Nicole Spring Valeria

🎶"So lost I'm Faded"🎶
~ Alan Walker , Faded

Buong gabi ako umiiyak hindi ako makatulog. Smile lang Niks smile lang iniyakan mo lang ang walang kwentang tao.  I need to distract myself from crying.

By the way sorry hindi ako nakapag pakilala sainyo, I'm Nicole Spring Valeria , And I'm 18 years old. Pinangalanan ako ng Spring kasi I was born in the time of spring.

I open my laptop and watch K-Drama.

After few minutes watching K-Drama....

"WALANG FOREVER !" sigaw ko sa laptop ko and I turn off my laptop and close it. Suck I'm crying again T_T . Mas lumala pa yata ang pagiyak ko.

*Bzzzzzp* Sinilip ko Phone ko
Mommy Yo :Nak tatawagin kita
Me: Okay

At tumunog ang phone ko si mommy nag call

Goo- di ko naituloy kasi malakas ang boses ni mommy.

(HI NAK MISS NA KITA KAMUSTA KAYO NI JESSE?? MAY IPINADALA AKO PARA SAINYO  NA T-SHIRT MARAMING COUPLE T-SHIRT PARA SAINYO AT SAPATOS PARA KAY JESSE PAKIBIGAY SAKANYA)blah blah...

Natahimik ako bigla sa sinabi niya kailan ko kaya sasabihin kay mommy?? Tinuring anak ni mommy si Jesse kulang na lang ipakasal kami sa pinanggagawa niya . Nagflaflash back nanaman yung dati. I'm in the verge of tears pero pinigilan ko yun

(Nak??)

"Mommy I'm not feeling well po maybe next time muna tayo usap"

( Okay anak inum ng gamot bye mwah 💋)

" Bye mom mwah ! "

At umiyak na naman ako paano ko kaya sasabihin kay mommy tiyak na masasaktan yun. Pinunasan ko luha ko .

Kaysa magmukmok dito umiiyak mabuti pumunta sa bar -_- bakit ngayon ko lang naisipan yun.

Time check : 9:15 

At pumunta na ako sa banyo pagtingin ko sa salamin 

Me: -_-
       0_-
        -_0
       0_0 watdapak eyebags is real T^T

Para tuloy akong panda haisst. Magawa na nga morning rituals ko .

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Nag make up ako, light make up lang para hindi mapansin ang haggard ko na face -_- . At nag suot ako ng black shirt black jeans at Converse na Red at ang buhok ko ay nakalugay lang.

Tumawag ako ng taxi. "Saan papunta?? " tanong nung driver " Sa XBar po manong"

After few minutes from the ride......

Nagbayad na ako sa taxi at bumaba. Pumasok na ako sa XBar.

Pagkapasok ko music is already heard, some dancing at the dancefloor some is drinking alcohol.

Pumunta ako sa Bar umupo ako malapit sa dancefloor at umorder. " Isang Tequila Sunrise " sabi ko sa bartender na nag nod saakin. Binigay niya saakin ang tequila . Habang umiinom nakatingin lang ako sa dance floor , sumasayaw ang tao may nagakiss sa gilid -_- .

Merong papunta sa stage sinabi niya
" Good afternoon ladies and gents today The FlaminPlaylist is going to cover We Don't talk anymore by: Charlie Puth.

Agad akong napatingin sa stage.  Naghiyawan ang mga tao. FlamPlay! FlamPlay! People chant.

Music starts.....

We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore, like we used to do...

Kumanta yung nasa gitna lalaki tinignan ko siya.... Pamiliar siya.....  Saan ko nga siya nakita. Hay! Ewan sakit saulo mabuti pa makinig na ngalang

(A/N: Nagskip ako ng part sa kanta)

Nakisabay ako sa kanta at tumingin sa lalaking kumakanta....

Don't wanna know
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight
If he's holdin' onto you so tight
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame

Tumama ang mata namin. Those eyes...
Sh*t napamura ako sa isip. This feeling is familiar when jesse and I first met. OMG umiwas ako ng tingin.

That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do

Lamig ng boses niya....

I just hope you're lying next to somebody
Who knows how to love you like me
There must be a good reason that you're gone
Every now and then I think you might want me to
Come show up at your door
But I'm just too afraid that I'll be wrong

Don't wanna know
If you're looking into her eyes
If she's holdin' onto you so tight the way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame

May kumikinang sa daliri niya. Singsing? Mkay. Pamiliar yun parang singsing ko kinapa ko singsing ko sa mga daliri. WHAT?! nawala siguro kahapon basta kung pumupunta ako sa mga party may nawawala talaga saakin -_- . Regalo yun ni mommy saakin T^T.

That we don't talk anymore
(we don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
(we don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
(we don't we don't)
What was all of it for?
(we don't we don't)
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Like we used to do

Don't wanna know
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight
If he's giving it to you just right
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame

That we don't talk anymore
(we don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
(we don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
(we don't we don't)
What was all of it for?
(we don't we don't)
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do

(we don't talk anymore)
Don't wanna know
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight (oh)
If he's holding onto you so tight (oh)
The way I did before
(we don't talk anymore)
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game (oh)
Now I can't get you out of my brain (whoa)
Oh, it's such a shame

That we don't talk anymore.

Natapos na ang kanta. Nag bow sila at nag thank you. At nag palakpakan ang mga tao. Tumingin muli siya saakin...  Nakipagtitigan lang kami. Siya umiwas sa tingin kasi bumaba na sila sa stage .

Sinalubong siya ng isang babae . Taken na siya... Pamiliar yung babae...

Nagpay na ako sa bartender . At tumambay sandali kasi pagod pa ako. Tumingin uli ako sa dance floor . Bumalik nanaman sila sa pagsasayaw etc.

Makauwi na nga.

To Be Continued...........

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Yow yow yow another update . Sorry for the wrong typos. ~ Nc Lee 🐼