Shen Wei woke up with his arms still firmly around Yunlan.
He was overwhelmed with images from last night, he had lost control of his desire, and he had...
Flooded with guilt, he tried to get up, wondering if he had hurt him, what Yunlan would think of him now...
Getting up proved more difficult than he thought for two reasons: one, moving the blankets presented him with the vision of Yunlan's naked body, and he almost lost it again.
Two, Yunlan murmured his name and hugged him, still half asleep.
Wei wriggled his way out of his arms, while Yunlan protested against being left alone in bed.
"Yunlan, don't make things harder please."
"I like to make your thing harder, come back to bed."
Wei took a deep breath rolling his eyes, before saying: "I'll make you breakfast," and getting away from that dangerous situation.
There wasn't much in Yunlan's kitchen that he could use, he ought to buy him something, but at least he could make him a hot tea that would help him wake up.
Yunlan heard the noises and called: "Shen Wei?"
Wei came closer with a cup that he put down on the nightstand.
"Here, I made you some tea."
Yunlan tried to get up but stopped with a loud "Ouch," that made Wei blush furiously.
"I'm sorry," he said, making Yunlan raise his eyes on him.
Before he could say anything Wei repeated: "I'm sorry, I'll let you get ready," and he hurried out of the apartment and into his own.
Yunlan was left there, looking at his retreating figure. He saw the cup and drank the tea, thinking of Shen Wei.
He wondered what was going on in his mind, knowing him he was probably drowning in self-doubts of some kind.
He showered, smiling noticing that Wei had cleaned him up while he was sleeping, and got ready for work.
They would be going together, but he still had a few minutes. Yunlan looked at himself in the mirror and smiled, he should send Wei a clear message that he was ok with what happened, that he wanted them to be together.
Sure, things hadn't gone exactly as planned, but he had enjoyed it, both physically and emotionally. Shen Wei was his now, and Yunlan wanted to make him understand that it went both ways. Yunlan was his now.
He was out the door right on time, just like Shen Wei. As expected, Wei noticed at first glance that he had parted his hair in the middle changing his hairstyle, and Yunlan smirked, winking at him.
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Shen Wei kept working at the university but spent all his free time with Yunlan, either at Sid or at his apartment. He bought food and cooked for him, they talked a lot enjoying each other's company, they discussed Yunlan's cases and since Yunlan's apartment only had one bed they shared it, falling asleep on each side of the bed but somehow waking up in each other's arms every morning.
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When Cong Bo found out Wei's secret Yunlan felt guilty about it, it was his fault, when he still didn't remember his visions he had put a hidden camera in Wei's office to learn more about him, and yet now Wei apologised to him.
Yunlan lowered his eyes, the vision of that moment flashing through his mind, he hated it that Wei felt like that because of him.
Another one of his visions had come true, he hadn't known what it meant before it happened, was there really no way to change what he had seen?
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Yunlan sorted out that problem with Cong Bo easily, and again seized the chance to tease Shen Wei, asking for a reward. Wei thought of the night they had sex, but smirked when Yunlan asked him to clean up his place.
He stood up from the couch straightening his clothes.
"If that's what you want," he said and proceeded to do just that, unsure if he was disappointed or relieved.
He had often thought back of that night, but had never made a move in that direction again. Yunlan's new hairstyle had flattered him to no end, but he still doubted himself. Yunlan's teasing always suggested he wanted something else, something different, but Shen Wei knew that once he lost control there was no way he could restrain his nature.
Maybe it was better if they left things as they were, he was already happier than he ever thought he deserved, he didn't want to distress Yunlan in any way.
But Yunlan felt differently.
He caught his arm and pulled him back. "And there's another thing..."
He hugged him tight brushing their lips together. Wei's heart jumped.
"Yunlan..."
"Have you forgotten our night? Don't you want me anymore?"
His shameless words were already clouding Wei's mind.
"Yunlan, stop... I can't... I can't maintain control if you keep this up..."
"Then don't. When did I ask you to?"
There was nothing he could do to resist him, and next thing he knew they were already on the bed and he was making love to him again.
The same passion, the same hunger possessed him once more, being inside him again was such a pleasure that he couldn't get enough of him, the word 'more' kept escaping his lips whenever he wasn't kissing him or biting his skin leaving marks all over.
He woke up still naked in Yunlan's arms, but this time he stayed still a long while, watching his face with such love that everyone would have been overwhelmed by the intensity of it.
When he finally moved, the arms around him didn't let him go, holding him tightly.
"Stay in bed with me a little longer."
Wei hesitated, feeling Yunlan's naked body against his own was wonderful, but also dangerous. They needed to go to work.
"Go have a shower, we need to get going."
"Then join me," Yunlan said. Wei's heart skipped a beat, tempted by the images floating in his brain.
"We don't have time," he said eventually.
"Time for what? It's just a shower, isn't it?" Yunlan teased him, unable to stop himself.
Wei shot him a glance, then disappeared to reappear at his own place, where he could shower and change his clothes.
He suddenly thought that he should bring some of his things at Yunlan's apartment, it would certainly be more convenient, considering how much time he spent there.
He had been thinking about that a few times already, but had been hesitant, fearing to intrude too much, but maybe now it was time.
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Yunlan worked all morning at Sid while Wei was at the university, until he could finally take a breath. He looked at the Hallows they had, wondering if they could help him find out who was the big power behind Zhu Jiu's actions, but Wei arrived in time to stop him, mad at what he was about to do, understanding his motives but not willing to risk his life for that.
Yunlan finally had a glimpse of such big power when he accompanied Wei to Dixing. Although he mostly did it to avoid meeting his father, he enjoyed seeing how important a figure the Black Envoy was, and he got to meet old Wu again, who helped him understand Zhu Jiu's power and how it worked.
During his wandering, he was somehow lured to a pillar.
"You use humor to hide fear, you live among many but are alone, you work but you don't know for who you do it," a voice told him trying to get him on his side.
Time wasted of course, Yunlan's mind wasn't so weak to be easily deceived, it was ok for him to have fear, only the stupid don't fear anything, and it was enough for him to deal with it on his own, hiding it from the others but never from himself.
He had always been alone, and there had been times when he thought he didn't know if he was doing the right thing and who he was doing it for. Was he helping people or following like a dog what others expected of him? But in the end he had always followed his own path, setting aside his doubts.
And now there was Shen Wei. He didn't need words to know that Wei loved him, and he would have done anything to have him by his side forever.
Things had changed: politics, his father's expectations, everything was secondary now. Nothing mattered more to him than Shen Wei's life, and how in the world could he avoid that horrible vision to become true.
The image of Shen Wei being hit protecting him haunted him constantly, he didn't know when, he didn't know how or who would be able to do such a thing to the Black Envoy, in his vision his eyes had been full only of Shen Wei, covered in his own blood, defeated, but he knew what he had seen and he desperately wished he could change that.
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