So after two weeks of dating Cal I was kind of....confused? Disorientated? Lost?

I had no idea where I was going, where I was going with Cal or where I was going with Simon.

I was just stuck.

In other news, Simon and Anna had sex last week, and now they're not even talking, apparently they were both drunk, but Simon did something Anna could never forgive him for. I had no idea what happened, and I, quite frankly, wasn't interested.

I had Cal. And that was all I needed.

Simon still made suggestive comments whenever I was at the house, because he knew Cal wasn't there to stop him. But as I spent more time with Cal, I lost touch with all my other friends. I didn't spend nights watching movies with Ethan, or screaming at fifa with Harry, or cuddling with JJ because some other girl used him for his money, or sitting up at 4am with Vik because we both couldn't sleep, or facetiming Tobi and having deep conversations about our futures, or chilling with Josh and actually talking about our family and our childhood, or sleeping next to Simon, hearing his heart beating in time with mine.

"You okay? You seem really zoned out?" It was Cal from beside me.

I given him a smile and nod.

"Just tired, couldn't sleep last night, it was way too warm in the house," I say and he smiles, rubbing his thumb over my knuckles.

"Do you wanna have a nap babe? I have a video to record, and later we can meet the boys for Pokemon Go?" He asks and I nod, smiling.

"Here, lie down here, I'll go film and you just relax, like the queen you are," He says, kissing my forehead before standing up and I reach out and grab his hand before he can walk off.

"Thank you, Cal," I smile and he nods, smiling back.

"You're welcome, babe," He says before heading into his room.

I yawn loudly, stretching my legs out across the couch.

"Afternoon," I say, seeing Harry come out of his room, yawning his head off and wiping his eyes.

"Afternoon," He mutters, turning on the kettle.

"Want a drink?" He offers.

"Tea, please," He says and my eyes widen and lips part when I see Kylie come out of his room in a pair of his boxers and one of his SDMN t-shirts.

"Afternoon, best friend," I say as she stumbles my way.

"Afternoon, best friend," She says, flopping onto the sofa.

"Aren't you a sight for sore eyes?" I laugh and she laughs back, smiling.

She looked a mess, makeup smudged across her face, her hair looked like a birds nest and she smelt like Harry, which was rather overpowering to the nose- not like Cal or Simon who had a minimal, but noticeable scent.

"Here we go ladies," Says Harry, passing me my tea and Kylie her coffee.

He goes back and gets himself a cup of tea before sitting down beside Kylie.

"What're you doing here anyway?" Kylie asks and I roll my eyes.

"Visiting my boyfriend, but I was going to take a nap before you two loud motherfuckers came rolling in here," I say causing Harry to laugh.

"Sorry, El," Kylie smirks before cuddling to Harry.

After an hour and a half of shit tv and third wheeling Cal came out of his room and smiled at me.

"Ready to go out?" He asks and I nod, standing up and pulling on my trainers.

"See you later guys," I say to Kylie and Harry before following Cal out the door.

We walk, hands laced in each others to go find the others. We eventually meet up with Vik, Josh, Simon and Lewis. I chill with Lewis for a bit and we talk about how the boys were organising their own event as well as a book.

"We want you to have a section in it," Says Josh and I smile.

"Me? But I'm not a member?" I say and Simon laughs.

"You can be called the SideSket," Says Simon and I watch as Vik and Lewis hold their laughs. Josh just frowns and Cal glares at Simon.

"Thats my girl you're talking about man," Says Cal and I squeeze his hand gently.

"Thats also my cousin," Josh mutters and I smile at him before looking at Simon.

"Your girl? Okay mate, sorry," Simon says, rolling his eyes and trailing behind us all as we catch Pokemon.

"How's Harry?" Vik asks Cal and Cal laughs.

"Still fucking Kylie," Says Cal and I nod.

"I thought they were going to start fucking on the sofa next to me earlier," I giggle, making Cal and Vik laugh too.

I look round, seeing Josh and Lewis arguing over Pokemon and I see Simon vlogging in the background.

"Oh, shit, I missed the Pokestop back there, I'll be one minute, you keep going," I say, stopping suddenly.

"Oh, alright, babe," Cal says and I smile before he follows after Vik quickly.

I turn round and walk back towards Simon.

"Hey," I say, interrupting his vlog.

"Elise, hi," He says, turning off his camera.

"I just wanted to say, you need to stop saying things like that around Cal, he really doesn't like it, and I don't want either of you getting into trouble," I say and he nods.

"Sure, whatever, now run off back to your boyfriend," He snaps and I just roll my eyes before turning on my heel and rushing after Cal.

He was currently vlogging so I decide to jump up and down in the back of his vlog till he notices me.

"Piggy back!" I say and he kneels down and I hope onto his back, wrapping my arms round him and he keeps vlogging.

"Just don't drop me," I laugh and he smiles.

"I feel like a third wheel," Vik says, vlogging beside us and I laugh, smiling into Vik's camera.

"We're getting Nandos," Josh says from up ahead with Lewis and I clap my hands.

"Simon's favourite," I say over my shoulder, Simon had finally caught up with us.

"You're damn right it is," He says and I smile.

"I sure know a lot, for someone who hates you right?" I ask, referring to previous conversations.

"Thats because you don't hate me, sket, you love me," He says, teasingly and I roll my eyes.

"In your dreams, Minter," I laugh before turning back and kissing Cal's cheek.

"Nandos squad!" I laugh and off we go.

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Two shorter updates today!

Thanks for reading!

~KatnissBajanCanadian❤️