160. "I Could Gush About You Forever."
A/n: This one gets slightly personalized but not really. Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin, shall we?
My fiancé is the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes and I'm currently on tour with him. Shawn was on the stage, and I was standing a little bit near the steps, so when he comes running down, he can give me a kiss just like he always does before running to hug the fans. I stood there and watched him, in complete and utter awe of the man that I'm lucky enough to be engaged to. He really is the most dedicated, hard working person that I know. He puts everything into his music and his shows and I'm so beyond proud of him. Shawn went up to the microphone and began speaking.
"So, my amazing and wonderful fiancée is on tour with me right now, which I really love. I love her and I would love to bring her up on stage right now, so I'm going to go get her." Shawn said. He then walked over to the side of the stage, took a few steps towards me, and held his hand out as he smiled at me. I smiled back and placed my hand in his. As our skin touched, I felt electricity spark through me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time.
"What are you doing?" I asked. Shawn just smiled at me and walked over to the microphone. He wrapped his arm around my waist and rubbed my side with his thumb as he spoke and I wrapped an arm around him too. He was looking at the crowd as he spoke, but I was admiring him.
"So, my lovely fiancée just asked me what I'm doing. Well babe, how about we dance to that song that we love to dance to?" He asked as he looked at me. I smiled and nodded.
"Okay." I said. He smirked at me.
"We dance to so many songs, do you even know which one I'm talking about?" He asked. I cracked up laughing and shook my head.
"Nope." I said. Shawn tilted his head back with laughter before speaking into the microphone again.
"She just went along with it. She has no clue what song we're about to dance to, but she said yes anyways. That's trust right there. That's love. Could my engineers play Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton please?" Shawn asked. My smile widened. Shawn and I took a few steps away from the microphone so no one could hear us as we talked to each other. I smiled at him as the music began playing and Shawn and I began swaying. My arms were around his shoulders and his arms were around my waist.
"I love you." I said. Shawn smiled at me.
"I love you too baby girl." He said.
"Remember that time when I went to an awards show with you, and when you saw me in my dress, your eyes went wide and you said 'Va va voom.'?" I asked. Shawn chuckled and nodded.
"Yeah. Well, it accurately described how you looked." He said. I laughed.
"Do you like this dress?" I asked. He nodded. I was wearing a Fashion V-Neck Print Long Sleeves dress.
"I do. I love it. You look absolutely beautiful my love." Shawn said. I blushed, causing Shawn to laugh.
"Thank you. You look so handsome baby. I love it so much when you wear a tank top." I said.
"Oh really?" Shawn asked. I nodded.
"Yup." I said.
"And why is that?" Shawn asked.
"Because of your arms! You're so muscular and sexy babe!" I said. Shawn laughed.
"You like my arms honey?" Shawn asked. I bit my bottom lip as I nodded.
"Yeah. I like them a lot." I said. Shawn smiled.
"I have to keep them strong and muscular so I can hold you safe and protect you." Shawn said as he rested his forehead against mine.
"You always make me feel so safe baby." I said. Shawn smiled.
"You always make me feel so safe too honey." He said.
"I do?" I asked. Shawn pulled his head away from mine and nodded. His smile, and his eyes were soft and loving.
"Yup. I love holding you, but I also love it when you hold me." Shawn said. I smiled.
"Oh honey, I love holding you." I said. Shawn put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks. We soon pulled away and smiled at each other.
"I can't wait to be your husband." Shawn said.
"I can't wait to be your wife." I said.
"You think you're going to like being my wife?" Shawn asked. I put my hands on his cheeks as I smiled at him. I could tell that he was trying to hide it, but he looked a bit nervous, like he was really worried that I wasn't going to like being his wife.
"My love, being your wife is going to be the greatest honor and the most wonderful thing in the world. I'm going to love being your wife." I said. He seemed satisfied with that answer because he smiled at me before kissing me again. We continued to sway to the music until the song ended, and then he brought me back over to the microphone. I blushed at the words that he said to the crowd.
