Hey... Sorry I haven't posted in awhile... I've just been dealing with a lot of shit lately... As you may already know, I'm depressed as fuck... And I'm trying to get better, but it's hard when everything that makes me happy seems to piss off almost everyone in your family... Not to mention that resisting the urge to cut my arm is getting harder as the days pass by... Some days I just want to shrivel up and die, but I can't leave my sister, MeU, alone in this shitty world. If anything, my family is just making my depression and suicidal tendencies even worse than before...