^^ ME THINKING ABOUT MY CRUSH AS I WRITE THIS.. 🥰🥰🥰🥰

OKAY OKAY OKAY! I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT REAL QUICK

so, here's another crush update about the same guy for the past other 5 updates!!

for the sake of discussion, we'll call him 'Jay.'

Okay, so, JAY, is my crush and we've known each other for forever, right? for like 8 years.

so, for the past 8 months we hadn't see each other in person, we talked for a little but he was grounded for a little bit and couldn't talk much during that but now he's all good.

SO. down to the good stuff. YESTERDAY, I went to a little party he had at his house.

and when we pulled up, he was already outside and was wearing A WHITE TANK TOP WITH SHORTS AND MY BREATH WAS TAKEN AWAY. like bruh how could a guy look that good in that.

anyways, we say hi and joke around about how long it's been and we say:

i say jokingly ," it's been like 20 years since I last saw you"

then he says, "I know right? feels like 30."

🥰🥰😫😫😭😭

so basically we just hang out the entire time, we aren't even at the party part of the house we're in the front shooting hoops but like I'm not that good but anyways

we play basketball together, shoot hoops, talk the entire time and catch up, we share his AirPods while we play, we listen to his REALLY GOOD TASTE IN 60s and 70s love songs while the sun set and talked for hours..

also we share the same favorite band which is rare considering not many people are into the older music I'm into like he's hot AND he's got good taste in music AND we both like the same bands? HELL YES.

LIKE BRUH IM DEAD 🥰🥰🥰🦋🦋🦋

DUDE HE REALLY OUT HE KILLING ME

BUT WAIT, THERES MORE.

then he's really out here playing w these little kids like IT WAS ADORABLE LIKE he really even told me he wants to have a daughter as a first child LIKE BRUH HES ADORABLEEEEEEEEEE

istg im in love w the friendship we have

even though I'd love to be more than that, im already really good w what we have now

BUT THAT DOESNT STOP ME FROM SWOONING MY ASS OFF LIKE BRUH IDK HOW IM STILL ALIVEEEE

🦋🦋🦋🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

but anywayssss..there you go ;)

BUT ANYWAYS THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY RANTTTINGGGG

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- K A Y