I sighed bored. Time has passed since Jacob transformed, and I stopped attending school. Bella wouldn't talk to me, and she was back in depression mode. It didn0t help I had to stay all day in Sam's! I hate it! I mean, I'm actually placing ice in my arms to see it melt rappidly. How much bored can you get?

I was thinking about what to do when my throat had a sudden pain, making my eyes widen. What the hell? I'm in werewolf mode! The pain came once again, and I clenched my throat with my hand, breathing hard. I've got to get out of here!

I ran outside the house and ran straight to the forest. My thirst will suddenly come, making me engulfed in a horrible wet-dog stench, but it would leave soon. Does that mean they can smell me?

I ran until I was far from the land, and instantly transformed to full vampire mode. I hunt for hours untill I  had enough. I had been careless! I almos never hunt! I haven0t hunted since even before Edward left. Meaning... I don't have to drink much, but I do need it to stay in control.

I sighed relieved and checked my clothes for blood. When I didn't find any I started to head back. I'll transform back once I'm closer. I was thinking about lame things when I stopped. What's that smell... it's so familiar...

I saw Bella with a familiar vampire infront of her. I couldn0t help it, I growled in my werewolf-while-human state. (A.n.: I want to clear this up: when I say werewolf mode I'll mean werewolf-while-human, and when I say wolf it's werewolf-while-wolf)

"Interesting thing," Laurent said as soon as he saw me. I took a protective stance infront of Bella and growled once again. "You smell different... like a wet dog..."

"You don't smell so good yourself," I replied glaring. It was true. He smelled horrible! Like too sweet for my liking... it burns my nose.

"I don't remember this smell in you," Laurent said taking my chin in his hand, making me want to flinch back.

"I would leav now," I whispered so Bella couldn't hear. "My friends are coming."

"The Cullens?" he said surpriced.

"Too late," I replied grinning. "They're here. You're dead."

The wolves came at himright that moment, so I made Bella back up. They wouldn0t hurt her, but I wanted her far just in case.Once they dissappeared I turned to Bella glaring.

"What were you thinking?" I asked angrily. 

She was still horror-struck and fell to her knees.

"I have to go," I muttered annoyed. "Go home, Bella."

"What where you doing ther Cassie?" Sam snapped angrily. "Don't go out by yourself!"

That made me loose it. I had listened calmly to his lecture, but that was it.

"Stop treating me like some little girl," I growled shaking. "I can protect myself. I'm a werewolf for crying outloud! I was bored! I smelt a vampire before you, so I went for it! Bella would be dead if I hadn0t got there before you!"

"Yet, you go as a human," Paul sais angry. "That doesn't make you seem like you can take care of yourself."

"I couldn't transform!" I said annoyed. "You know I was no threat alone! He saw me as a human and I got the distraciton I needed!"

"What you did was just stupid," Embry commented. "You're not as strong as-"

I growled angrily, shaking even more. I got out of the house and slammed the door, transforming as soon as I was outside. This time my wolf was also black, but I paid no mind. I took on full sprint angrily to the forst. I blocked them all of my mind as I ran without stopping. 

It's not fair. They don't know what they're talking about. Think they're so high and mighty because they're older... well, I'm still as capable as them.

ours passed and I returned home. I saw some of my clothes and changed into them. They must've let them outside. I entered the house still pissed, when I was suddenly evolved in a hug.

"Don't do that ever again!" Sam shouted in a relieved voice. "We were so worried about you!"

The way he said it this time didn't mae me angry but... happy. The guys all joined for a group hug and they asked for apollogies, and of course I did as well. I smiled. I have a new family. They aren't going to abandon me!

But they don't know my secrtet. I felt guilt rise up in my stomach as I tried to continue act normally. We did our night shifts and once mine was over I went to bed. I hope they never have to find out...

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gah, this is shit. I can0t seem to write this!!! anyway, sorry for shortness! I am not really inspired in this story right now... guess I'll update soon though!