#RTG02 Chapter 02

I felt so drained nang matapos iyong review class namin. Naka-upo lang naman kami roon, pero feeling ko talaga binugbog ako. Laging ganoon ang pakiramdam ko sa school—hindi lang ako mentally drained, kasama iyong physical at emotional. Ubos na ubos na ko.

"Sob, you wanna go with us?" Yari asked me.

I shook my head. "Pass, sorry," I replied.

"Okay... but come with us on Friday, okay?" she said and then kissed my cheeks bago sila lumabas. They're nice to me because sisters kami sa sorority... but to other people? Hindi masyado. Lalo na at parang may silent competition iyong mga babae kong blockmates sa lahat ng bagay—sa mga bago nilang bags, cars, travels, pati sa mga lalaki nila. Ako lang iyong hindi nila kaaway dahil kahit naman gustuhin ko, 'di ko kayang sumabay sa kanila...

And it's not as if may energy pa ako.

24 pa lang ako pero feeling ko lola na ako sa pagod ko.

Paglabas ko sa room, diretso akong naglalakad at tinatamad na maglakad papunta sa sasakyan ko dahil wala ako sa mood magdrive pauwi. Inaantok na talaga ako. Maybe I'd get a coffee first. Ayoko namang maaksidente.

"Isobel."

Natigilan ako nang may tumawag sa pangalan ko. My lips automatically parted when I saw Sean standing right in front of me... He wasn't wearing his med uniform anymore, but he still looked magnificent.

Seriously?

Bakit ang gwapo ng lalaking 'to?

O baka biased lang ako dahil med student siya?

"Hey," I said with an uneasy smile. I totally forgot about the dinner! Sobrang dami kasing review for remedial kaya nawala na talaga sa isip ko.

"Still up for the dinner?" he asked.

I bit my lower lip. "About that..." I trailed. I looked at him and he's really cute! But motto ko talaga is title bago titi. Kung marupok akong tao, matagal na akong lumandi sa Brent dahil napapalibutan talaga ako ng mga gwapo dito. Buti na lang firm ako sa desisyon ko na ayokong maging involved sa law students o lawyer dahil sakit sila sa ulo.

"I have a quiz tomorrow and I still need to review," I honestly told him. Ito na nga ang sinasabi nila na bawal ibahin ang relationship status kapag nasa 4thyear ka na kasi wala ng time sa mga ganitong bagay. Kung single, single. Kung in a relationship, 'wag makipagbreak. Hassle magdrama ngayon sa dami ng ginagawa namin.

Sean nodded.

Sayang naman... Gwapo na sana, e. Pero firm believer ako na maraming gwapo sa mundo at hindi ako mauubusan. Mas kailangan kong maging lawyer. Apat na taon na akong naiistress sa school na 'to at mas kailangan kong maka-graduate.

"We can go to a coffee shop and review," he said, shrugging. His hands were inside his pockets. I gave his face a quick review again—He's so... This is unfair.

"Really? Because I really need to review," I replied.

He nodded. "Yeah. My books are in my car."

My face heated at the mention of his car. Oh, that car... I had such fond memories...

Tumango na lang ako sa kanya. I didn't want to seem too excited na makasama siya, although excited naman talaga ako... Mas gusto ko nga lang magreview talaga and medyo hindi ko gusto na kasama siyang mag-aral dahil feeling ko madidistract lang ako kapag katabi ko siya dahil lagi akong mapapa-tingin sa kanya.

"Fine," I said, giving in.

Sean offered to carry my books, but I shook my head since kaya ko namang buhatin 'yun. We walked to his car, his black BMW, and got his books. May kinuha siyang isang malaking backpack. Mukhang mag-aaral nga kami ngayon, ah.

"Let's go?" he asked as he placed his backpack on his shoulder.

Sabay kaming naglakad papunta sa malapit na mall. May coffee shop reserve kasi doon na masarap pag-aralan dahil tahimik.

While walking, I yawned. I tried to stifle it, pero inaantok na talaga ako.

