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Some bickering, energy draining shifting of furniture and one sun set later, Maya took a seat on the couch they just placed in lounge after her choice as she opened the box of pizza they just ordered and set the disposable plates along side the fried chicken they got after Jungkook's chocie.

Her eyes shifted towards Jungkook who stood in the tarrace, his back faced her. He was on a work Phone call. A part of her felt bad for keeping him the whole day. She lost count of the work Calls he attended or made the whole day. Another part of her - the selfish part was happy she got to spend time with him.

Jungkook could shift his appearances so Quickly. One moment he was the college boyfriend dressed in casual, bickering with her over the position of furniture. The two would literally move things around unsatisfied with each other's choices. The next moment he would be all professional - a very strong and dangerous aura taking over him as he would attend a call stepping away from her. Moves getting calculated and voice turning authorative and demanding.

She admired his back, even it was sexy. He had his one hand slipped in his pant's pocket and other holding the cellphone against his ear. His long strands of hair would fly every here and now due to the pressure of wind.

I wish you were mine, so I could have this sight everyday.

And I would never get tired of it.

She instantly went back to setting the dishes as Jungkook hung up the call and returned inside closing the glass door behind him. He stopped in front of the table, hands in his pockets.

JK :"Well I guess I can go with this, forcefully yes." He teased, if through out the whole day the two argued the most-was about the painting that now hung above the couch on the wall. He didn't want it there.

Maya :"You have to." She glared back. She would rather throw the damn piece away if he didn't like it but why would she miss the chance of bickering with him?

He shook his head and crossed the table stopping in front of her. He rested his hand on her head and ruffled her hair. It was a casual move - she told herself and her heart who was now a master of going crazy at his every move.

Maya :"Don't tell me you're leaving. We are just about to eat."

JK :"I didn't mean to." He watched how visibly her shoulders dropped. Clearly disappointed and upset about him leaving even if he specially ordered the fried chicken for himself. He clearly observed how she pulled up a smile and told him it was okay and he could leave.

She could fool herself but he knew so well it was all forced.

Maya :"Next time, let me invite you over for house warming."

"Ofcourse, I yet have to remove that painting." He reflected his smug smile, maya raised her hand in a fist quite tiny as compared to his.

Maya :"You have to go through me before that."

JK: "Scary, I am terrified lady." She pouted and Jungkook left taking a small bite of his fried chicken for her happiness. Only if that could make her happy.

The whole day, both of them were together. The home was filled with laughters and bickering. and now that she was the only one left in there. The sudden feeling of loneliness kicked in raising every bit of her anxiety. She was supposed to be sitting there happily enjoying her meal with him instead of feeling a heartache and tears welling up in her eyes.

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The two entered the hall, arms locked and faces reflecting the kind of fake smile that could hurt your jaw. Jungkook had a call from Jihan-YN's brother. He had to leave for abroad for some business and so he requested for an early dinner which was originally planned to take place after 2 weeks.

They hated it to it's core, to the extent it was tiresome and dreading. Never it ended up on good terms. That one hour they spend on the table acting like a sweet family, the only words that ever escaped their lips were sweetly cunning, sarcastic and insulting. Gas lightning each other's wound and torn them open to sprinkle salt over it.

But Jihan loved it, every part of it. He was a menace. It was after his demand this sinful night had to take place every two months.

As the two reached the lounge they found Jihan holding a bottle of champaign walking towards the couch. A huge smile took place on his lips as he opened his arms and welcomed the two hugging each one after another.

Jihan :" Look who I missed." He chuckled as he eyed YN and patted her head once like any sweet brother would to their little sisters except for he wasn't sweet at all.

Jihan :"How about you? How are you doing?" He had the two take a seat as he diverted his attention towards Jungkook who opened the button of his coat and took a seat besides YN. His arm resting on the back of couch behind her.

JK :"As great as I could ever be. Thank you for always caring about us hyung - nim." YN checked a text on her cellphone and placed it back in her bag knowing the night of lies had already started.

If anything, none of them were doing any good in their lives.

Jihan :" Ofcourse I have to. I am only Waiting for You two to already announce your official relationship. Here I am eager for you to marry but take the first step at least yeah?" His eyes beaming with affection- shifted on both of them before they stayed on YN who made an eye contact with him. A kind of look that seemed so true that it might actually make her believe he wanted her happiness except for she knew crazy dark gleam hidden behind his sparkly eyes.

