Chapter 5

"Table for two, Styles." Harry says to the man at the podium.

"Oh yes Mr. Styles right this way." He says in a posh accent before guiding us to a table for two in the back by windows. I take a seat opposite to Harry as the host gives us our menus before leaving.

"I thought I would take you somewhere new. If you don't like it we can leave." Harry says. He's on the edge. Why wouldn't I like it? Why would I want to leave?

"Harry, I love it." I smile at him holding his hands in the middle of the table.

"Well I know last time I took you somewhere new you weren't happy. You know I didn't mean to make you upset. I just wanted to treat you to something special." His voice cracks and I watch his eye get watery.

"No, no Harry. It's perfect. Last time was too. I was just tired, and I wasn't feeling up to it that night." I bring his hand to my lips and kiss his knuckles. I watch him quickly wipe his eyes and he offers me a weak smile which I return.

"Th-That night. I-I saw you." He whispers.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I-I saw you with fucking James." He lets a tear go while quickly wiping it. His voice hoarse and he looks me dead in the eyes.

I'm shocked. Harry knew about her cheating and he stayed with her.

"I- Why are you still with me?" I ask, "I did nothing but cheat on you and treated you horribly."

"B-Because you don't give up on those you love." He says softly.

I want to cry for him. He's stuck in a relationship with a girlfriend who doesn't love him. I'd love him. But, I can't stay in this body forever. I need to go back to my life and ... He's not gay. If he knew I was a boy he would drop me and leave until his girlfriend was back. He wouldn't be saying these kind things. He would be ... He could never love another man.

"I-I'm sorry. I am wrecking our date." Harry says bringing his hand up to my cheek and wiping my tears away.

I'm crying?

Fuck.

"No, Harry your perfect." I whisper and he smiles softly.

"I don't know what happened but, Lizzy you have changed for the better. I loved you before don't get me wrong but, now, now you-you are so much more down to earth. Genuine." He whispers.

I go to say something but, a waitor cuts me off, "Sorry for the wait, can I get you guys something to drink?"

"I'll have a water with lemon." I say not taking my eyes off Harry.

"I'll have a pepsi." He tells the man beside us.

"Okay I will be back with your drinks." He says and Harry glares at him.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"Nothing. He was looking at you in the wrong way." Harry mutters.

"Oh, well I don't care about him." I say quietly with blush covering my cheeks once again. Harry smiles at me again and kisses my hand quickly.

"Can I order for you?" Harry asks.

"Sure thing." I smile.

"Really? Would you mind if we both got shrimp scampi? I know you don-" Harry asks.

"I love shrimp scampi!" I squeal.

"What?" Harry asks bewildered.

"I mean. You know. I don't know what I mean actually." I mumble to myself.

Does she not like shrimps?

"Since when do you enjoy shrimps?" Harry asks.

"Uhmm ... Since recently?" I question myself.

"Well if you change your mind you can always put it on my plate." He says and I nod.

"Here are your drinks. Can I take your order now or would you like a few more minutes?" He asks and I look up to see his piercing eyes looking at me.

"2 shrimp scampis." Harry says and the waiter writes our order down. When he leaves Harry relaxes.

"It's okay Harry. I don't care about him." I whisper softly and Harry looks at me in awe.

"You really have been surprising me lately." Harry says and I blush.

I'm not who you think I am.

I smile at him as he takes a sip of his drink. I do the same and he smiles at me with his dimples on full show.

******

Harry and I got talking and he told me some funny stories from his past. We laughed for a good 30 minutes during our meal.

I learnt a few things about him;

He's sensitive

He has a good sense of humor

He loves this Elizabeth girl to the ends of the world

Why would she abuse such a perfect relationship. It just bugs me.

Harry is taking a drive around the city as I look out to see the fast moving lights and buildings. I asked Harry if he wouldn't mind doing this for me and he smiled and said of course. His smile though.

I only asked him to do this cause I wanted to spend more time with him. In reality I am so tired and struggle to keep my eyes open.

"Babe go to sleep. I'll carry you to bed when we arrive at your house." Harry says and I put my hand on his lap in search of his hand. "I would move your hand the other way unless your planning to help me out."

My eyes widen and I quickly go the other way, only to have him chuckle as I find his hand. I allow my fingers to intertwine with his fingers and he kisses my hand real quick.

I might as well enjoy this while I'm Elizabeth.

If only Harry really knew.