"Are you sleepy already?" he asked.

"Yeah... but I still need to review," I replied. Kapag kasi natulog ako, sure ako na bukas na iyong gising ko kahit mag-alarm pa ako ng bente. And maaga iyong pasok ko bukas kaya kailangang makapagsimula na ako ngayon.

Habang naglalakad kami ay pansin ko na napapatingin iyong ibang babae dito sa kasama ko. Sobrang curious ako kung ano ba ang meron kay Sean para mapa-tingin sila. I mean, sure he's really handsome and he's rich... but we're in fucking Brent! Daming kapareho niya kaya! Sa classroom ko pa lang ang dami-dami na.

Thankfully, naka-rating na rin kami sa coffee shop.

"Dun ka," I said, placing my bag on the empty chair in front of me. Doon ako kasi naupo sa pangdalawahan lang. His lips parted in surprise. I arched my brow. "I told you, magrereview ako," I continued, smiling briefly at him before I made my way to order. The barista even greeted me dahil madalas ako rito. Tahimik kasi kaya nakakapag-aral ako nang mabuti.

After placing an order, bumalik na ako sa pwesto ko—doon talaga ako sa pwesto na hindi ko makikita ang mukha ni Sean dahil madidistract lang ako. Nilabas ko na iyong bookstand ko and pen capsule. Civrev pa naman iyong class ko bukas. Mamamatay ako kapag hindi ako nag-aral.

Kumunot ang noo ko nang biglang may kape sa harapan ko. I looked up and saw Sean handing it to me.

"They already called your name twice," he said.

"Oh... sorry," I said, biting my lower lip. "What's this?" I asked when he placed a flat bread in front of me. Wala naman akong ganitong order. Kape lang iyong binili ko.

"Your dinner," he replied.

"No, I'm okay—"

"You haven't eaten since I last saw you," he said. "If you're not hungry, just keep it for later," he continued, flashing another one of that smile before he headed back to his place.

I pursed my lips.

Dapat last year ko pa siya nakita, e! Busy talaga ako ngayon kaya wala talaga akong magagawa kung hindi ang mag-aral! Ayoko namang ma-delay dahil sa kanya.

Bahala siya d'yan.

I drank my coffee and focused on reviewing again. I was so focused na kinailangan pa akong kalabitin nung barista para iremind na magsasara na sila in a few minutes. Hanggang 12mn nga lang pala 'tong coffee shop. I wished they'd be open all day para mas okay.

Nang matapos akong mag-ayos ng gamit, lalabas na sana ako nang mapa-hinto ako dahil nasa harapan ko na naman si Sean.

I smiled apologetically. "Sorry. Scatter brain," I said. Nawala na naman sa isip ko na kasama ko siya dahil iniisip ko iyong recit namin bukas at nase-stress na agad ako dahil baka maka-limang rounds kami. Last recit namin, akala ko mamamatay na ako sa sobrang stress dahil wala na akong masagot pero nagtatanong pa rin si Atty!

"It's okay," he said, smiling.

"Sorry, I'm not a fun company," I told him. "I'm really busy since I'm graduating."

I needed to be blunt about this. Wala sa priority ko ang lumandi. Mag-aaral ako. Siguro occasionally mangyayari iyong nangyari sa amin before, but that's it. Wala akong time makipagdate o makipag get to know him dahil wala iyon sa list of things to do ko.

"No, it's okay," he replied. "I was able to review, too."

I looked at him. "Sean," I called.

"Yes?"

"What do you want?"

He laughed. "What do you mean?"

"I mean, I want to know what you want because I have no time to play," I said.

"I want nothing—"

"Nothing?"

"Nothing too serious," he replied.

"Good," I replied.

Tahimik kami hanggang maka-balik sa school. He walked me to my car. I placed my things on the backseat and then looked at him. I arched my brow.

"So..."

"So..." he replied.

I looked at him again. I wasn't really sure what prince charming looks like, but if there's a personification of him, sigurado ako na kamukha ni Sean 'yun. Ang puti niya tapos medyo singkit and when he smiled... My God, when he smiles...

