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About two weeks had gone by, when I remembered that Caspian and I would not be the only ones to mourn Garvan's death. AheLee needed to be told. A task I was not prepared for, so I contacted Caspian.

"Caspian?" I touched his mark with affection, my two men either side of me supporting me as I approached this task.

"Yes, my love?" he replied.

"We want to return home to our kids now, but I realise that there is one more person who would want to come to say her goodbyes," I said.

"Who?" he said distractedly before remembering, "AheLee! You're right, are you going to contact her?"

"Well, I was wondering if you could," I replied hesitantly, "I feel we need to remain here so she can come to us."

"You're right of course, my love," Caspian agreed, "I will find her and transport her there, expect her anyday or time." and he cut himself off. I could feel the tears in him, but there was no comforting him since he had cut us off.

I felt a little shattered by the interaction, my own grief welling up again as if I was alone. I was not though, and I jumped a little in surprise at the love I was shown then by my 2 husbands that were with me, "We are here for you," Kell said and he kissed my forehead, as Glory squeezed my hand.

I rested my head on Kell's shoulder, "I know, I just forgot."

I think they understood as we hugged and eventually, I lay down between them being sandwiched. I was surprised at Glory doing this as he was not one who would usually allow another man to be with me while he was with me, well not sexually at least, and things turned sexual quite quickly upon lying down. It was like all of us needed to affirm our presence in this world and our love that had eventuated. Garvan's presence had changed all of us and all of our thinking.

At the end of our needy make out session, we all lay naked our limbs and bodies intertwined. I lay back and looked at the ceiling while my loves were sleeping, "I am thankful, you know, that Garvan accepted the God of Gods." I said disturbing the pair and earning a grunt from Kell.

"Me too," Kell grunted before turning over to sleep more. I smiled and kissed him, ruffling his hair before extracting myself from the sleeping Glory's arms to go clean off the efforts of our love making.

Glory was not having a bar of me leaving though, so I gave up and lay back down until he was awake enough to join me or let me go at least. Thankfully I did not have to wait long as both woke shortly afterwards and agreed that we needed to bath. The bath not quite going to plan as we all needed again when we tried to clean each other up.

I wondered at our time then, as both men were not sharers of me, and yet here they were sharing me together as if they had always done so. We did not bother to dress much, the men in loin cloths and me just a shift, the one that Garvan had given me when we first arrived. It left little to the imagination and both men were pleased by me wearing it and would not let me wear any underwear with it. I guess because they needed me so much too.

Each meal I was on one of their laps, which ever lap I was on, I had that person's manroot inside me, exciting me, but the other would not let me simply enjoy, the other would feed me. It was a wicked sensation, one I am glad I got to enjoy, but not one I would seek out deliberately, it was too distracting.

In that time, we barely managed to do the daily tasks needed. Well, I certainly got nothing done. I slept alot and when I was not sleeping, I was either eating what had been prepared, or making love with one or both of my men. I felt guilty as Caspian was not with us, and I was glad he was not with us too. This, what was happening between the 3 of us was not normal for any of us, and yet we were doing it.

Each evening meal, Kell would go over the stories we had learned in the real world about the God of Gods, and Glory would listen not saying anything. It was the only time our ardor for each other was stilled. We would then go and stand by Garvans grave, thanking the God of Gods that he was taken home to be with him and that hopefully we would see him again soon.

Our thankfulness always turned into a night of ardour and neediness.

It took a further two weeks for Caspian to find AheLee and he bought her to us. AheLee killed everything for us, which was a good thing in a way, there was no way that much sex was good for me and the baby growing within me, and it had become clear I definitely was pregnant that morning as I had vomited everything as I had with previous pregnancies.

We did nothing that day, vomiting being a buzzkill so the smell from our lovemaking had dissipated by the time Caspian and AheLee arrived. I was so relieved, and judging by the guilty looks Glory and Kell were giving Caspian, they were too.

We stayed with Caspian and AheLee as they grieved. The edge had not been taken off Caspian's grief, so it was agreed I would go back with him for now. Kell came with Caspian and I when we left the next morning. Glory stayed to look after AheLee as she had become a mess. It was the only way we were assured that she would live.

It was not easy on Glory though, as although he knew of why Garvan had died, he still had not accepted him, and yet here he was explaining to AheLee what had happened and why Garvan was dead. AheLee wanted to disrespect the God of Gods, but Glory found himself defending him, not allowing anything bad to be said.

Glory explained to me later, each time he defended the God he did not really know or accept, the grief and trouble he was feeling would go and a deep peace and happiness would take its place. Just by that feeling alone, he knew that he was doing the right thing, but even so, he still had his doubts. The only thing he was sure on was he had decided he would follow the God of Gods, if the prophecy came true about Jezebel and Tannin, until then he was withholding judgement.

AheLee left a week later followed by Glory. Glory went straight back to the Dwarven mound and Kell met him there. I stayed with Caspian for 3 months before heading home to Glory and Kell. I did not hear from AheLee again.

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