"Oh my gosh I love my fiancée so much. She really is the most amazing woman and I'm constantly in awe of her and she inspires me so much with how strong of a person she is. I don't mean physically, I mean emotionally and mentally. My fiancée is literally the strongest person I know. Babe, do you like being my fiancée?" Shawn asked as he looked at me. I smiled and nodded. I then decided to tease him a little bit.
"Yeah. You call me your fiancée so much sometimes I think you've forgotten my name." I said jokingly. His eyes went wide.
"You what?" He asked.
"I'm kidding!" I said with a laugh.
"Did you just jokingly say that I call you my fiancée so much that sometimes you think that I've forgotten your name?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yeah." I said. Shawn turned to me a bit more before speaking.
"Let me tell you something babe. I know everything about you. Your full name is Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n. You were born on (your birth date) at (name of hospital you were born at) and you weighed (your birth weight). Your parents names are Y/m/n and Y/d/n, and your dad's parents names are (your grandparents names) and your mom's parents names are (your grandparents names). Your brothers name is (your brother's full name)." Shawn said. He then went on to say the name of the preschool, elementary school, middle school, high school, and college I've been to.
"Oh my gosh." I said. He continued. He said who my first best friend was, who my first crush was, what my favorite color, favorite flower, favorite television show, favorite actor are.
"Your favorite book is The Girl Who Came Home by Hazel Gaynor. Books, books, they're another thing! Whenever you get books from the library or the bookstore, you come home, and you place them all on the kitchen table and you look at them, because you're trying to figure out which one to read first. And sometimes, most of the time actually, you ask me which one I think you should read first, and what do I always say?" Shawn asked.
"Whichever one your heart desires." I said.
"Exactly, I always tell you to read whichever one your heart desires and you frown at me for a moment because you want a better answer but I always want you to make a decision on your own. I never want you to base any decision of yours off of me or something that I think. So I just sit there, and watch you pick a book, and once you've picked a book, you go sit on the couch and I sit with you and sometimes I rub your feet as you read. I love watching as your eyes go back and forth across the page. Sometimes I ask you to read to me because I love the sound of your voice so much. I want to hear your voice every single day for the rest of my life. And you're so cute about bookmarks. Sometimes you just use the little notes with the letter (your first initial) on them as a bookmark because you can't find an actual bookmark, but then I go around the house finding your bookmarks and those note things and I put them in a stack next to your side of the bed, and whenever I tell you that I've done that, you smile that gorgeous smile at me, and thank me. You're so cute about it." Shawn said.
"Oh my gosh." I said, but he wasn't finished.
"And you're so cute about your hair. Sometimes, after a shower, you come bouncing over to me as you smile and then you say 'Babe, smell my hair. It smells great.' and you're so cute about it that every time you say that, I do smell your hair, even though I know, each time, that your hair is going to smell minty from your tea tree shampoo. And then I tell you that it smells minty and great and you smile at me and sit with me. You're just so cute about it. You're so cute, especially when you want to tell me something that excites you, because sometimes I'll be sitting on the couch and you come running in and you jump on the couch and smile at me and say 'Babe, guess what!' or if I'm in bed but I'm awake, you jump onto the bed and say the same thing. Your excitement is contagious and adorable and so damn cute." Shawn said.
"Oh my gosh babe." I said.
"I know that you get cranky and emotional when you're tired and you haven't slept well, and I know that once you've rested, you'll apologize for being cranky and emotional, but please know and understand that you never have to apologize for that. I know that you get like that because you need your sleep, and I understand. So please honey, never apologize for that, okay?" Shawn asked. I nodded.
"Okay." I said.
"I know that you hate thunderstorms, but I love them. I love them so much because when there's a thunderstorm, you come up to me, you cuddle up to me and you put your head on my chest and you always listen to my heartbeat as I rub your back because you say that it's soothing when you hear my heartbeat and when I rub your back." Shawn said.
"It is!" I said and he smiled and laughed before continuing.
