Every moment, every mistake, it's all catching up to me.
Thought I had left it all behind, but they're starting to see.

Nobody notices the tears,
Nobody can ever see my fear,
Nobody notices the sadness,
I'll never let them see my madness,
Nobody notices the pain,
They all just think I'm going insane,
They all see every mistake.

Now I'm breaking through.

So if I open up to you,
Please don't turn and hide,
Please don't take the other side.

Please just let me in,
And see past all my sin,

I wish you'd listen closer,
Just a little bit closer,
Maybe then you'd see
The true me.

You tell me to carry on,
You tell me to just move on,
How can you say that to me?
Why can't you see?

That maybe it's not easy anymore,
And maybe my mind is growing a little too sore,
I need a new cure,
How can you be sure...

Of all of this

How can you say it'll be ok,
How can you say just wait one more day,
How can you even tell me to keep my head up,
How can you just be there when I'm not feeling up.

How can you just stand there on the darkest night,
While I'm locked in chains you don't even fight.

While I'm standing calling out your name,
The one that dragged me through this,
The one who made it all ok,
You just simply blink and then you turn away.

Why can't this change?

So how am I the one at fault always?
How am I the one who is never ok?
How can you turn away from me,
How can you say...
Nothing.

You are... growing further and further.
I feel like I need to stop you.

I can't let you go,
But should I?

Cause I need an answer from only you.

I don't need a message from them, just you.
Why won't you just give me one little clue?

Please stop turning away,
Please, oh won't you just stay?

I know it sounds petty,
Cause I've said it a thousand times,
But I'm sick and tired of the way things are.

I want it all to go back.

And for you to stay,
And just... listen.

Why can't I be normal just this once,
And why can't we be friends,
For just a moment,
Why can't we not fight,
But is that what it is?

Cause I feel like I never hear your voice,
Unless you're laughing with them,
Do I even have a choice?
Am I the one dragging everyone down,
Now ain't that something?

Cause why is it always me.

And why... can't I just let you be.

Because maybe I'm too tired to carry on,
And maybe I'm too worn out to fight with the same old sword.

And maybe I'm stressed out over my very own thoughts...
Ain't that something?

Oh, I want to know something.

Please, just tell me something, now.