"Wanna go inside my car?" I asked.

He laughed a little. "Sure."

* * *

Sean and I became friends... Well, not really friends by the standard dictionary meaning... Pero pasok sa definition of friends ng mga blockmates ko.

Dahil pareho pala kaming graduating at busy, we'd sometime meet to study—as in literal na study dahil hindi ako pumapayag na tabi kaming mag-aral dahil alam ko na madidistract ako sa pagmumukha niya. And then after studying for hours, ihahatid niya ako sa sasakyan ko... And I'd let him review my anatomy.

To: Doc Sean

Review?

From: Doc Sean

Sure but in my condo? Doing something.

I pursed my lips.

This was a rather dangerous territory... Iyong sa sasakyan ay okay lang dahil napipigilan ko ang sarili ko. Wala akong balak makipagsex sa sasakyan na naka-park sa mismong school ko. Wala akong balak makickout ngayong pa-graduate na ako...

But inside his condo...

To: Doc Sean

No sex.

From:

You know it.

I didn't even know why he's still hanging with me dahil hanggang boobs lang ang napapala niya sa 'kin. I hadn't even given him blow job or even hand job and Clary even said to me 'How dare you?!' like kasalanan ko pa na hindi ko pa nagagawa 'yun! Minsan 'di ko alam kung bakit kami friends.

Or... maybe Sean's getting it elsewhere.

Sean sent me his condo address and it wasn't a surprise that he's living in the most expensive condo in the area. Pagdating ko roon ay pina-akyat na agad ako dahil naitawag na ni Sean sa lobby na pupunta ako.

Kahit sa elevator ay may mga naka-sabay ako na artista and models. 'Di ko sila pinansin dahil sanay na akong maka-kita ng ganon.

Pagdating ko sa floor ni Sean, I gently knocked on the door. Dala-dala ko iyong bag ko kung nasaan nandun 'yung mga gamit ko. Mag-aaral naman talaga ako... Takot ko lang sa Taxrev bukas!

"Hey," Sean said, kissing my cheek. "Sorry. I can't go outside."

"It's okay," I replied.

Pagpasok ko, nakita ko na agad kung bakit hindi siya maka-labas. Sobrang daming naka-latag na mga libro and papers and other things sa table. It seemed like he's really reviewing this time.

"Practical exam tomorrow," he simply said. Anyway, kahit naman mag-explain siya ay hindi ko pa rin maiintindihan iyong sasabihin niya. Minsan nga nag-explain siya tungkol sa med shits niya, naka-tanga lang ako kasi wala talaga akong ma-gets... Pero in fairness, sobrang hot niya kapag naka-med student mode siya.

Sean cleared the space on the kitchen table and told me na pwedeng doon ako mag-aral. I thanked him and then proceeded to studying... pero mukhang pangit yata iyong pwesto ko dahil kitang-kita ko siya habang nag-aaral.

Distraction at its finest!

Nakaka-distract siyang tignan habang bahagyang naka-kunot ang noo niya habang may binabasa siya... He was also playing with the pen on his hand and was murmuring something—seemed to me like he was memorizing something.

I was so amused with everything he was doing. Sa ilang linggo na magkakilala kami, ngayon ko lang talaga siya nakita na mag-aral dahil lagi akong naka-talikod sa kanya.

"What?" Sean asked when he saw me watching him. "Are you hungry? We can order pizza or—"

"Study break?" I asked, my brow arched.

"Study break? Really?" he replied, the side of his lips rose.

I shrugged. Sean briefly laughed before I stood up and went near him. I immediately straddled his lap and quickly kissed him. Sean's hands quickly got inside my shirt and he was holding me by my waist. Nakiliti ako sa paraan ng paghawak niya sa akin especially when his thumb began to caress the skin of my waist.

When I began to feel the growing bulge in his jogger pants, I began to rub myself all over him.

"So unfair," he groaned when our lips parted.

I smirked at him. "Life's not fair, Seanny," I replied and then rubbed myself against him some more. He bit my shoulder and I heard him groaning.

