Jared sat in the kitchen of Jensen and his house, drinking vodka straight from the bottle.

His heart was broken. He would never admit it, but Misha fucking shattered his heart. He ripped it out of his chest and threw it down a well and then lit the well on fire.

That's how hurt he was.

While he was sulking with his bottle of vodka, the front door opened. He couldn't help but get a bit excited, even though he doubted that it was Misha. He looked up and sighed when Jensen walked in.

Jensen gave him a soft smile. "Hey buddy... Rich... Told me that... That Misha left... How are you feeling?"

"Hurt. Pissed." Jared murmured, drinking from the bottle.

Jensen frowned and nodded as he took in his friends appearance. Normally, Jared had his fluffy hair combed and had a beanie on top, but today his was was disheveled and no beanie was present. Jared also never really drank this heavily until they got to work. So yeah. Jared was obviously torn up over this. "Do you wanna go to the bed, Jay?" Jensen asked, knowing Jared knew exactly what he meant.

Jared nodded slowly and put down the almost empty bottle. "Can... Can I call you Misha?" He asked quietly.

"You can call me whatever you want, Baby boy." Jensen said softly and took Jared's hand, gently pulling him up and bringing him to their bedroom. He lightly pushed Jared down on to the bed and with a soft hum, got down on to his knees and slowly pulled Jared's sweatpants down, letting his cock spring free. His mouth went around his tip and he started to suck, moaning softly around him.

Jared moaned softly and carded his fingers through Jensen's hair. "Misha..." He moaned out softly, tilting his head back.

Jensen started to bob his head, fast, just like he knew Jared liked it. And at this rate... Jared wasn't going to last too long, he figured.

Small tears came to Jared's eyes as he thought about Misha leaving him.  He was hurt. Beyond hurt. He thought that the two had something special going on, but... Obviously not, if Misha willingly threw that all away. He groaned as he lifted his hips up into Jensen's mouth.

Before either of them knew it, Jared was cumming down Jensen's throat.

Jensen pulled away,  swallowing the rest of the cum. He looked up at Jared and was about to ask something, when he saw the angry look on his face and the tears running down his cheeks. "Jay..." He got up and gently pulled Jared into a soft kiss.

Jared tried to stop the tears from falling, but he couldn't. His emotions were all over the place. He roughly kissed Jensen back and then suddenly pulled him down on to the bed.

Jensen squeaked a bit, but he knew that Jared needed this. He knew Jared needed to release his anger, so he didn't protest. Luckily he was nice and stretched from his time he spent with Richard, so he knew he'd be alright.

Jared quickly pulled of Jensen's pants and boxers, murmuring, "I loved you and you left me." Over and over as he suddenly thrusted into Jensen. He growled and wasted no time slamming into him, grunting and moaning as he did. Jensen just sat there and took it, crying out in pleasure every so often.

It took about a half an hour for Jared to finally calm down and cum again. He and Jensen laid side by side, panting softly.

"Jen... I'm sorry. I-I just.." Jared sighed. "I just got lost in my emotions..." He said softly, looking over at his best friend.

Jensen gave him a soft smile and rested his head on Jared's chest. "I know, Jay. It's not the first time you've fucked me because of your emotions," He chuckled softly and then sighed. "Jay, you have to find a way to talk to him. You both need to talk about this. I can tell you love him. And he loves you. He wouldn't have let you take his virginity if he did."

Jared nodded slowly, swallowing thickly. "I just worry that... What if he doesn't love me? What if he thought I was way different when we were just talking on FaceTime and Snapchat?"

"Jay, you're special. He'd be a fool not to love you. And like I said; he gave you his virginity! He obviously saw something special between the two of you. He was probably just scared." Jensen said softly, beginning to run his fingers through Jared's hair.

"He said... He said that long distance relationships never work. I tried to tell him that we can make it work, but he didn't think so." Jared responded and sighed, beginning to close his eyes.

Jensen nodded slowly. "Get some rest Jay... We'll think of something to get him back to you."

And with that, Jared fell asleep, curled up close to Jensen's side.