It's just at that point where I finally come to terms that no one cares and that it's okay

I don't need people to care about Me
Why would I need people caring about me when I don't even care about myself?
It's not like it'll make me feel better

And if people want to ignore me and how I feel that's okay

As long as I have an outlet to let it all out

As long as I can cry it out and as long as no one finds out

As long as I keep putting on a smiling face whenever my sisters or parents come to check on me

As long as I can make it seem like I haven't been crying then I'm okay

I just need to comfort myself

I don't what other people worrying about me

But maybe a hi here an there would be nice

But it's not necessary

It's okay...right