******

"Progress report." I mumble laying in bed.

"Well the girl is wrecking your life. She came out as gay yesterday and is in a relationship with that Jake kid." Niall explains.

"The fuck?!" I yell.

"Shh ... And I know. When you come back this is going to be seriously awkward." Niall says, "you should just break up with her boyfriend-"

"No! I mean, I don't want to be rude I-"

"She's been wrecking your life no sense putting up with the torture." Niall says.

"But he's actually really nice Niall. I don't want to hurt him. He really loves her." I mumble.

"Louis." Niall says in a warning voice.

"What Niall?" I say exasperated.

"What's going on over there?" He asks.

"Nothing Niall. I have actually been helping her life out a bit. She's quite the bitch." I say.

"Yah I know that much. But, what's going on with her boyfriend and you?" Niall explains.

"Nothing. He just took me on a date and he is really sweet, and funny. Is it weird if I say he's good looking too? You know what I don't care he's really handsome." I mutter.

"Do you think you are starting to like him more then a friend?" Niall asks curiously.

"I don't know Niall. Maybe?" I say.

"Hmm ... Well I will try to keep you a boy virgin then." Niall mumbles.

"What?" I choke on my spit.

"Well if you might be gay wouldn't you want to give your ass virginity to someone you actually love and also be you when your body loses it?" Niall questions.

"B-But I don't think I'm gay." I stutter.

"Still." Niall says. "Anyway Louis I've got to get going but, if you need to chat about anything call me bro."

"Night Niall."

"Night Lou."

"Babe? Are you done in there?" Harry asks.

"Yah sorry. I just had to wash my face." I say and pretend I'm drying it up as I leave.

"That's all good babe." He kisses my nose as I put down the towel. I hold his hand and walk to my room.

I lay in my bed and Harry follows soon after. He sees me laying on my back not cuddling into him - what? She may know him well but I don't and I'm unsure if he'd be okay with it.

Harry rolls over so his body is above mine with only his arms holding him up. I blush at the position and Harry kisses my nose before moving to my lips.

I allow myself to follow along and Harry smiles into the kiss. He pushes the hair out of my face and traces his tongue along my lower lip. I open my mouth slightly so he can come in and tug on his hair. He hums and caresses down my body.

I'm gay. There is no way I'm straight. This is too good.

Louis Tomlinson you are gay and this sex god above you is turning you on like crazy.

It gets more and more heated and I know if I don't stop now he will take me whole. I slow down the kiss to a stop and he gives me a curious look.

"What's wrong?" He asks.

"N-Nothing it's just ..." It's hrs what Louis?!

"Oh are you?" He asks suggestively.

Am I?

... Oh! On my period.

"N-No I just don't feel like having sex for a bit." I mumble.

"Why? Are you pregnant?" Harry whispers.

My eyes bug out.

"I-I-"

"It's okay if you are I won't leave you baby." Harry kisses my forehead.

"I'm not. I-I just don't want to have sex. I-I feel slutty." I whisper.

Good excuse Lou!

Also, I don't like it up the front I'm more of a up the bum sort of lad.

"What? No baby. Your not at all a slut. Did I make you feel that way tonight?" Harry asks pulling me on his lap.

"N-No it's just. I don't want all that's between us to be sex." I mumble.

Ooo! Louis in his prime! I'm a brilliant actor!

"It's not. Hun I love you and I love you more then just for your body. Your whole personality has done a 180, not that I didn't love your personality before." Harry says as he gets off me and kisses my forehead.

I notice his prominent hard on and giggle a bit.

"What?" He asks playfully.

"Did I get you like that?" I giggle pointing at his hard on.

"You think it's funny?" He says in a playful threatening voice.

"Yep!" I smile.

He smirks at me before jumping me and tickling my sides. "St... St.... Stop!!"

"Say.... That I'm a extremely sexy beast and that ..... My hard on turns you on to no end!" He smirks tickling me harder.

"Never!" I laugh.

He tickles me more and says, "say it!!"

"F-F-Fine." I stutter out as I cough.

"You're an extremely ugly beast and your hard on disgusts me." I hold back a laugh at his face.

"That's not at all what I said." He pouts.

"Fine. Harry you are an extremely sexy beast and ..." I put my lips by his ear, "your hard on is a huge turn on." I whisper tugging on his ear lobe, causing him to moan.

Oooo... That was husky and sexy!