Was it hard to acually focus?

Yes and it didn't make it any better that this things was coming closer but I somewhat also started to back away. This wasn't a good start at all but then something happened. For the very first time I saw the shadow go in front of me and freeze. It wasn't only him who who froze but also my so called father. It was weird and I really did expect him to hit me or something by the way e was coming towards me.

It wasn't the case tho.

Not at all!

I mean when I looked up, I saw the shadow basically chocking my own father who was now stepping backwars. Why would a quirk attack a person and the most bizarr thing was that it worked because my father all of the sudden started touching his neck.

Me: Huh?

What is going on?

Is the shadow protecting me?

Why would his quir attack himself?

Wait what?

What is going on?

I was really soo confused that I was just there looking at what was happening. However one thing was clear. If this would continue then there was a problem of my own father dying because of not getting any air and they would blame of course me. It didn't even matter if they would blame me or not, this would be my fault. I could never forgive myself if there was a person in front of me and then dying there when knowing I could have done something.

Me: S-Stop!

I hate him but I don't want him to die.

It would be murder!

I would have killed him!

I don't want to be a murder!

I-

I-

Tears started to roll down my cheek as I started imagining what would happen to me the moment my adoptive father would die. My adoptive mother would blame me for it, in fact everyone would since I was all alone with him right now. There was seriously nothing that I could do or say to even prevent people from blaming me. No matter what I would say, they would continue and then I might even go to jail.

My mind started freaking out thinking about all the stuff and I ended up leaping towards my father looking at the shadow which was now letting him go. If he would die then I would get into a worse family. I couldn't risk that, I didn't wanted to suffer anymore.

Me: Fa-Father?

Father: YOU!

Once the shadow let go off my father, he started to recover quickly. However the moment he looked at me, it was over. He slapped me so hard that I fell down. Still out of instincts, I started covering and didn't even dare to loook up. 

NO!

Please!

It's not my fault!

Please!

I was shivering in fear he would start beating me up like I experienced it from Bakugo or any other family than this one besides my real mother. This is why this reaction was already normal to me. A defense mechanism, I couldn't quite get rid of that easily. 

Anyways, while I was covering there waiting for another hit, I heard the smale childish voice from the quirk again.

Quirk: Do....n....rea...

Call me crazy but I somewhat felt as if someone was touching me but it wasn't a hit but a pat. This surprised me too and made me flinch and look up. One would say I shouldn't be able to feel it but I could feel the touch of the quirk. They were invisible things but this was the very first time I saw it attack their owner or even be able to do something like that.

I mean they were basically attached to them and all but this was really surprising.

Quirk: Pro...o

Me: ....

Did it just tried to consult me...

Did it really just try to make me feel better?

This...

What...

I thought...

It helped me...

How ridiculous it was but I didn't feel any threat coming from it. This was really the first time I didn't feel scared because of them but accepted it as a beeing. I mean who wouldn't be scared if they would see somthing like this? It was a wonder people didn't send me into a mental hospital by now. Not as if they could if I would never talk about it exept that one hero.

Weird....

I never talked to anyone about my quirk before exept him... and that hero listened to my nonesense as well.

Quirk: Go...ot...back

The words this quirk spoke was getting clearer and clearer. Even tho it was still cut, I understood that it was telling me to run and get in my room before anything would happen and I could only nod and give it a weak smile before doing exactly that and locking myself in.