I remember the every little thing that changed
How it all came crashing down, how it all simply stopped
Why wasn't life enough like the way it was?
Why must things change, why must people move on?
If I could hold onto a single moment, one hope
I don't think I would ever leave
Why wouldn't they just see?
Why wouldn't they just stop and think?
But if they would, what would they even think?
How would they see me now?
If nothing had changed?
If no one had gone cold,
If our lives didn't seem to be sold,
If I could hold onto that moment
That one single hope
Instead of being tied up by a rope
Like I am now
Trapped in a net that I've dragged them into,
Do they even want to?
Do they want to be around,
When I plummet to the ground,
When I rise to the skies,
And learn how to fly?
Hand in hand, round and round, one is not without the other
I've learned to trust them like no other...
But where has that gotten me?
Why couldn't I see
Things before they changed all too quick?
Why can't I flip back the switch
That seemed to change
Every part of me
That there ever was to see
I want to go back to hope
I want to go back to joy
Before the rope around my head
Before the day they began to spread
Further and further
More and more
Away from the net I was trapped in
I want to go back
More than ever before
I miss the days with the sun.