Frustration
Okay,
So if you don't want to read a rant about my frustrations, feel free to skip.
So I've been playing cello for a while now. A lot of people start when they're really little kids, so since I started later I've had to deal with those insecurities. To be brutally honest, I'm not that good, because I devote a lot more time to piano, my main instrument. I enjoy cello, but I just want to pursue piano more.
Anyways, lately I've been feeling really frustrated because I can't see any improvement in my skill. I'm being given the same advice over and over and over again and nothing seems to be getting better. Can anyone else relate to this? Because it really bugs me. I know I'm never going to be a virtuoso cellist or anything, but I like to see improvement after I've worked on something for so long. Ehhhhh. Maybe I'm just in a mood, but this has really been weighing on me lately so I had to spill. I know this really isn't a big deal, and that people (including me) struggle with way bigger things, and I'm not trying to make it seem like one. I'm just terrible at expressing myself and I wanted to try getting some of this out. I applaud you if you've read this far, I know none of this probably made a lot of sense. Anyways, have a blessed weekend!
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