"I hope you realize that I notice every single thing that you do. I notice it when you're picking at your lip, I notice it when your eyes light up at the mention or the sight of something that you love and I love the fact that your eyes light up when you see me. I notice it when you're sitting still and then you move around and squirm a little because you're restless and you want to go do something else. I notice it when you're bouncing your foot because you're nervous, and I notice it when your lips twitch because you're telling me that you're fine when you're not. And I know that you try to tell me you're fine when you're not because you don't want me to worry about you, but I'm your fiancée and it's my job to worry about you, just like how you worry about me. I notice everything about you, and everything you do, and I'm so in love with all of it. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. You're better than the record deal, you're better than the Grammys, you're better than anything that's ever happened to me because you're the love of my life, you're my soulmate, and you're going to be my wife and the mother to our children, and the grandmother to our grandchildren. I love life with you because you make me so happy and you're so wonderful. I love you. I love you so damn much Y/n Y/l/n. I could gush about you forever." Shawn said. The crowd cheered even more as I pulled Shawn in for a sweet kiss. We pulled away and smiled at him as happy tears formed in my eyes.
"I love you so damn much too." I said. Shawn smiled and hugged me. He kissed the side of my head and I looked at him.
"Did you realize how much I noticed and remembered about you?" He asked as he wiped away my happy tears.
"No." I said.
"Are these happy tears or sad tears?" He asked.
"Happy tears." I said and he smiled.
"Good, because I don't like it when my baby girl cries sad tears. I love you." He said. My smile widened.
"I love you too." I said.
"I'll see you in a little bit, okay baby?" He asked. I nodded and gave him another kiss.
"Okay." I said. He turned to the crowd again as he pointed at me.
"Ladies and gentlemen, my lovely and amazing fiancée, Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n." He said before smiling at me. He walked me over to the side of the stage and I smiled at him before I went down the stairs.
"Do you think that someone who videotaped that could post it on youtube and send me the link over twitter or something?" I asked. Shawn smiled and gave me another kiss.
"I'll ask, someone will probably do it." He said. I nodded.
"Okay baby. I'll see you later." I said. He gave me another kiss before watching me walk down the stairs. I then watched as he walked over to the microphone again.
"Holy crap I love her. Oh my gosh. If anyone took a video of that, could you please post it on Twitter and tag Y/n and I in it? I think that her and I want to watch that back." He said. I smiled, in awe of him. After the show, I hugged him and we walked hand in hand to the bus. He sat down after we had gotten changed into more comfortable clothes and I sat on his lap but turned more towards him. Shawn looked at me with such love that I thought that my heart was going to burst.
"I'm pretty sure that I've fallen even more in love with you." I said. Shawn chuckled, causing my heart to flutter.
"Yeah?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yeah." I said.
"And why is that baby?" Shawn asked before kissing my cheek.
"I always knew that you know me better than anyone else in the world, but I guess that I never realized just how much you noticed and remembered. I love you so much." I said.
"I love you so much too baby girl. The thing is, even after you got off stage, and I was performing, I thought 'Wait a second, I forgot to say that her favorite drink is Kiwi strawberry flavored Snapple, and her favorite food is anything that's red velvet flavored.'" Shawn said.
"Oh honey. You're so cute." I said before yawning. Shawn smiled at me as he watched my eyes droop. He gently rubbed my legs.
"Should we go to bed honey?" Shawn asked.
"I want to spend time with you." I said as I rested my head on his shoulder. He rubbed my back a bit and I closed my eyes.
"Well, my love, I have the day off tomorrow, so we can spend as much time together as we want. We can cuddle or watch tv or, you know how much I love it when you read to me. How does that sound baby?" Shawn asked.
"Good." I said.
"Okay. Let's go to bed." Shawn said. I got off of his lap and we went to the back of the tour bus, where our bed was. We got underneath the covers and cuddled up to each other.
"I love you so much Shawn. Good night." I said as I listened to the soothing beat of his heart.
"I love you so much too Y/n. Good night." He said. I'm so beyond grateful for Shawn, and I'm so beyond in love with him.
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