𝚂𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚝.

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"I know you told me you came here for that specific reason, but why does it matter?" Jimin raised his head up from being in the olders chest.

there was no response for a quite a bit, afraid that the younger asked a question that had to be thought through the past.

"you don't need to if you—"

"no it's okay, it's perfectly fine." Yoongi smiled weakly and gently moved Jimin, which faced him towards himself, trying to figure out the right words to say.

"it was a long time ago, like I tell you when I was maybe 18. I'm not as sure— I was really lonely, and only had a certain amount of friends. I didn't really care much about how people looked at me and my appearance, not once did I care. I wasn't that quiet, or shy. I just was a little 'weird' to people. sooner or later, I got distant and even more alone than how I was, I had my first heart break with someone that was my first love, and it hurt. I started getting called out, bullied, and lost a lot of friends. I didn't want you to go through something that completely shut me out and made me doubt my existence and wanted to end. I did come here to be with you, make you feel wanted, love you, and take care of you unlike how i was." The older stated, it wasn't a long horried story but, it was sad enough for the younger & to feel bad that he wished himself he was there with him.

"I'm so sorry, you had to go through that.. you didn't deserve to. I wish I was there to change everything." Jimin plainly stated calmly, looking down fiddling with his fingers.

"Jimin, wether or not you were there at that time, it wouldn't change the future. it'll make the same event in a different way. It's okay, I'm better now." Yoongi lifted his head up with his hand, and looked him straight in the eyes, without hesitating.

"I'm still sorry that you had to go through something like that alone, and I wish you knew how much I love." The younger wrapped his arms around, and planted his head in the boys chest.

"for now, I know how much you do. You haven't seen the best of me yet."

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I'm sorry for not updating for along time, I feel extremely bad :(