon from the guards and eventual kids if they have one? I will shoot the boss. Sans, you just sit back, we need our time." You say and walk to the barn. You spot the boss and take out your gun. I need a cool oneliner right now. "Hasta la vista." You say and shoot a bullet trough his head. You shoot once more at his heart to be sure. Just to be sure, not for fun of course.

You look at Sans, who is holding up his thumb and grinning. You grin back and run into the barn to collect weapons and drop them outside in one giant pile. After half an hour, everyone should be disarmed and Lucas and Chuck come back outside, with their hands full of guns.

You all stand before the barn and let time unfreeze. You see the boss falling and the shocked faces of the people standing by him. They quickly spot you waving, and went to pull out their guns, but notice they don't have any. "You are free now!" You shout at them.

"(Y/N)! LOOK OUT!" Lucas shouts and jumps in front of you. You hear a loud bang and see Lucas falling. Blood is staining his shirt. You watch in horror. "(Y/N).. Shoot.. Him."

You look at the man who shot Lucas and quickly take out your gun and shoot him in the head a couple of times. You kneel by Lucas and see he's hit in his shoulder. He will make it, everything will be fine.

Chuck is too busy calling ambulance and the FBI to actually notice Lucas, screaming in pain. How does he do that?

Kids come out and cheer when Sans says they are free. They also stare at Sans in horror. Probably because he's a skeleton. Oh well.

The ambulance eventually comes and gets Lucas in the ambulance. "I-I'm sorry." Lucas suddenly said as the doors close.

Suddenly, everything is black for your eyes. You can't breathe. You fall on your knees and hands and tightly grip the dirt with your hands.

I need to find her. I need.. I need.. to find Akassa and get back my sister. I just need to. I think to myself as I'm pounding in the snow. I see a cottage .. and light.. I began running my way there and hear a yell from the house. Lead by my curiousity, I look trough the window and see a man, probably around the age of sixteen with glasses and curly brown hair. He has a terrified expression on his face.
I look around more and notice two men with guns. On the floor I see a girl, dressed in a white robe. She has beautiful, long blonde hair and green eyes. My sister.
She is here. This is Akassa.

Without thinking, I storm inside and take out my knife. "GIVE HER BACK RIGHT NOW!" You shout. Your sister looks up and smiles. She attempts to run to you.

"Lucas, kill the girl. Kill the intruder next." One of the men say.

The boy with the glasses looks at his gun. In trembling fear, he looks at the girl and sends her an apologizing look before shooting her. Tears fall from his eyes. He attempts to sit and cry, but one of the men pushes him forward to you.

He holds up his gun. You quickly take out your knife and slash his right eye. He stumbles back and you run. "I'm sorry!" He shouts after you disappear in the snow.

You sit up again and see that the road is moving. You realize you are in a car and the memory you just had. Lucas had killed your sister. All that time.. He hadn't even spoken one word, or apologized.

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You lay your head in your knees and begin to tremble. Then comes sobbing. Quickly after that, you feel like you can't breathe anymore. I'm dying. I begin hyperventilating.

"(Y/N) Calm down!" Someone says in distance. You cant even understand distance anymore. It's all fear. I'm dying. I'm going crazy. What did that voice just say?

I feel like I'm losing control. I feel pain my chest. Am I having a heart attack?  Time is really slow. How long has this feeling been going on? I'm trembling.

What is this feeling? My chest hurts. Am I having a heart attack? My soul wants to escape my body.

Still, my chest is pounding. I might die. I might have a heart attack. I sob again, which makes my heart pound harder. Everything is blurry. I need to calm myself. My mind is going crazy. It wants to explode. How long has this been going on for? Two minutes? Twenty minutes?

Deep breaths. Deep, shaky, breaths. Calm yourself. It's okay.

But I might die.. STOP. I'm losing contro.. STOP.. I'm dying.. STOP.

I keep screaming stop over and over again in my head. I'm not dying, I'm having a panic attack. I'm not dying. I can do this.

You take deep and slow breaths again. 

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After approximately five minutes, you seemed to have calmed yourself again and notice Sans' arms are wrapped around you tightly.  "I'm fine." You calm yourself.
The car seems to have stopped at the side of the way. Chuck is looking at you with a sympatric smile. "Are you really?" He asks again. I answer with a hum and he keeps driving.