"You're gonna make me come inside my pants," he moaned against my neck. Mas binilisan ko pa. I cupped his face and made him look at me. I wanted to see the expression on his face as I make him come.

God, he's so fucking hot it's ridiculous!

"What... are you doing?" he asked, his breathing ragged as my hand made its way inside his pants and I grabbed his length. Kitang-kita ko ang pag-awang ng labi niya. Beads of sweat were forming on his forehead.

I remained silent as I wrapped my hands around his length. He looked so pained for a second that I loosened my hold.

"No," he quickly said, catching my hand and making me hold him again. He began to guide my hand the way he wanted it, and when I finally got the rhythm, binitawan niya ang kamay ko. Isinandal niya ang likod niya sa sofa habang ipinikit niya ang mata niya.

This man is just so gorgeous... kahit saang anggulo, wala akong masabi... Bakit hindi na lang ako bumigay sa kanya? It's not as if I was saving myself for marriage because I didn't believe in that. All I wanted was my first time to be with someone I actually care about.

And I cared about Sean.

A whole fucking lot.

And it's actually quite scary dahil ilang linggo pa lang kaming magkakilala.

My eyes didn't leave his face for a second as I watched every single expression on his face... until his lips parted and I felt him coming in my hands.

God, so gorgeous...

And when his eyes finally opened and he looked at me, I felt my insides melting. Hindi na 'to normal.

"Please let me return the favor," he said while my hand was still around his length. Unti-unti kong inalis iyon. I frowned when I saw the sticky liquid on my hand.

"It's okay," I replied. I was about to stand up to wash my hand, but Sean quickly laid me on his carpeted floor and hovered over me. He positioned himself between my legs and I felt him getting hard again. Ganoon kabilis?! Kakatapos niya lang, e!

"Sean—" I said.

"Fine, I won't touch you there... but at least some over the pants action, huh, Sob?" he asked while he's already rubbing his hand over my pants. Good Lord! Paano pa kung naka-skirt ako ngayon?! Goodbye, Virginity na pala talaga!

Sabi ko na nga ba masama na pumayag akong dito kami sa condo niya, e! Iyong sa sasakyan pa nga lang halos bumigay na ako, dito pa kaya?

"Sob?" he asked while rubbing his thumb against the center of my thigh.

"That's dangerous..." I replied, biting my lower lip because he's making me feel so hot already!

"Just boobs, then?" he asked.

I rolled my eyes. "Fine."

Like an excited kid, Sean quickly got my shirt off of me and his mouth quickly latched on my nipple while his hand played on the other. Agad akong napa-sabunot sa kanya. God, he's an expert! Sanay na sanay, e!

He kept on leaving bite marks on my boobs when suddenly, my phone rang.

"Study break's over," I said, pushing him off of me dahil tapos na ang landian. I knew that I'd somehow get carried away by this, so I set an alarm para maalala ko na mas kailangan kong magreview.

But Sean wasn't getting off of me.

"Five minutes—" he said.

"We need to review," I replied.

Kumunot ang noo ko nang kunin niya iyong pen sa lamesa niya. My lips parted in confusion sa kung ano ang ginagawa niya when suddenly, he began to draw circle on my nipples.

"This is areola," he said.

"What the fuck, Sean?"

"I'm reviewing anatomy," sagot niya habang binibilugan naman iyong sa collar bone ko. "This is your clavicle—actually, my favorite part of your upper body."

I rolled my eyes. "Sean, you're graduating, I'm pretty sure you're already done with your anatomy class—" Then the gorgous asshole pulled my nipple. "Hey!" sigaw ko sa gulat.

"It's actually one of the erogenous zones of the body," he said as he was still pulling it. Ang gago lang! "It's so sensitive..." he continued. "I bet I can make you come with just this."

"Mag-aaral pa—"

"Your phone's on snooze. I'll stop when it alarms again," he said before he really did prove me that it's an erogenous zone of my body. God, this med student... Ang landi-landi!