You ever been in love so fucking much that it hurts, and you have to find someone else so you do and shit you realize that you fucking love that person that you can't have.

Your so fucking in love with them that you dream about them and not the person you're with.

And the person you're with is right in front of you but you can't stop thinking about he person that hundreds of miles away and if you leave the person you're with that person will harm themselves.

Fuck this is hard, you want no one else but them so you sit on your bathroom floor and listen to fall out boy while shaking because you don't know what to fucking do.

What the fuck can you do!? It's not like they want you anyways. Fuck love damn it's just shit. And you sit there feeling like shit because you're no better than the people you dated who did the same thing to you.

Fuck! What can I fucking do! Im in love with someone who I can't be with and the person I'm with I have only known for a few days because I was the new kid and she thought I was cute. And then then her the girl im in love with.

Society fucking hates me for being bi. Shit what do I do, I'm in love with her and she's my friend and she likes me too but then her the girl im with now is so depressed and I can't leave her, she really likes me.

What the fuck do I do!

Guys......this isn't PHAN.