"ugh! You're so annoying! I hate you! I hope I never have to see your face again!" Christina's screams echoed rang through Zeke's mind as he sat on his couch, his head in his hands. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... please.... please please please come back..." Zeke whispered, tears sliding down his cheeks. "Christina... I'm so sorry... please come back... please..." He repeated, even though he knew she wouldn't be coming back. 

Nobody ever knows

Nobody ever sees

I left my soul

Back there now I'm too weak

Most nights I pray for you to come home

Praying to the Lord

Praying for my soul

Lifting his head, Zeke stared at himself in the mirror. Dark bags circled underneath his eyes from lack of sleep. His hair was matted, and greasy from refusing to shower, along with his clothed disgusting and dirty. "I think of you when I'm alone... common Christina... come back..." 

Now Please Don't Go

Most Nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone

Now Please Don't Go, oh no

I think of you whenever I'm alone

So Please Don't Go


Mmhm...

Zeke stared down at the newspaper by the door that he had flung there days earlier. Getting up, he slowly lumbered over and picked it up as he stared at the obituary. "No... no! No!" He screamed, standing up and flinging it across the room, tears now streaming down his face as he banged his fists into his wooden floor, screaming and crying for her to come back. He knew he'd be disturbing his neighbors downstairs, but he didn't care. 

Cause I don't ever want to know

Don't ever want to see things change

Cause when I'm living on my own

I'll wanna take it back and start again

Most nights I pray for you to come home

Praying to the Lord

Praying for my soul

Biting his lip, Zeke pulled out his phone to look at his last texts to Christina.

Zeke: Chris.. I'm sorry... please text back- 9:30 AM

Zeke: OK I understand, you're probably mad at me, I just need to know that you're ok! -12:45 AM

Zeke: Chris... Christina.. please... I'm a jerk and I know it. I never meant to hurt you but I did and I'm sorry... just... please answer... what am I doing wrong?! 

Zeke stared from his phone to the news paper. The one day he had read that newspaper. That one day, caused him to lose her. He began to wonder that if he hadn't read the newspaper, he maybe wouldn't be where he is now. Maybe he'd be texting Christina with hope. 

(Oh oh oh)

I send so many messages you don't reply!

(Oh oh oh)

I gotta figure out what am I missing babe!

Singing now 

(Oh oh oh)

And I need you now, I need your love!

(Oh oh oh)

Zeke stood and shakily walked over to the newspaper and stared down at the obituary, where Christina's graduation picture was plastered. 

Christina Adams- 1997-2016

Christina was loved by all, and always would make it known to whatever place that she was in that she had arrived. Blessed with two great parents, and three younger siblings, Christina will be greatly missed. Christina's body was found in a five car pile up crash on Elm street, October 17th, 2016 at 3:00 Am. 

Now Please Don't Go

Most Nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone

Now Please Don't Go, oh no

I think of you whenever I'm alone

So Please Don't Go

Please Don't Go