JK :" We haven't talked about it yet. We're still busy with our business. If we reach any decision we'll let you know hyung. After all. You will have to make all the arrangements. I would love to have it grand right sweetheart? " Jungkook looked at YN who didn't say a word but she knew deep down. They had already started to kill each other.

Jihan didn't want YN with Jungkook and bringing this up was only his way to fuck them up. Sometimes even if the words that are to ignore knowing they are only going to Hurt you. But words are words and when they decide, they crave deep down your heart to stay for eternity.

If one wasn't willing to marry due to her brother's pressure and other was only going to have hopes for it. Jihan wanted to see who YN would choose. He was one clever fucker.

Because I know You would do anything to save Jungkook. You're letting him become your weakness that tempts me to remove him from your life even more.

YN was quiet the whole time. She preferred being like that as much as she could except for when she had to take control of the situation. She would never take Jihan's side but all she knew about Jungkook was - the man never needed anyone to speak for him. He could protect himself and the only time he didn't reply back to mock with another cruelty and decided to stay quiet with a simple smile was when you know. It was not something to be answered with some words. He answered them with something that made noise and pain - actions that made Jihan regret ever spilling those words. Jungkook had done that in past without a care Jihan was YN's brother.

JK :"But hyung" He shifted his attention towards the older. "It was surprising you suddenly called for dinner. Everything good in business?"

Jihan :"Ofcourse, just a hiccup at work."

JK :"After your call tonight I received a call from Mr. Evans. He said, he is willing to sign a contract with me as the one with Jihan corporations got terminated upon his request. I was wondering what might have happened."

Jihan's expressions hardened for a split of moment before he pulled a smile back. It was so obvious and so maniatic that brought satisfaction deep down Jungkook's bones. Their work was more of a competition than a business or a way to earn money. They had reached the level where the money didn't even matter anymore. It was always striving to bring another down. A victory like an addict dying to take a sniff of his next dose.

Jihan : " Newbies at work. Good for nothing. But congratulations brother in law, if it's you then I really didn't lose Evan. He is an important client. Take care of him till I get him back huh?" He chuckled and stood up walking towards the dining where the table got set by the maids.

If only Jungkook was going to step back now.

Once the dinner was over, Jungkook excused himself to take a walk out in the gardens while he took care of some business calls. YN and Jihan ended up in a room.

YN :"When are you going to stop with these dinners? "

Jihan :" Didn't know you don't admire them little sister." He said casually as he took a seat.

YN rolled her eyes and took a deep breath. This wasn't the time to lose her cool. If anything that was what Jihan was looking forward to.

YN :". Leave us alone. We are happy where we are. "

" Is this your definition of happiness?" She frowned, preffered staying quiet over the answer. Jihan stood up crossing the table and stood in front of her. He wasn't going to back down.

Jihan : "I want you focused on the work. This is not the time for all of this. I didn't train him to take over. You're not understanding but he is using you, little sister."

YN :" I was the one to hold his hand when he had no one. He learnt everything himself. He reached this position on his own. He didn't take over us. He trained himself, he took the consequences of entering in a shit mocking world where an innocent like him had no place. He went through all the back stabbing and mocks people threw his way. He was the one to bring himself to this point. You or I had no hand in this. "

Jihan :"If he can handle himself you have no reason sticking to him unless you want a serious relationship with him. " She didn't say yes nor a no. He stared at her, looking for an emotion to reflect through her eyes but there was none.

She didn't say yes, first - maybe because Jihan would hurt Jungkook then. Second - because she simply didn't want it. But there was not a no either.

YN hated how Jihan always had an excuse to dispise Jungkook even if that excuse might be as childish as this one. What she hated the most was - He had no fucking reason to dislike Jungkook. It was just his own fucked up mindset or jealousy. Whatever you may call it.

"Alright" She said with a simple shrug as she turned around. "Go ahead and do what pleases you." Her heels click clacked against the marble floor as she advanced towards the door not before turning towards him once. Eyes reflecting a hue of melancholic, rage and a home where darkness resides.

"But if you as much as touch a hair on his head. That's a war against me, dear brother." She disappeared behind the door. Her ice cold voice had a shattering effect on his stone heart for a moment. But soon it replaced with a menacing laugh.

Jihan :"When did you grow this much to announce a war against me. You're forgetting I was the one to raise you."

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